Monday, January 18, 2010

emotion

在看到海派甜心第五集的时候,我脑海出现许多回忆.... 他把我内心深处的某个秘密和情感都挖出来... 让我感到很无奈... 那都是我不想面对的... 因为我不知道该怎么办该怎么做才是最好...
i love the song 爱不单行......

Monday, January 11, 2010

nth much

nth much for the week ba.... end up didnt meet meifang but met up wit some other ppl n had a talk.... it was quite fruity.... then sat went back sch to help up in the open hse.... after tt went hm.. was sick n sun was realli very sick as i could not get out of my bed.... then todae went to sch n start to do my stuff... n next week is the final presentation le... ppl wish mi gd luck.... got to start to prepare for the ppt n do finish the stuff n report.... anyway a lot of things had happen n it make mi feel drain out n tired..... but i will hang on.... pay is not out yet... sad as i cant go shopping... this fri is meeting ade to eat... then next fri is song leng 21st birthday... life is getting bz n bz... but i love it... my i touch is low batt todae as i forgot to charge n turn it off on sat as it play until no batt...

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

confused n bz

sat n sun was working..... meet an unreasonable customer each dae.... but it is over.... n i met a lot of nice customers too.... haha...

then talk to ben on sun nite.... he told mi not to bother so much coz he is juz a passer by.... talk to him abt someone.... he sae he is juz a passer by.... he ask mi not to tell him so much in future n it is so true.... n i noe the ans is he is juz using mi..  so from now on i shall treat u back the same way.... nana will noe who i am talking abt coz u r the one who told mi dun mix wit him... ya u r rite... then cheryl also sae the same thing... so i shall do it the way... since u r using mi... then i shall not be true to u anymore coz u dun deserve mi to care n concern for u... watever u do now is useless...


then todae my lec ask mi abt the progress... i shall not be in holiday mood again... i need to be serious n complete my stuff by tml.... n i will complete everything by tml...

juz now was talking to Irene how abt some stuff n discussing abt her wedding dae... i am gg to help her out... hehe... then had a talk to sunny too.... this is btw the 3 of us onli... haha...

might be meeting meifang tml for a gal talk... she noe wat i wanna talk abt... is all abt mi... ask her for advice too abt some stuff.... :)

learn to be contented wit wat u have n not greedy... if not when u lose it then regret it is no use anymore... no pt regret when u lost it... learn to treasure now when he or she is now wit u.... he or she tt is loving u so much.... when he or she now is showering u wit so much love, care n concern.... dont make a decision tt will make u regret forever....^^

Saturday, January 02, 2010

a gd new start of 2010

2 more new yr resolutions in case i forgot... i noe i am a bit greedy but i will make it happen coz tt is mi... wat i set i will do n fulfil it....

13) i wan to be able to earn more money...

14) i wan to be able to save more money.....

countdown was spent staying at hm but it was well spend.... spend it wit my parents as i cook a simple dinner for them.... they like it.... haha... coz tt time when my dad went to kl... i cook for mum n my mum like it... but this time i cook it for my parents n my parents feel so happi after eating... it make mi feel happi too.... then after tt supper wit my parents too... tt y it was well spent coz it been a long time since i accompany my parents for a meal n had a chat wit them... :)

todae went working n it is a new start.... although customers were not a lot but there is still sales n the customers r so nice todae especially the last min the last customer who bought a lot of stuff one... he is very gentleman... then todae my boss sae tt i had done a great job... haha... this is the first time he praise mi... haha... had a talk wit him abt the products n feedback...

overall todae is great... it is gg to be a gd yr ahead.... although life is full of ups n downs but as long as we can overcome it.... the road in front of us will be happiness n blessing.... i believe.... i am feeling very happi n contented now...

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

New Yr New Resolutions for 2010

these r my new yr resolutions for the yr 2010

1) my parents, my friends especially those close one like my sis n buddies n my family members will be healthy n happi....

2) i wan my health will be better n my migraine will be under control n not act up easily n at the same time be happi.....

3) i can graudate from poli....

4) i can either go NIE or go work n study part time acca....

5) i wan to do well in my current part time job....

6) i can get gd results....

7) i wan my tolernaces n my control of temper to be better....

8) i hope to meet my mr right or be with him....

9) i wan a new handphone...

10) i wan to change my character for the better....

11) i wan to have more freedom....

12) i wan to pamper myself n treat my parents gd food....

Summarise of the yr 2009

summarise of the year 2009... it was a happening yr which make mi grow up n learn a lot of stuff... at the same time also see through a lot of stuff.... becoming more mature too.... i also enter adulthood this yr as i turn 21..... a lot of things had happen be it friends or families.... although my r/s is blank.... seen through a lot also....

i am contented n happi wit wat i have... i was feel happi all the time..... i was feeling bless coz i got friends n family.... i thx them for being there for mi.... being supportive n showing lots of care n concern... i was a happi gal in 2009 n i shall be a happi gal forever coz i learnt to be contented wit wat i have n not keep on asking for more....

lazy n bz

the previous week was nth much as i went hm after sch... suppose to meet candy on her birthday but some things crop up so cancel it... then sat is my first dae of work.... not bad but tired... then after tt went to meet candy to pass her her present..... chat for a while n head hm.... sun also working....

then last week nth much.... juz meet ben on tues after sch n we had a catch up n talk quite a lot.... after tt he sent mi hm... then thurs nite went to eat steamboat at bugis wit meifang irene how darren vincent henry n tony.... then after tt went to pub at boat quay for a drink wit meifang her hubby n vincent as vincent friends is there.... it was quite fun hanging out n noe his friends... thx meifang for the steamboat n vincent for the drink... then christmas n sat was working full shift n sun half dae.... dead tired....

as usual lab is fun sometimes....

this week dunnoe who to join as there was quite a few plus i need to work on new year n sat full shift... thinking now.... later gg to celebrate irene tay birthday le.... yea.... happi....

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

last week was a bz week i guess... haha... finally got things to do... then everydae went hm after sch due to pms.. wed went to vincent there to check some things out... then thurs went to meet candy for a while... then fri went to do my nails... sat went for interview at tam mall... sun went to zhixin birthday chalet...

todae is the start of another bz dae... but the test sucks coz it is tough... dunnoe how to do... haiz.. :(

nth much ba... talk to ben last nite abt some stuff n he gave mi his advise.... n i made him worry for mi again... sorry.... but i will take care of myself.. dun worry i will be happi... i will let u see the happi mi.... :)

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

slacking

last week was quite a ok week.... nth much to do... slack for a week in lab.... but it was fun at nite... mon went out wit irene how irene tay meifang sunny n irene how friend... they went to celebrate my birthday n they gave mi presents... haha.. thx a lot...

tues went to meet joanne n celebrate our birthday... we went to a restauarnt at arab street... the food was nice n a lot... then we went tcc for dessert... as usual we have a great chat n catch up...

wed n thurs went hm after fyp...

then fri went out wit nana for dinner at tcc.... yea... one down... next one is dome on christmas eve... :)

this week is gg be a bz week too...

Monday, November 30, 2009

happy 21st to mi

happi 21st to mi...

a new phrase of life... the beginning of adulthood...

everydae was a blink

this week was a fast week i guess... everydae pass so fast... this week was the last week of the A1 students in sch... ya i took lots of photos wit them... nth much happen also but this week was full of laughter... was kinda sad coz they left... but i thx them for the wonderful memories they gave mi for the past 6 weeks...

then tues presentation sucks coz of the assessors... but nvr it is over...
then fri went to do my nails n sat to pray at temple.... after tt head hm to prepare for my birthday party... it was a successful one... a lot of ppl came n it was full of fun n laughter... thx you for coming n ur presents... then todae slack at hm coz i was so tired n my cousin ah boy came to pass mi my present...

tml is the start of the new sch for A2... new friends again...

Monday, November 23, 2009

bz n tired

i celebrate my advance 21st birthday on 15 nov wit henry meifang her hubby xiao qiang n simin... as usual we went ktv... they brought mi a necklace from citigems.... thx for the celebrations n gift... i like the gift very much...

then last week was my last week of tuition n now i declare i am off for holiday... i guess both the students n mi r tired of everydae tuition from mon to fri... we need a break so i request for it.... then last thurs went town wit my cousin ah hui n yi fang... we went to eat sakae sushi n ah hui got piss by the person there.... as usual gals talk then we went shopping at far east n i brought 2 dresses n a vest... thx ah hui for paying as she brought mi as my birthday gift... fri went to find cheryl to talk for a while n head to shop... ya i bought stuff again... yest went for facial n ended up didnt do due to mi late... after tt headed to collect my stuff n went to find alex loke to chat... todae went out wit nana but something happen so end up i shop alone....

nana hope u recover soon... take good care n rest well... :)

fyp was fun n full of laughter...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

upset

i am very upset due to certain things tt happen todae... so i dun wish to sae much abt wat happen todae...

although i was very upset but someone make the effort to cheer mi up by making mi smile... i thx him for the little things tt he had done after noe wat happen n he noe tt i am upset... thx a lot...

then i reject A on sun nite... i am sorry.... realli sorry... not tt i nvr consider or wat... i did... i realli do a lot of deep thought thinking... n after each time i think i feel very miserable n i realise we r juz not suitable for many reasons n u do noe the reasons y... so let juz be friends wont it be better.... tt is how i felt...

Monday, November 09, 2009

fun n tiring daes...

last fri was a pretty well dae i guess.. coz i told my dd tt i havent finish reading... so he ask mi to continue to read.... then after tt went to collect my stuff at bukit merah.... fyp was fun tt dae coz i kept laughing n laughing... the person opposite mi keep entertaining mi n wang qi wit lots of jokes... then sat went out for interview... after tt went to meet dad to eat at chinatown... then after tt i went off to meet ben to chat for a while n i bump into one of my sch mate... then sun stay at hm the whole dae to slack n read my report.... n i pack my hse during the evening... i clean up my room coz i find it messy n tidy up all my stuff... then gave away all the unwanted stuff.... n i realised tt i have a lot of pairs of shoes... too much heels le...

todae was pretty alrite as i spend almost the whole dae downloading the software n finally download the correct one n off i went to connect my circuit... circuit was halfway done... todae is realli fun coz it is full of laughter although it is tiring... i love the daes where i can laugh n laugh...

Monday, November 02, 2009

fate

nth much this week ba... but fyp was fun i guess... although i am busy but i still find it fun n lot of laughter... nth much for the week except tuition n fyp...

fri after fyp went to meet nana for dinner at np... n i brought 1 pair of scandals and a 1 inch heels.... then sat went to meet nana n headed for a swim... at nite was chatting wit ben.. chat a lot... n we chat until 2 plus in the morning... then todae meet nana for dinner n she shop for a present while i shop for a mp3... it is darm freaking sad for both of us as we had our dinner at delifrance n we r still not full... the worse is the waiting time for food is darm long...

omg... i brought 1 pair of slippers, 1 pair of cover shoes, 1 scandals, 1 pair of 3 inch heels n 1 pair of 1 inch heels this mth... thx god 2 of the pairs r sponsor by my dad as he brought for mi when we went to shop for my birthday present....
tml start sch again... :)

Monday, October 26, 2009

a lot of things had happen last week... n i broke down n cry coz i was scared.... but i got my friends encouragement especially nana... during tt time i think a lot n a lot... n i realised a lot of things... thx you ppl for listening to mi... finally now the things r finally over... things r gg better n it will be better....

last fri went to yuki yaki to celebrate meifang n irene how birthday.... n juz nice tt dae was irene how rom... double celebration for her... all the best to u...

last sat was out wit victor for a gd catch up...

this week nth much as sch have started... now doing fyp... my job is to do report n report... wed was quite fun helping the lec out... a lot of jokes n laughter... got to noe my fyp mates better.... sch was pretty fun...
yest went to mac to slack the whole dae wit candy... i bought books again... then meet fred for a while to chat... candy n mi was talking abt students nowadaes r full of patterns...
todae met nana for dinner n a catch up... gals talk again... it was fun...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

thx you everyone for ur concern... i am fine already... shall update tml...

Monday, October 12, 2009

EMOTIONALLY BREAKDOWN

WHY DO I HAVE TO ENDURE THIS AGAIN N AGAIN... IT SIMPLY SUCKS WHEN MY TEARS R LIKE TAP WATER KEEP ROLLING DOWN...

i will be fine alone...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

pic of the dinner at shang ri la...


the drinks.. onli 3 belong to mi... 1 belong to my dad.... :)
mi at the hotel toilet...
mi while waiting for the food...

happi n tired...

nth much for last week except last thurs went to meet weiliang n his boss... he intro his boss to mi n had a chat wit them...


then mon went for my neighbour wedding dinner.... omg... it is so grand n romantic... dinner at shang ri wit a live band n singer from dunnoe which cafe n a live photo studio where u can take the photo there n develop instantly.... n they show a video of their wedding shoot taken in paris ..... it realli envy the ppl there... reach hm ard 12 plus as it ended late...overall it was a nice n pleasant dinner......
then wed went to meet cheryl n we went for waxing together.... then after tt we went to eat tarts at the nearby area coz i noe tt the area there got sell nice n delicious tarts..... i also pass her her belated birthday gift...
todae was my cousin birthday n had a small party at hm..... it was fun n great... as usual is a gathering too...


there r a lot of things gg on recently..... n it make mi feel so tired mentally.... but the fact is always a fact... we cannot run away but to accept it....n i had already accept it n face it...


1 happi thing is tt i clear all my modules for this sem... thx god.... n i left wit 1 more n fyp to go.... i am happi... realli happi even my grades r not gd coz i am lazy n i didnt study.... i am happi tt i pass.... my grades r bad coz i didnt put in effort....