here r the photo tt r taken during the k box outing to celebrate meifang last dae... finally get le... upload le...


mi n brian

sunny n henry

sunny n meifang

sunny n mi

sunny slp

retake again

sunny stoping sharon

sharon bashing sunny

sharon n mi

sharon n brian

meifang hubby meifang regina doreen

mi n henry

mi n helen

mi n meifang

mi n doreen

henry n helen

grp photo

meifang n sunny

meifang n regina

meifang n henry

doreen n regina

cheers

brian n sunny

brian n meifang

last sat was not a very gd dae for mi... wake up in the afternoon to wait for the singnet person to check my network... then after tt went to collect stuff from the ppl i need to.... then went home after tt... got a scolding for nth... coz the person juz wan to vent out anger so i am tt unlucky person la... then got piss off... coz i had a tired dae... travel from yishun all the way to bedok then to boon lay then to take then back to yishun... was so tired as i lack of slp due to fri nite...





then yest went gym wit candy sawmy pri sch friend... in the same poli now as mi... bung into him some time but nvr talk to him until yest... funny lol... yest was not bad... spend the whole dae slacking....




then todae sucks meh... the first ppr i don noe how to do... is lab test for analogues... i saw the ppr already stun... coz i realli don understand la... but i will try my best to do these module coz i don wan to repeat.... so now onwards muz jia you... then todae make up lesson change to lab test... got shock... after the analogues i already a bit depress but i shall not let it affect mi... then do correctly... but the lec mistook mi for another person wit mistake cause mi to nervous... then in the end the last part of the qns all wrong... haiz.... feeling so depress n sad todae... thx sunny for his encouraging last nite n todae... then after the first test message brian n talk to him... then after tt talk to him again... thx for his console... thx for lending mi ur listening ears.... i feel better after talking to u... tt all ba...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE

HAPPI 18TH BIRTHDAE TO PEARLENE....
HAPPI 20TH BIRTHDAE TO WAN TING....
WISH THEM ALL THEIR WISHES COME TRUE N EXCEL IN THEIR STUDIES....

juz reach home not long ago... was out singing wit my ex-colleagues to celebrate mei fang last dae... todae got meifang, her hubby, sharon, helen, henry, regina, doreen, sunny, brian n lastly mi.... was so high... everyone had a lot of fun..... it is long time since all of us meet.... took lots of photos..... all wit mei fang... shld be uploading soon as long as i receive... haha.... gg to slp le... i am tired....

this is gg to be an emo post... have been feeling very emo these few daes... have been thinking a lot... things do change over time.. this one i agree... a lot of things have change... once things have change it is not gg to be able to change back to wat it is.... even it is able the feeling is so different.. then i hope tt i will be able to adjuz... even how flexible a person is... so many changes how can it be accept... but muz still learn... tt is life...




gg to meet them on fri again for k box... this fri is meifang last dae... celebrating for her... so happy for her... then it is gg to be fun again... yea... i miss them... realli... this time got a lot if ppl go... haha... counting down to fri...

now having my computer programming lesson... but here updating my blog... dont noe how to do... don realli understand... it shows tt my foundation is not strong... still very shaky.... muz brush up arh.... exams coming soon then everything still don understand... like half pail water... haiz... muz chiong le la.... if not like this wont make it.. ah lol... haizzzzzzzzzzz.............

toda was great

juz reach home not long ago... was out wit my ex-colleagues sharon meifang n regina... then they bring along 2 new friends to mi... sunny n brian.... sunny is the new guy in IT dep... then brian is also in IT too... joke a lot wit them... was so happi la even though all were not present as we had a lot of fun todae... meet them up for dinner and then went to the cafe call AI QING HAI at marina square there..... go there listen to songs... was quite a nice place la... ermmm... then also took pic wit them... ya forgot to took wit meifang... haiz... then shld see them again next week at ktv to celebrate meifang last dae... cya...

sharon n mi

brian n mi

regina n mi

sunny n mi

these few daes have been thinking a lot... got a lot of things on my mind.. i still thinking n sorting... i havent got all the solutions also... i guess as time pass i will get it ba... these few daes didnt manage to slp also... an average of 2 hrs to 4 hrs per dae.. like this how to survive... haiz... i amso tired...

then saw this photo taken before harry foo tut... eddy the joker....

the other one during lec hall...

todae i got emo again... i noe wat happen this time... is coz of him.... i noe i love him n i shldnt... i noe i love him n it is not easy to give him up but i believe i will do it... i noe i gone step wrong le n i shldnt go anymore.... no matter how hard i will give him up... noe it is impossible for us...






todae got math test n it is onli 2 qns...i didnt study... don realli understand... but i noe how to do... the 2nd qns saw wrongly.. shld be 3 dp but i give 3 sg... coz spend too much time thinking... next time muz faster up the time....







我开始失去自己, 失去我人生的方向.... 我不知道该怎么办.. 心里很乱... 我也不知道为什么会变成着样子.... 我感到很害怕.... 我已经开始不了解自己.... 不懂得自己... 我也不知道我要什么...

janice birthdae celebration

fri we went to celebrate janice birthdae wit her... we went to eat seoul garden and then went to play pool... it was quite fun.... then i was late when i go n do my laptop so eddy they all eat first... so gd tt they bbq the food for mi.. thx... then take a lot of pic n a video.... then went to play pool.... forgot how to play liao... coz long time nvr touch le... then zul n justin teach mi a bit la... but dee is the best... he guide n teach mi patiently... thxs... then we enjoy a lot.. after tt went cini for a while n we went home... pearlene hui qi n joseph u miss out the fun again... ya we bought her an addiass jacket... tt all... here r the pic she took...









janice n mi

yingying n janice

birthdae gal n marie

marie n janice again...

ken n janice

janice n michelle

janice n junjie

janice n zul

janice n eddy

janice n anthony

hoifai n janice

darren n janice

HAPPY MOTHER DAY

todae is mother dae... bought my mum a cake... hope she like it... thx my mum for wat she had done...

HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO JANICE, CHRISTINA AND FERNANDES

todae 3 of the people i noe birthdae. one is my new classmate janice she is turn 17 todae. the other one is my former sec sch junior christina she is also turn 17 todae. last is my friend fernandes turn 20. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THEM. WISH THEM ALL DO WELL IN THEIR STUDIES AND EVERYTHING THEY DO.

I FELL DOWN FROM THE STAIRS TODAE

todae i feel down from the stairs. on my way to lec. don noe wat happen. at first it was ok but now feeling pain. it is my bones. tml muz see doc. if not ltr will get worse old injury plus new injury can cause mi lots of pro. poor mi. first time nearly slip will walking at amk hub. went for lunch there todae. then feel from the stairs is the second time. third while walking on the stairs in the bus. nearly trip.




my mood is ok le. i getting over slowly. my mood is picking up although i am still lost. at least i am returning back to the happi mi. something is not rite when he call mi n ask mi the things it make mi feel so weird. tt y i sense something is wrong.but nvr i am sick for daes le. hae been losting my voice n coughing badly. tt all i gg to do my work le.

I AM LOST

i am lost.... i don noe where i am heading to... don noe wat i wan... n most importantly don noe wat i am doing..... i don noe wat is in my life.... juz live dae by dae.... i am changing also.... beginning to lose myself too... i don noe wat is happening to mi....

I NOE THIS IS GG TO OFFEND SOME PPL WHO READ IT.... IF U FEEL OFFENDED THEN SORRY HERE....




I HATE THOSE WHO ACT ACT N ONLI CARE ABT THEMSELVES ONLI... those ppl who don treat siblings like ppl.. treat their own siblings like dirt like this..... need them then treat them gd if not juz kick them away.... go outside act very gd to them but at home is different.... i hate this type of ppl..... when their siblings need help don help or juz help provided they r free n onli help a bit.... cant even spare some time to teach them.... rather go out wit friends..... very gd to friends but treat family very bad.... N ONLI CARE FOR THEMSELVES NVR N SPARE A THOUGHT FOR THEIR FAMILY ONE.... I HATE THIS TYPE OF PPL..... SRY IF I HAD OFFENDED ANYONE.......






I DON SAE AS IF I AM VERY GD BUT AT LEAST I TREAT MY FAMILY AS HUMAN NOT DIRT.... I DO THROW TEMPERS BUT AT LEAST I RESPECT MY FAMILY..... I NOE I AM NOT A VERY GD PERSON BUT AT LEAST I NOE HOW TO TREAT MY FAMILY.... THE MINMUM GIVE THEM RESPECT.....






SRY IF I HAD OFFENDED ANYONE ABT THIS.... I APOLOGISE HERE... SORRY.....

todae no lec as the lec is on mc... so gd... actually todae got 1 lesson but i skip it... it is E learning... go there also no use coz go there use com to chat... then find it no point to go so skip it.... then wake up at 11 plus... slack at home... in afternoon went to meet rayner... we went to chat la.... talk abt sch life lol.... then we went sim lim square as he need to get a portable hard disc as he need it.... i went to look ard as i am thinking to get one also.... then after tt went to buy a pair of slippers... went home after tt....




most of my slippers all are strip r broken onli left wit one pair left... gg to buy a few more pairs.... i am looking a a pair of heels n a few pairs of slippers... one pair is charles n keith one gg to get it... the rest is still seeing... havent sae the one tt i like.....





n wed my slippers strip broke on my way home so went home limping..... i also skip the lec on wed since this is the last 2 lessons.....this is the third time tt my slippers strip broke...... first time was on my way home n some1 step on it tt y spoil...... second time is during the last 2nd dae of work broke suddenly... third is this.... n my favourite heels strips also broke too... tt y now looking for a pair of heels....




a lot of work n pro havent start yet..... haiz....... don noe wat to do...





i am still very emo.... my mood is still not very gd.... still very moody..... muz get better soon... return to the happi mi... i am still very sad n trying my best to cover it up.... i guess wat i realli need is a lot of time.... rayner sae my life is full of challenges n it is true..... i always face alot of challenges.... nw i am facing a few rite now... trying to overcome it n get over.... after each challenge i will get stronger n stronger.... i also don noe y my life have so many challenges..... it seems tt this is part if my life.... my challenges are nvr ending.... i realli hope it can end but it wont as it is part of my life... from students to working life n back to student..... also had a lot of setsbacks.... but i believe i will overcome it... coz i am a very cheerful n positive person.... n happi go lucky also..... although i very blur n forgetful la..... MOODY N EMO....

todae went to watch spiderman 3 wit my classamates marie janice eddy zul darren ken anthony n nya oo..... it was a ok show but it is too long... kinda of more romance then action... it is quite touching la.... janice cried n marie nearly cry too.... then went to eat after tt... then shop for a while lol... bought things again... bought 2 shirts n a watch n 2 pair of ear rings..... then also bought fer present... n todae i am late again cause the whole grp to wait for mi realli SORRY coz something crop out.... tt all for todae ba....





then these few daes still the same... not getting any better... still very moody n it is getting obvious n more obvious.... hope tt i can get over it soon.... realli hope there is someone by my side.....