thx anthony, yu heng, candy, meifang, bernard, henry, clara, alex, ming xuan, zhi yong, christina yong, pearlene, marie, joyce, khy, alan, may fang, yi fang, siwei, victor, kristable, xiao fu, alexa, kingley, tidus, raymond, jocelyn, liyan, si xian, marcus, laura, terence, sunny, irene how, irene tay, vincent, xiao qiang, neo, alan wan adeline, janice, koh n fiona...

thx you everyone for ur wishes... sorry if i had miss anyone out...

todae i had a great time wit nana.... thx you for spending my birthdae wit mi... todae we went to dome to eat n after tt we went to borders to eat cakes n ice-cream... shall upload the photos when i got from her... she gave mi a blusher for my birthdae... thx you sis so much... love u lots...

this yr birthdae is realli great....thx you everyone for ur wishes once again... n thx for the presents n those who spend the birthdae wit mi... thx a lot...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YU HENG...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI WOON....
she was born in the same year n dae as mi... so qiao rite.. :)

WISH U ALL ALL UR DREAMS N WISHES COME TRUE...

shall blog abit about my birthdae since i am free now... :p

start from yest... i got my birthdae present from alex n it is a guess wallet... thx a lot... then after tt went to dreamers cafe for my birthdae celebrations wit meifang her hubby neo irene how vincent sunny henry n xiao qiang... it was realli great... n is the most wonderful one tt i have ever had in my 20 yrs of life.. coz the live band sing the birthdae song to mi... n not once but TWICE... the first time is for mi n another birthdae gal... then after tt the second time is by another life band coz the r 2 sessions... one is upper session n the other one is lower session... then when the lower session singers r singing the birthdae cake is being brought out.... thanks a lot for making it so memoriable for mi... i am realli very touch... n meifang brought mi a perfume... i love them to the max...

this is mi making my birthdae wish...

sunny, neo, meifang, irene, mi, vincent, xiao qiang n henry
then todae went to meet victor for a catch up n he realli surprise mi wit a birthdae gift... he bought for mi a box of famous amos cookies n a card wit a happi birthdae written on it... thx a lot buddy... then at nite went to celebrate wit my family as my dad is giving a treat n i got ang paos... this shows y i can blog now.. :)

ya... yest when at the dreamers cafe.... something happen tt is very touching... a guy propose to his gf... the gf was so touch until her tears drop... the guy sing the song 最浪漫的事 n tt is very romantic... plus dreamers cafe is a very romantic place also... this is the couple...

thx anthony for being the first one to wish mi happy birthdae... thx a lot... there r more to come to update as i havent finish my celebrations... :)

n ya... thx irene tay for wishing mi in advance.....

i am so happi todae.... first is terrance give mi my birthdae treat todae at pepper lunch... he is a man of his word... coz he sae todae he will be treating mi n he mean it... i thought he sae sae onli... coz i dun realli noe him well... i juz onli noe him this sem through themo lab as he is my grp members n so qiao we grp together for sem pro... hehe... he is a great help.... ya... it was fun chatting wit him todae... talk a lot n become gd friends... he brighten up my dae....

second is my students.... jia xuan told mi she will give mi a surprise n indeed it is.... she painted a birthdae card for mi... n his bro jia soon do a smiling face for mi.... his bro told mi tt he hope to see mi smiling n stay happi forever like the smiling face he did for mi... i am realli touch for the cards... afterall it is the thoughts tt counts..

then fri meeting meifang they all for my birthdae celebrations... sat nite meeting victor n maybe the special someone after tt provided he is free.... sun wit nana... more to come ba.. shall update after everything is over...

ya.... after tuition went to meet liyan for dinner.... then we headed to collect the stuff from f... n when f talk to liyan he is in a nice tone but when he talk to mi... he vent all his anger on mi.... wtf... liyan was so shock.... it is not my fault.... i already told him..... it is btw the 2 of them n plz dun drag mi in... since he give mi attitude n i give him back too... i juz walk off... headed hm after tt....

was looking through the posts of this year... realise tt i have change a lot... especially recently.... becoming better... less emo n happier mi... become more independent..... temper controlling als better... i like the present way i am now.... feel contented n blessful again... :)

at the same time i also realise tt this year i have met a lot of different ppl in my life which let mi noe a lot too.. learn from their experience... becoming more n more mature.... some had already lost contact while other still have.... still learning from their experience too...

i also have been through a lot this year but i have overcome it le.... all by myself n wit the support of my friends.... thx for being there for mi always...thx a lot to them... thx for tolerating my temper n listening to mi always... i will be there for u guys no matter wat happens...

姓　　名：梁桂娟
出生日期：西元1988年11月30日 (農曆77年10月22日)
靈　　數：40

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i am so tired.... i slept from last nite till afternoon n went for lunch n back to slp... i noe i am a pig.... was darm tired.... thanks terrance yest for helping wit the report... n 229 also... saw him in the the canteen n terrance jio him.... after tt he did us a great favour... hehe... then themo lab i flare up.... due to someone mouth... my face change when jin huang sae wrong things... i had already explain le... n i am too tired to explain also....

todae skip class coz of my giddyness n headache.... all thx to my gum... was bleeding the whole nite till now... tml go back to dental coz the bleeding like stop for a while n it came back again... i feel giddy easily coz i am a person who has low blood pressure.... thx terrance for covering for mi todae.. thx a lot... finally u came but i am sick... hehe... i am bless coz i have gd teamates wit mi working... they r willing to help mi out at times...

although i dun have a bf now but i do have a person i love.. i am waiting for him now... he sae he is not ready yet so i shld wait patiently for him...

overall i am still a very blessful gal as i have my 2 sisters, best friends classmates n friends n teamates.... :) i am happi n contented wit wat i have now... we need to learn to be contented wit wat we have nw n learn to treasure which i am doing now...

i am happi coz i meet up wit nana again... girls talk for long hrs... hehe... she is the best... she noes mi very well n craps n jokes again... ask her for some advise... she gave mi her opinion...

i feel so blissful to have so many friends ard mi... n i found some true friends.... thx nana for listening to mi n trying ur best to be there for mi... thx tracy also... gal take care of urself.... n henry kor.. thx for listening to mi... yup... thx for the planning to do wat on my birthdae... thx henry n meifang for the effort.. :)

I AM A BLESSED GAL...

yest was my cousin wedding... i went to help out in the morning.. something screw mi up in the morning... which make mi piss off... after tt went hm n rest for a while then head to alex hse for make up n hair... thx alex for making mi look so great in the nite... got a lot of compliments at nite... thx a lot... enjoy the nite coz my table was full of jokes n laughter... :) photos r uploaded in my friendster.... i am lazy to load here...

my legs r so tired now... juz now after class went to meet up wit my cousin yi fang... went out wit her to shop for cousin wedding clothes n shoes.... but end up she didnt buy.... i was the one who realli shop coz i bought 2 dresses n a perfume... i bought 2 dresses for my cousin wedding... actually i dun intend to buy but cant control..

i miss my nana... haiz... she is on a study trip to kl... she will be back on fri...

nana is the first true friend tt i have met since sec sch.... n till now she is my true friend sisters n best friend... she noes mi very well.... a lot of things i dun need to sae out she already noe wat i am thinking... isnt she great.. she is great n she is kept in my heart always... loves her lots... (:

as usual i was late.... reach sch at 10.50am... guess wat the class end at 11am... i juz go for e learning for 5min... juz go there to sign attendance nia.. somemore i drop my phone on the cab n thx god i realise it early n chase after the cab n got back my phone.. if not sure die one... then after tt was ok ba.... then dinner time i saw tidus... n he recongise mi... juz sae hi nia.. haha... juz now went for supper before coming hm.. :)

life is so bz n tight...

something funny happen during the themo lec... coz mr chai n his friend gave their shock face to alex coz of wat i did during the lec... it is so funny when i heard it.. haha...
mr chai told alex tt he is as smart as mi if he study but todae i gave him another shock... haha... i guess he will wan to win mi ba... he wan then let him lol.... i wont care so much either... :)

u disappointed mi this time... i dun expect much from u... i juz wan u to fulfil the promise u gave her... is it so hard.... i rememeber i did told u if u cant do it plz dun... u insist tt u can do it... then now wat u do... u make her waited for u for more then 3 hrs n in the end u didnt turn up... do u noe how disappointed she was... do u noe how heart broken i am when i saw her like this... till the last min she was hoping u would come or call... but end up u didnt.... i dunnoe wat to sae...

thx alex n tiffany n candy for trying to cheer up during dinner juz now.. thx a lot...

i am so happi todae coz i finally meet up wit my nana... so happi.. we have a gd chat todae n a enjoyable shopping trip... n a gd high tea too.... it is so much to be wit her... i love her lots... the last met up was like so many mths ago... we went to shop at cityhall n after tt we went to have a drink n cakes at tcc in novena n back to shop after relaxing at tcc.... shop at novena n headed off to meet my mum to go my cousin hse after tt...

to fiona.... thx for being my best friend cum sister all these yrs... i realli treasure the friendship we have till now n it is still gg on... u r the first true friend tt i have met n had.... thx for all the things u have done for mi... thx for being my true friend... love u lots... cya soon...

wed as usual ba... the sem pro lec nag n nag onli... better le... haha... guess who i grp wit for my sem pro... is terrance my themo lab mates... hehe... as usual thurs skip mechanics lec n marketing... marketing muz go liao coz skip 2 lessons in a row... mechanics is the worse lec is guess coz until now i onli attend 1 out of 4 lec... now muz keep telling myslef not to skip class... if not sure gg to suffer for this sem... haiz...
thurs i meet alexa after tuition for a while to talk... then todae i went shopping for tiff present during my break wit alex... then after class went to buy heels for my cousin wedding one n also for myself la... coz the previous one wear le always pain one... :( so a new pair of heels not bad la... coz we look for a lot of shops... as usual todae themo lab is very fun... terrance is the one who keep asking qns until we do correctly... then i am the one who is doing the recording for reading... then also a lot of jokes n laughter... terrance ask mi again... y i always laugh.. laughing is better then sad ba.. :) anyway my themo lab mates r very fun too... they do cheer up my daes.... i like doing lab wit them... it is so fun too...

ltr gg to meet my nana le... so long nvr meet her... finally at last...

anyway... somethings happen last nite... tt made mi realise n noe more things.. :)

i cant slp so i am here blogging... i guess i slp too much from yest to todae... a total of 12 hrs... i noe i am a pig coz i can slp.... i slept so much is due to sun nite coz i was rushing a report till 3 plus in the morning n mon got sch from morning 10 to nite 10pm... tt y i slept so long coz i was so exhausted..... sch sucks.... coz keep rushing out sch stuff.... it is draining mi out.... ever since sch start i dun have a proper slp every nite... coz almost everydae i slp onli for 4 to 5 hrs..... except on mon nite coz tues no sch so can slp longer.... this explains y when the sem starts i skip so much class.... coz was rushing out sch stuff... lack of slp therefore i skip class or i am late.... most of the time i am late... this is killing mi.... so i shall not skip class anymore if not i am gg to die this sem... if late the lec sure scream again.. this sem lec all dun allow late one... dun understand y either... they r also very strict wit us... watever we hand up it muz be up to their standard or else need to redo until they r satisfied.... therefore this kill mi coz i need to do a lot of thinking n more.... haiz... shall go n force myself to slp coz ltr lesson start at 10am...

i am losing myself again.... i hate the way of mi now... i realli hate... todae went out to celebrate tiff birthdae n i ended up looking so sad n fan... i am so sorry gal... it suppose to be a happi occasion....

have a talk wit candy alex loke zhiming n cheryl... thx for consoling mi so much... candy sae le i shldnt take everything at one go i shld slow down n take a break.... alex sae have to be strong.... zhiming sae if dun wan to face then run away lol then after run away then face lol.... he console mi a lot.... n HE SAE I NVR TREAT HIM GOOD.... he also share a lot wit mi... cheryl share a lot wit mi too....

i wan to take things slowly but i cant coz if i noe i dun face it it will be more complicated n big. n i also wish to face everything together but as i face a lot of things r added on... making it so heavy for mi... making mi so tired... i dunnoe... i am tired le... realli tired of all this....

too many things had happen these few daes n it is draining mi out... be it emotionally r physically.... too many things to be done n i have not done yet... coz i dun have the mood... i need my tut n lab report to be done tml so tt i can hand up on mon coz i need to hand up on mon... then sem pro need to hand up by tml 2359... sian.. not even a single one is done n notes from alex havent hand up... sian.... tml is a rushing dae... tired n stress...

i finally noe who i love le... n i realli love him... deep in my heart.... i juz sms him n i had hurt him again... i dun meant to... i feel so bad n guilty tt i keep disappointing u... i dun wan... do u noe i hate myself for keep disappointing u... u dun... i realli care abt how u feel how u react coz u meant so much to mi... i hate myself now... u reply mi n tell mi to do watever tt i will be happi... i juz wan to tell u wit u by my side i will be happi.. u r wat i wan for... nth else matter..
u dun noe wat happen to mi n wat i had went through... i wan to tell u but u r bz at times n i dun wan to disturb u so i choose not to sae... i noe u r waiting for mi to tell... n too many things had happen too... i dun wan to pressure u... i wan u to be happi...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAE TO TIFFANY

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAE TO TIFFANY

finally 18 le... can go pub n club le... haha...

nth much this few daes ba... was very tired as i was sick this few daes... down wit a bad cough... sch n tuition is wat i do these few daes... after tuition went hm.. yest finally can wake up for the the morning lec.. haha.... todae skip 2 class again... 1 ug lab n 1 mechanics tutorial coz i cant wake up... haiz... jane ah jane... muz go sch le... NO MORE SKIPPING CLASS LE.. hehe... todae themo lab was darm fun... full of jokes n laughter again... haha... make mi laugh n laugh like siao again... hehe... yu heng n alex r so funny during lab... n one more lab partner terence also... last lab lesson he ask mi y i keep laughing.... i sae dunnoe coz this is my nature... :) themo lab is getting funny n funny.. i am enjoying sch... although sch is getting stresser n stresser each dae... in lec i got my clique eddy janice marie pearlene n darren n the rest of my classmates... whenever i was down angry or wat my clique r always there for mi... they always cheer mi up n brighten my daes wit jokes n laughter... i simply love them... n lab n tut got darren n other wit mi... they also bring in jokes n laughter.. themo got alex n yu heng n my 2 other grp members...

too many things to be done every week... it seems like nvr ending... sian... jia you jane.... u can do it...

my birthdae is coming... hehe...

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