update a bit ba.... mon nite play manjiong... tues n wed nite play cards.... then mon nite went to drink a bit... this time went highlanders.... then wed went to work.... thurs on mc.... todae also work... wed onli have ard 10 ppl woking including... then todae got a bit more.... these few daes office was so quiet... not very used...





I REALLY FELL FOR HIM THIS TIME.... THESE FEW DAES DIDNT SEE HIM..... I REALLY MISS HIM.... REALLY WAN TO SEE HIM... FALL INTO A TRAP TT IS NOT POSSIBLE AGAIN.... HAIZ....






tml gg to ng n neo hse... maybe gg for a drink after tt.... then sun gg to mrs chong n mdm tan hse.... then gg to spend my weekend rotting n resting..... i am very tired... not enough slp....

I HATE MY SKIN... IT IS ITCHY AGAIN... FROM YEST TILL NOW... NOT GETTING BETTER.... APPLY THE CREAM.... TRY A LOT OF METHODS STILL THE SAME.... DON NOW WAT TO DO.... IT JUZ WONT STOP... N I REALLY STRETCHED UNTIL IT IS WOUND LE.... CANNOT STRETCHED ANYMORE... HOW TO GO OUT LIKE THIS WHEN IT IS NOT GETTING BETTER.... I DON NOE WAT HAPPEN TO MY SKIN RECENTLY... KEEP ON LIKE THIS.... I ALWAYS EAT UNTIL PLAIN LE.... STILL LIKE THIS... I THINK BETTER GO TO SEE A SKIN DOC... SEE WAT HAPPEN .... Y LIKE THIS... KEEP ON INJECTIONS IS NOT A SOLUTION N IT SEEMS NOT TO TAKE EFFECT ANYMORE....




DO ANYONE NOE ANY MEHTOD TO STOP ITCHYNESS... IF GOT PLEASE TELL MI.....

yest went back to sch for new year... have a chat wit mr neo mrs goh mr gan mdn ho mr yong n mrs chong... mrs chong went back for new year... then rush back to work... manage to reach on time but i spend ard 20 plus on cab fare... then end work at 2pm... waste of mt cab fare... my boss send mi to mrt... n during the hrs there was chatting wit janice.... have a pleasent chat wit her.... then went home to slack a while before meeting wit candy... ya.. MDM HO GIVE MI THE FIRST ANGBAO.... she past to candy then ask her to pass to mi... then went shopping wit candy on bugis n bishan... on thurs we went novena... saw a very nice pair of heels n aim to buy it... then todae stay at home anlack the whole dae.... afternoon ear reunion lunch at my grandma hse... then at nite at mi hse... todae mum did all the cooking....




ARD MORE HALF AN HR TO CHINESE NEW YEAR.... COUNTING DOWN...

todae is totally a bad dae until at nite it change.... actually it is not bad until i give someone the valentine dae present then it spoil totally.... juz for a friend onli.... don wan to sae anymore... getting angry if i sae it... WAN TO NOE COME N ASK MI..... DON FEEL LIKE TYPING OUT....
at nite meet up wit ade n kat to eat... also bought fiona present... n ya TODAE IS FIONA BIRTHDAE... pass her her present le.... todae food was not bad... mi n ade treat kat as this is birthdae present for her since we didnt get anything for her.... yest was on mc... actually was sick for the past few dae... muz take gd care of myself le.... gg to rest le.. have a tired dae...

SO HAPPY

I AM SO HAPPY NOW..... I PASS MY O LEVEL BUT I AM NOT SATISFIED WIT MY RESULTS... XIE XIE NI MEN DE ZHU FU.... THANKS FOR ALL THE PPL WHO CARE N CONCERN ABT MI... I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF U ALL.... I WILL REMEMBER.....


recently have been feeling very stress n nervous... but now over le... then work load is still a lot... still thinking wan to take leave on mon or not.... see how it go ba....


he is back on mon le... can see him le.... erm... so happy.... nth to write ba... tt all...

SO HAPPY

I AM SO HAPPY NOW..... I PASS MY O LEVEL BUT I AM NOT SATISFIED WIT MY RESULTS... XIE XIE NI MEN DE ZHU FU.... THANKS FOR ALL THE PPL WHO CARE N CONCERN ABT MI... I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF U ALL.... I WILL REMEMBER.....


recently have been feeling very stress n nervous... but now over le... then work load is still a lot... still thinking wan to take leave on mon or not.... see how it go ba....


he is back on mon le... can see him le.... erm... so happy.... nth to write ba... tt all...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO KAT

todae is one of my best friend birthdae... she is kat.... have noe her since sec one... she is a very nice n great friend... so wish u get wat she wan n wat seh wish n most important stay happy....

have been very bz lately... this week got a lot of work load n my work i havent finish... n i am realli VERY TIRED... so don piss mi or else don blame mi for throwing my temper at u... went to gym todae wit candy... had a great workout... and also very tired havent exercise for so long le... shall make it an effort to go at least once a week... realli muz start to have a balabce diet n exercise... i gg to slim down by exercising... as i am getting fat le... n ya my appetite drop le... nowadaes i don eat much le... i cut down by half of wat i eat usually.... recently i havent been thinking a lot n sorting my mind le... i have sort out my things le...


yest was chong last dae.... so was kinda getting emo... cant bear him to leave but i still wish him all the best.... he had work there around 10 yrs le... he is a very funny guy... always make mi laugh... then sharon also last dae but she is coming back 2 weeks ltr... they hired her le...




I HAVE REALISED A LOT OF THINGS... CAN BECOME COLLEAGUES OR FRIENDS IS YUAN FEN... SO TREASURE THE TIMES U HAVE TOGETHER... LEARN TO TREASURE THE PPL AROUND U BEFORE U LOSE THEM... DON REGRET OR SAD WHEN THEY LEAVE... N DON TAKE THING FOR GRANTED... MUZ PROVE N NOT JUZ BY SAE... SAE EVERYONE ALSO NOE... PROVE IT WIT ACTION.... AND PPL MUZ ALSO LEARN HOW TO FORGIVE N FORGET.... I NOE IT IS HARD TO DO BUT MUZ STILL TRY...





RECENTLY A LOT OF THINGS HAPPEN... NOW I NOE WHO REALLI CARE FOR MI N BE THERE FOR MI.... THX FOR THOSE ARE WIT MI ALL ALONG...

i am so exhausted n tired... this week had been working n there r a lot of workload to be done.... went to meet ade on tues nite n her mum treat mi dinner... thx to her mum after tt went to her hse n slack for a while then went home... borrow a book from her to read... then sat n sun went out... yest went out wit fiona for nafa open hse... it was not bad... this yr i didnt went for poli open hse... too tired n bz working... then after tt we went to teenage cafe n eat then went shopping... then todae also meet fiona... as we plan to shop orchard todae.... then bought a jumper n jeans todae... yest bought a shirt n bag n boots n ear rings... then yest n todae fiona also buy some clothes too... she also bought a jumper as both of us had been looking for a long time... then last week also bought a lot of clothes... now broke le... i finish shopping for my new years clothes le now onli left wit a necklace n braclet.... ya when we went to into one of ths shop far east and we were trying out on the hair condition as she apply to my hair... she was so envy of my hair as she sae it out tt my hair is so soft.... n tt remind mi of of how long i havent been taking care of my hair... tt all for todae... gg to slp le....

i am BAD

i am getting bad... my playful character is out again... i make ppl jealous.... at first is not purposely de but someone make mi not happy... tt y now is purposely... now working seems to get fun n be careful... fun is realli a lot of laughter.... then careful is to be careful wit those 2 face ppl n those who love to sabo ppl one... i am also be careful wit my words.. they noe tt...

tml gg out to shop for clothes... gg to buy clothes... havent go shopping for a long time le.... always bz wit working...

i still no voice... n my throat is still very pain... so i don realli speak.... haiz...



recently had been thinking a lot of things... n it is in my mind....got a lots things still unsure... i am still finding out.... n i am also finding out wat is happening to mi nowadaes.... nowadaes i seems not the usual mi...

SICK N SICK......

these few was sick.... fri didnt went to work took mc.... i don noe wat happen i seems to get worse instead of better.... past few daes have diarrooa n headache... now still taking medicine le... a bit better le... but now i keep coughing n my throat hurts a lot... think eat too much oily n spicy food... since last nite when i had running rose i keep coughing... my running nose recover le but my throat n my cough didnt... till now still coughing.. then now my skin is recovering.... i finally noe wat happen to my skin... it is sensitive to weather n if i am in a very cold or hot place my skin will allergy n dusty place too... these few daes went home straight after work n spend my weekend at home to an xin yang bing.... tml still need to work... i realli hope tt i will recover soon... muz take good care of myself.... gg to slp le....

shall do a bit of blogging todae... past few daes was alright.... then yest our boss treat us cakes... then yest breakfast have mac.... havent eat mac breakfast for a long time... then todae lunch went out eat... get to noe more things n more stuff.... work load was alright as i manage to finish.... n my com keep on hanging.... don noe wat happen.... n ya finally my hair is long again.... don noe wat happen y get so emo nowadaes... but there r still a lot of laughter la.... tt all le... gg to slp... shall update more ltr....

SO PISS OFF N MOODY

I AM SO PISSED OFF TODAE BY A LOT OF STUFFS BUT I DON REALLI WAN TO SAE OUT ALL... SO PLEASE LEAVE MI ALONE... ALL I NEED IS TIME TO CALM DOWN... SORRY TO MY FRIENDS COZ I CANCEL OUT ALL THE DATES TODAE... NOT PURPOSELY I JUZ DON WAN TO AFFECT U ALL COZ OF MI....





i hate this person... EDMUND TEO.... a proud n arrogant n hao se guy... he don realli help ppl in the same department as him.... he onli help his sub n some others onli... the rest he heck care.... n things don get it clear also any how sae.... i dare to write means i dare to let him noe.... i don like him means i don like him but doesnt mean i hate him.... i wont sae things tt please him.... this is my character... i don like a person so i wont force myself to please tt person... as long as i got do my things can le ma... y bother so much.... like i didnt do my things like this.... i did do my things.... then cause my sup to be unhappi coz of this... i am realli sorry to u helen as i don mean it.... i noe u r very gd to mi... as long as my conscience is clear will do.... he is darm f***.... see chio bu eyes wan to drop out like tt... like nvr see before.... by the way he is also not handsome.... like to sae ppl.... still got many more... but don wish to sae it out.... n thx mei fang for ur concern...





the other one is personal stuff.... shall not sae it here.... those who noe mi knew it as i got tell u... these 2 daes i am realli unhappi.... it is all written on my face.... i realli feel so moody tt y i get piss off easily... as u all can saw tt i didnt smile.... i also didnt talk much.... i try to smile yest while out wit candy n fernandes.... i do la but after a while i turn bad into bad mood again... anyways thx for all the concern u all give.... shall not sae anymore or esle when u all read will get moody.... i will get over soon... all i need is to calm down.... then i will be fine....





gg to see another doc soon.... my skin is not getting better.... already had the injection n taken the antibodies le.... still the same.... there r more syptoms r getting more.... tt all ba for now... shall not gg to sae more...

erm... life had been not too gd for mi these few daes... n ya went to doc todae wit fiona company... took half dae leave.... then doc sae muz kenna injection or else i will not fully recovered so had one n took medicine home n doc sae at least 5 dae muz take med... ok la... n doc sae i have sensitive skin.... so muz take care.... as for allerty to wat shall not sae here... so no seafood n chilli for mi for this period in order for my skin to recover.... catch up a lot wit her todae... it was so fun.... things happen n it was so funny... so happi todae... then juz now chat wit crystal todae... also talk a lot.... tt all ba... nth much... juz another fruitful dae wit my friend... shall meet up wit ronald as havent seen him for a long time liao.... then we shall crap.... erm... tt all ba.. shall slowly meet up wit my friends... especially wit ade n crystal... juz now were talking abt when shld meet up...tt all ba... gg to slp soon... tml working... then my com n phone siao le... cant load pic into com... shall repair one dae.... gg to my dream land soon...

yest went out n had a lot of fun.... meet up wit candy n rayner to go out countdown.... then we went to a pub n drink.... then after tt meet rayner friend fernandes n we go countown at boat quay... then we went to candy bar to drink... then after tt went to walk ard n slack n cinelesiure as rayner n fernandes ply x box... then mi n candy crap a lot... then went to starbucks n slack... then mi n candy n fernandes chatn crap a lot n rayner was slp.... then we went to take train home.... reach home ard 7 plus... n i noe a new friend... nice meeting u fernandes... n ya something happen at the candy pub yest... onli mi n candy noe wat happen as we tok abt it.... shall not sae it here... wan come n ask mi..... n ya saw lucify last nite... some of the members n he was so handsome.... i onli saw them on tv.... now saw them face to face.... n ya i saw angela too... she was ard boat quay tt area wit her friends to count down.. she become so pretty le... tt all ba....




i forgot tt i have sensitive skin.... i am allergy to dirt n dust... now my body had a lot of red patches... coz yest went to the toilets there r all very dirty.... n due to my workplace the aircon is not gd.... muz take care of myself.... now getting better le....




new year le... mean a new begginning... got a lot things to complete n wishes..... muz finish my target for the yr 2007 tt i set.... i wan to be stronger.... be more cheerful n stay happi always.... jia you jane....




erm... reflect wat happen in 2006.... nth much as i was bz working... n retaking o level... n also slack a new.... got to noe more friends.... then also noe who r my true friends.... got a lot of things happens.... good n bad... shall not sae anymore since it has pass... gd memories will be kept in my heart n bad memories shall take it as a lesson learnt....

BORED

this week i am reallli bored.... i realise tt when i work the time realli pass very fast... now i am not working then realise tt time pass very slow... spend most of my time slacking n slp at home this week.... i noe i am a pig.... i am also getting fat as i am puting on weight... muz go n do exercise.... but i am also resting... suppose to go gym for this whole week but i didnt although i am off.... nth much.... then yest went to bugis to give my time sheet to my agent n then went to fiona hse.... i am happi for her.... she enter to her course tt she desire... so good luck n continue to jia you for ur studies.... i will be there to support u... then didnt went for the chalet tt may organise... sry.... but i am realli tired to go.... then to jianying also.... didnt help u in the end.... coz i didnt went for ur job....




now talk abt friendship.... friendship need to be maintain... friends shld be forgiving towards one another.... friends shld help one another n also be there for one another... friends shld also be tolerance n tell others when they r wrong... help one another to walk out to the correct path... tt is real friends....


now abt love..... in a relationship they muz learn to treasure one another.... indivdiual muz also hav their own space n freedom... they muz also learn how to endure each other weak points as no one is perfect in this world.... n also don lie n cheat ur partner... muz be faithful...




tt all for todae... a few more daes to 2007.... gg to count down wit my friends.... n my new yr wish is sercet.... shall update again... I AM BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD........

this year i feel tt my christmas is very bored... haiz... on christmas eve we went clark quay... we went tcc n eat.... then candy ex collagues very gd give us extra 2 slice of cakes but we could not finish coz we were full le.... then we went to a japenese pub to drink.... then after a while we were tired so we go home n slp... not coz we r drunk is we r realli very bored... the bar was not bad... then went safra but it was all book so we went home... then slack from yest n todae.... tt all ba... mi n candy gg pub on new year eve anyone wan to go wit us....

ya... had a chat wit jerome todae... then suddenly remember yest went out for lunch wit julia sharon jingxian at jurong point.... then we wait for 45 min for a cab... the cab queue is darm long.... so i reach office at 2pm... we left office at 11.45pm... then miss the bus so had to wait for 15 min.... then when we reach we saw meifang ah chua regina n helen... we very naughty call the cab driver to horn so tt they can see us... coz they tok a bus back n were earlier then us... we were fighting to see who reach first... then all of us reach ard the same time.... then ah chua keeping making fun of us saeing us very rich... coz 4 of us take cab n bus the price is ard the same ma... then all of us were laughing all the way back walking to the office.... ya... many ppl tease n joke wit mi... so fun... they realli make mi laugh...

finally... i got a week break.... gg to rest... a lot of things good things happen recently.... i am realli so happi.... yest went out wit my colleagues to k box... so reach home late at ard 12 plus... lucky got pppl to send mi home... thx to mei fang bf... then todae overslept... nearly miss my company bus.... or else i am late for work... it was realli fun... had a great time.... everyone was so high.... sing n sing... todae throat was not feeling well due to yest.... wed was not feeling well too coz caught a cold... then work was fine but bz for mi.... but had a lot great time working wit them... now thinking how to spend my week off.... now i still noe ppl from my company.... my company is ealli big got a lot of staff.. muz noe the ppl that i need pass them things.... sometime still give ppl the blur look coz i don noe them.... some funny things happen a few daes.... if u wan to noe ask mi... i wont sae it here... helen n regina sae the same something todae when ah chua sae something.......erm... this shall be a secret between us... tt all i remember.... here is a photo of us at k box last nite.... the rest mei fang delete away le...

mi julia regina henry

erm this week nth much ba... as usual bz wit my work.... then also slag a lot... then also tired... plan to meet shu ting to support her todae but i was not feeling well so didnt went.... but anyways wish her do well... then tml gg to meet my colleagues to go out... don noe i will be able to meet may they all to celebrate christmas ot not.... todae slag n rest ba.... ya yest i won a present from my company.... it is a watch... that was juz pour luck.... the alphbat juz happen to stick under the chair i am seating... then yest celebrate christmas in advance... yest was fun... n ya nearly forgot... last week razif saw mi but i didnt saw him until he sae hi to mi.... then i sae hi n smile back.... can see that he change a lot... then also saw daniel last week... was surprised tt he still remember mi... so sae hi n left coz i think i was in rush..... shall catch up wit them soon...


finally get over him le... now i am very happy wit my life n my smile is back.... n lol my company got a lot of romance n rumours.... haha... hope tt i will experience once also coz don have before so don noe how it is like.... haha.... a lot of the ppl in my company r either married ot attached....