todae went out to meet up wit kat... ask her for help on my maths... she is forever so helpful towards mi... always help mi in studies when i approach her.... thanks a lot gal.. i realli appreciate...




todae is a bit better le..... then fri got candy n chin yong accompany.... aga aga got sort out a bit la.... mi gg to be bz soon...got to jaggle between work n studies..... next week got 2 interview...






N ONE LAST THING TODAE IS MY DAD BIRTHDAE... my mum give him a treat then i gg to buy present for him... havent buy... gg to buy next week...

PLEASE LEAVE MI ALONE

this is a realli gg to be a very emo post.... i realli need to be alone this time.... coz i am sad n confused n fan now.... i realli need to think of wat i wan n wat i need.... i don noe wat i am doing also... muz really sort out my thinking... some things need to face one muz face cannot avoid.... no point avoiding.... i will face up wat i need to face.... i may look strong n cheerful but actually i am not.... i juz don wan to show it... i hope tt i will be strong... n i believe i will be strong... wit u guys by my side.... i noe some of u can tell.... so thx for u all concern....

this is a summary of wat i did.... every dae slack a lot.. then beside sch is home.... last thurs went town wit marie eddy n zul... went home early as i was tired.... so didnt realli shop la.. then sat n sun stay at home n slack... last nite start to do my sch stuff.... then slp late... todae went for a movie wit fer n candy... while waiting for candy we chat a lot... sch life is fun but very bz... got a lot of stuff coming n project.. gg to be bz soon..... tt all le... gg to slp soon...

SCHOOL LIFE IS FUN

mon start sch le... got a lot of lectures n tutorials... also got worshop n labs.... ok ba.... sch life was fun n busy.... starting to get projects le.... everydae meet up wit my classamtes n go sch tog.... my classmates were so fun n nice.... every dae is full of laughter.... n todae is one of my classmate birthdae.... we bought him a cake.... n he kenna sabo.... poor things.... birthdae is like this one.... now nobody wan to tell when is each one birthdae coz afraid of kenna.... haha.... HAPPI BITHDAE ZUL.... HOPE U ENJOY N LIKE IT... everydae of my sch life is full of laughter n fun... so enjoy of my sch life but is tired lol.... tt is all ba.... shall update when i am free.....

havent been ale to update for a long time... my network is having problems.... now ok le... these 2 weesk have been slp n slp like a pig.... i am bored....





WORK ENDED ON MAR.... THEN WAS MISSING THEM A LOT... HAD A LOT OF FUN WIT THEM N THEY TAUGHT MI A LOT OF THINGS ESPECIALLY HELEN N MEIFANG WHO GUIDE MI ALONG... AH CHUA ALSO HELP MI A LOT... N THOSE PLE... THANKS.... THEN THURS N FRI WAS FAREWELL LUNCH BY THEM.. THURS WAS AT CRYSTAL JADE BY HELEN LG MEIFANG SHARON AH CHUA LAWERENCE REGINA N 3 PLE IVAN FANGPENG KL NGO N HENRY.... THANKS TO THEM... N FRI WAS BY ANOTHER PLE HH YEO.... THEN WE LOBANG HOWARD CAR TO JP... ON THE WAY TO JP N BACK TO COMPANY HAD A LOT OF FUN WIT THEM... HOWARD WAS WIT MENG HWEE N RONNIE KONG... THESE GUYS R REALLI FUNNY... THEN LAST DAE ALSO TOOK A LOT OF PIC... REALLI MISS THEM... N YA DORAIRA BOUGHT PIZZA HUT FOR MI TOO ON FRI... THANKS FOR ALL UR THOUGHTFULNESS... I WILL REMEMBER... I REALLI MISS MY WORKING DAE... IT WAS SO FUN N A LOT OF LAUGHTER.... THAT ALL.. IT HAD ENDED BUT WE R STILL FRIENDS EVEN WE R NOT COLLEAGUES ANYMORE....


then a few daes ago went for my orientation... noe my classmates la... not bad ba... then tt all.... we r meeting up on mon to go sch together... tt all...



recently had been sorting out my thinking.. i already noe wat to do le... i had choosen my path.... hope i don regret... tt all.. gg to slp le...

i am not happy at all

don noe y... i seem to screw up some things again... so as usual i am very quiet... very emo also.... plan to sort out everything but still didnt manage.... leave it ba... tml shall be out for a movie wit fiona... then todae bought a lot of things... next week is gg to be bz le.... coz got a lot things.... shall see how ba.. then keep on got teasing n sae by someone... so notice mi... sae i wear until so short n revealing.... n sae this n sae tt..... don even wan to sae anything... she wan to sae let her sae... it is her mouth.... shld not bother....




my mind is fill up by a lot of things.... but still got ppl understand mi can le.... have someone to chat... so glad... then a lot of ppl also emo also.... don noe y..... recently is doing a lot of things.....



i admit tt i realli fell for him... a person i shldnt.... getting emo over him.... he is making my life upside down..... realli wan him to be by my side.... but noe he wont... so don noe how... i don noe how to talk to u.... coz i noe i will give myself away... so i choose to keep quiet.... don noe how to deal... shall leave it to fate ba.... let fate decide.... so shall end here......

these week had been ok ba.... not realli happi..... don noe y also.... it is a bz week... was sick on wed... on high fever since tues nite... so mc on wed.... ya... i gg to nyp.... then was out last nite wit my dear friends crystal n ade to celebrate her birthdae... hey gal sorry didnt get u any thing.... as usual we crap alot la... was realli happi and fun last nite... then saw kat yest while i was on my way to give tutionin the morning.... n everyone is so bz wit their things... so long nvr meet a lot of friends le...




then had been doing a lot of thinkings recently.... wanting to sort out but in the end didnt manage.... don noe y also... but i realli need to sort out..... also don noe wat am i doing also... gettig involved wit a lot of stupid things tt i also don noe y i shld involve in.... realli need a lot of time to sort out ba as it is still very messy.... my life also in a mess.... shall stop here....

these few had been pretty bz.... but was still ok.... this week also had a lot of fun.... tues nite went to party world to celebrate helen birthdae... took a lot of pic... was darm fun n i got teased too... also got the nickname small irene.... then wed helen treat us lunch at crystal jade.... it cost a lot.... so thanks to helen for giving us a treat.... thurs was my boss.... had dinner wit someone.... ( this one is a secret....) then went out todae wit my dear fiona... as usual we crap alot.... tt all ba.... cant upoad the photo... don noe y... another time ba...





GOT EMO AGAIN... DUE TO MANY REASON.... N PPL PLEASE STOP HURTING MI CAN.... PLZ.... DON WISH TO SAE... IF WAN TO NOE ASK MI I WILL TELL U.....










i am tired... havent been able to rest enough... will slp early todae...

update a bit ba.... mon nite play manjiong... tues n wed nite play cards.... then mon nite went to drink a bit... this time went highlanders.... then wed went to work.... thurs on mc.... todae also work... wed onli have ard 10 ppl woking including... then todae got a bit more.... these few daes office was so quiet... not very used...





I REALLY FELL FOR HIM THIS TIME.... THESE FEW DAES DIDNT SEE HIM..... I REALLY MISS HIM.... REALLY WAN TO SEE HIM... FALL INTO A TRAP TT IS NOT POSSIBLE AGAIN.... HAIZ....






tml gg to ng n neo hse... maybe gg for a drink after tt.... then sun gg to mrs chong n mdm tan hse.... then gg to spend my weekend rotting n resting..... i am very tired... not enough slp....

I HATE MY SKIN... IT IS ITCHY AGAIN... FROM YEST TILL NOW... NOT GETTING BETTER.... APPLY THE CREAM.... TRY A LOT OF METHODS STILL THE SAME.... DON NOW WAT TO DO.... IT JUZ WONT STOP... N I REALLY STRETCHED UNTIL IT IS WOUND LE.... CANNOT STRETCHED ANYMORE... HOW TO GO OUT LIKE THIS WHEN IT IS NOT GETTING BETTER.... I DON NOE WAT HAPPEN TO MY SKIN RECENTLY... KEEP ON LIKE THIS.... I ALWAYS EAT UNTIL PLAIN LE.... STILL LIKE THIS... I THINK BETTER GO TO SEE A SKIN DOC... SEE WAT HAPPEN .... Y LIKE THIS... KEEP ON INJECTIONS IS NOT A SOLUTION N IT SEEMS NOT TO TAKE EFFECT ANYMORE....




DO ANYONE NOE ANY MEHTOD TO STOP ITCHYNESS... IF GOT PLEASE TELL MI.....

yest went back to sch for new year... have a chat wit mr neo mrs goh mr gan mdn ho mr yong n mrs chong... mrs chong went back for new year... then rush back to work... manage to reach on time but i spend ard 20 plus on cab fare... then end work at 2pm... waste of mt cab fare... my boss send mi to mrt... n during the hrs there was chatting wit janice.... have a pleasent chat wit her.... then went home to slack a while before meeting wit candy... ya.. MDM HO GIVE MI THE FIRST ANGBAO.... she past to candy then ask her to pass to mi... then went shopping wit candy on bugis n bishan... on thurs we went novena... saw a very nice pair of heels n aim to buy it... then todae stay at home anlack the whole dae.... afternoon ear reunion lunch at my grandma hse... then at nite at mi hse... todae mum did all the cooking....




ARD MORE HALF AN HR TO CHINESE NEW YEAR.... COUNTING DOWN...

todae is totally a bad dae until at nite it change.... actually it is not bad until i give someone the valentine dae present then it spoil totally.... juz for a friend onli.... don wan to sae anymore... getting angry if i sae it... WAN TO NOE COME N ASK MI..... DON FEEL LIKE TYPING OUT....
at nite meet up wit ade n kat to eat... also bought fiona present... n ya TODAE IS FIONA BIRTHDAE... pass her her present le.... todae food was not bad... mi n ade treat kat as this is birthdae present for her since we didnt get anything for her.... yest was on mc... actually was sick for the past few dae... muz take gd care of myself le.... gg to rest le.. have a tired dae...

SO HAPPY

I AM SO HAPPY NOW..... I PASS MY O LEVEL BUT I AM NOT SATISFIED WIT MY RESULTS... XIE XIE NI MEN DE ZHU FU.... THANKS FOR ALL THE PPL WHO CARE N CONCERN ABT MI... I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF U ALL.... I WILL REMEMBER.....


recently have been feeling very stress n nervous... but now over le... then work load is still a lot... still thinking wan to take leave on mon or not.... see how it go ba....


he is back on mon le... can see him le.... erm... so happy.... nth to write ba... tt all...

SO HAPPY

I AM SO HAPPY NOW..... I PASS MY O LEVEL BUT I AM NOT SATISFIED WIT MY RESULTS... XIE XIE NI MEN DE ZHU FU.... THANKS FOR ALL THE PPL WHO CARE N CONCERN ABT MI... I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF U ALL.... I WILL REMEMBER.....


recently have been feeling very stress n nervous... but now over le... then work load is still a lot... still thinking wan to take leave on mon or not.... see how it go ba....


he is back on mon le... can see him le.... erm... so happy.... nth to write ba... tt all...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO KAT

todae is one of my best friend birthdae... she is kat.... have noe her since sec one... she is a very nice n great friend... so wish u get wat she wan n wat seh wish n most important stay happy....

have been very bz lately... this week got a lot of work load n my work i havent finish... n i am realli VERY TIRED... so don piss mi or else don blame mi for throwing my temper at u... went to gym todae wit candy... had a great workout... and also very tired havent exercise for so long le... shall make it an effort to go at least once a week... realli muz start to have a balabce diet n exercise... i gg to slim down by exercising... as i am getting fat le... n ya my appetite drop le... nowadaes i don eat much le... i cut down by half of wat i eat usually.... recently i havent been thinking a lot n sorting my mind le... i have sort out my things le...


yest was chong last dae.... so was kinda getting emo... cant bear him to leave but i still wish him all the best.... he had work there around 10 yrs le... he is a very funny guy... always make mi laugh... then sharon also last dae but she is coming back 2 weeks ltr... they hired her le...




I HAVE REALISED A LOT OF THINGS... CAN BECOME COLLEAGUES OR FRIENDS IS YUAN FEN... SO TREASURE THE TIMES U HAVE TOGETHER... LEARN TO TREASURE THE PPL AROUND U BEFORE U LOSE THEM... DON REGRET OR SAD WHEN THEY LEAVE... N DON TAKE THING FOR GRANTED... MUZ PROVE N NOT JUZ BY SAE... SAE EVERYONE ALSO NOE... PROVE IT WIT ACTION.... AND PPL MUZ ALSO LEARN HOW TO FORGIVE N FORGET.... I NOE IT IS HARD TO DO BUT MUZ STILL TRY...





RECENTLY A LOT OF THINGS HAPPEN... NOW I NOE WHO REALLI CARE FOR MI N BE THERE FOR MI.... THX FOR THOSE ARE WIT MI ALL ALONG...

i am so exhausted n tired... this week had been working n there r a lot of workload to be done.... went to meet ade on tues nite n her mum treat mi dinner... thx to her mum after tt went to her hse n slack for a while then went home... borrow a book from her to read... then sat n sun went out... yest went out wit fiona for nafa open hse... it was not bad... this yr i didnt went for poli open hse... too tired n bz working... then after tt we went to teenage cafe n eat then went shopping... then todae also meet fiona... as we plan to shop orchard todae.... then bought a jumper n jeans todae... yest bought a shirt n bag n boots n ear rings... then yest n todae fiona also buy some clothes too... she also bought a jumper as both of us had been looking for a long time... then last week also bought a lot of clothes... now broke le... i finish shopping for my new years clothes le now onli left wit a necklace n braclet.... ya when we went to into one of ths shop far east and we were trying out on the hair condition as she apply to my hair... she was so envy of my hair as she sae it out tt my hair is so soft.... n tt remind mi of of how long i havent been taking care of my hair... tt all for todae... gg to slp le....

i am BAD

i am getting bad... my playful character is out again... i make ppl jealous.... at first is not purposely de but someone make mi not happy... tt y now is purposely... now working seems to get fun n be careful... fun is realli a lot of laughter.... then careful is to be careful wit those 2 face ppl n those who love to sabo ppl one... i am also be careful wit my words.. they noe tt...

tml gg out to shop for clothes... gg to buy clothes... havent go shopping for a long time le.... always bz wit working...

i still no voice... n my throat is still very pain... so i don realli speak.... haiz...



recently had been thinking a lot of things... n it is in my mind....got a lots things still unsure... i am still finding out.... n i am also finding out wat is happening to mi nowadaes.... nowadaes i seems not the usual mi...

SICK N SICK......

these few was sick.... fri didnt went to work took mc.... i don noe wat happen i seems to get worse instead of better.... past few daes have diarrooa n headache... now still taking medicine le... a bit better le... but now i keep coughing n my throat hurts a lot... think eat too much oily n spicy food... since last nite when i had running rose i keep coughing... my running nose recover le but my throat n my cough didnt... till now still coughing.. then now my skin is recovering.... i finally noe wat happen to my skin... it is sensitive to weather n if i am in a very cold or hot place my skin will allergy n dusty place too... these few daes went home straight after work n spend my weekend at home to an xin yang bing.... tml still need to work... i realli hope tt i will recover soon... muz take good care of myself.... gg to slp le....

shall do a bit of blogging todae... past few daes was alright.... then yest our boss treat us cakes... then yest breakfast have mac.... havent eat mac breakfast for a long time... then todae lunch went out eat... get to noe more things n more stuff.... work load was alright as i manage to finish.... n my com keep on hanging.... don noe wat happen.... n ya finally my hair is long again.... don noe wat happen y get so emo nowadaes... but there r still a lot of laughter la.... tt all le... gg to slp... shall update more ltr....