yest i went for my class chalet.... didnt stay overnight.... juz went there for a while onli.... went for the bbq... as for how i felt abt the bbq onli my dear noes.... i onli tell him... lol.... zul n eddy very bad arh... keep saeing mi eat eat eat.... go there got nth to do ma so eat la..... then slack there as usual... sms wit my dear.... all of them noe was asking mi but i didnt admit la..... it is quite obvious.... haha... then after tt went home... my mentor send mi home.... not onli mi n a few classmate too.... this gathering don have much laughter as a lot of them seems to be facing problems..... n my class come out my couple le.... one sem got one..





i miss my dear dear a lots... havent see him for a week plus le..... onli chat wit him on phone... DEAR DEAR I MISS U..... the dae tt we nvr meet up.... time realli pass very slow.... the time we spend seems to pass very fast.... i realli love u a lots.... nvr we r meeing up soon.... we r meeting on sundae.... yeah... counting down....

EXAMS FINALLY FINISH LIAO.... YEA.... FINALLY FINISH... GOING TO ENJOY MY HOLI... WORKING N PLAYING... todae ppr is a killer a lot of ppl don noe how to do.... i screw up a lot of ppr on the sem exam.... don noe wat happen.... juz don get the mood to study but i did force myself to study la... juz a pass for all the ppr....

todae my dear dear is sick... don noe wat happen to him also.... juz hope tt he will take care of himself when i am not ard wit him... this week onli see him on tues.... mon n thurs i have exam.... wed working.... fri he working... sat also... todae suppose to meet him but he is sick so we cancel...






i made him cry again on fri nite.... i noe i am a bad gf la... it show tt he realli care n love mi a lot.... i am realli sorry dear... it wont happen again.... i promise.... i noe i shldnt think tt way.... i will not think tt way anymore....





yest went out wit shirley to bugis... went to shop for a while then we head home as we were tired.... then todae suppose to meet rayner but somethings crop out.... so sorry to him... last min ps him but i don mean to... tml last ppr le....

SICK

I AM SICK TODAY..... OMG.... SOMEMORE DURING EXAM PERIOD..... FAINT LE LA.... MUZ TAKE CARE OF MY HEALTH LE... TODAE PPL DIDNT DO WELL..... NOT FEELING WELL THEN CANNOT CONCENTRATE WELL... MIND WAS TIRED.... MUZ GET WELL BEFORE MY LAST PPR.... IF NOT WILL END UP LIKE TODAE.... OK.... GG TO REST LE...

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............... don noe wat to do.... recently had been thinking a lot..... BUT ONE GD NEWS IS I FINALLY SORT OUT MY MIND LE... haha... ermm..... wat i think n sort out is secret... hehe... after sorting out i am not so emo.... at least i noe wat i wan.... tml 1 more paper... then last ppr on mon.... then after tt is working n working le.... gg to mug le...

todae went to my uncle hse.... then went to meet my dear... then we went to meet suvit for a while.... they two were playing intial D then i was there seeing la.. then went to get a drink n shop for a while before heading back to meet him.... then shop for a while n head back home... now reach home le... ltr gg to study le... tml having exams....


todae dear give mi the a winne the pooh bear for our second mth.... i realli love it very much... thanks a lot... didnt expect it...

todae went to see fireworks la... not bad la.... quite nice... went wit my family n candy... then we went home... mi n candy took bus while they took train...we took one hr of bus 70... then at yio chu kang took bus home... candy was bored until she started singing... then starting to entertain ourselves... went mac before headed home as candy havent eat... then went home... on the way home saw mohan n shanker.... then saw kevin on bus.... mi n candy chatted wit kevin... now at home... gg to slp le...

todae went to talk to my mentor abt some stuff.... he give mi a lot of advise n i understand.... noe wat to do la... at least have a clear idea le... also starting to get over some things tt happen recently which make mi realli depresses for some time.... thanks to my friends n dear by my side to encourage mi.... through this i noe who r true to mi.... who will help mi when i need help... who will be there for mi...... thanks for helping mi to get over..... then learn a lot from my mentor todae...




todae went to meet my dear juz now for a while.... he accompany mi to do my stuff..... then after tt i went home.... dear sae he is celebrating 2 mth... don noe wat he is on his mind... so secret... shld noe when tt dae come.... tt all ba

happi 2nd mth

TODAE IS MY 2 MTH TOGETHER WIT MY DEAR.... SO FAST 2 MTHS LE.... THESE 2 MTHS NOE A LOT OF THINGS FROM MY DEAR... ALSO LEARN A LOT FROM MY DEAR.... HE REALLI TAUGHT MI A LOT OF STUFF..... THANKS FOR TEACHING MI.... REGARDING STUDIES OR WAT.... REALLI THANKS TO YOU FOR LETTING MI TO LEARN SO MUCH STUFF....



WHEN I ALREADY GIVE UP ON RELATIONSHIP...
U CAME IN N MAKE MI DON GIVE UP....
WHEN I LOST FAITH IN RELATIONSHIP.....
U CAME IN N TEACH MI TRUST.....
WHEN I WAS FEELING DOWN....
U R THERE FOR MI....
WHEN I SAD....
U CHEER MI UP...
WHEN I AM ANGRY....
U CALM MI DOWN....
WHEN I LOST HOPE.....
U GIVE MI HOPE....
WHEN EVERYONE GIVE UP ON MI...
U DIDNT GIVE UP ON MI...
WHEN I LOST MY SMILE.....
U RETURN BACK THE SMILE TT IS FROM MY HEART....
WHEN I SEAL MY HEART....
U OPEN IT N SHOW MI LOVE......
WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD LOST MY HAPPINESS......
U BROUGHT IT BACK TO MI......






JUZ TO TELL U TT I REALLI LOVE U A LOT.... MY LOVE FOR U IS GETTING DEEPER N DEEPER EACH DAE..... I REALLI TREAUSRE U FROM MY HEART.... NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN I WONT LET U GO.... LIKE U SAE NOE A PERSON MUZ USE HEART.... SO I ALSO USES MY HEART TO NOE N UNDERSTAND U... EACH DAE I DONT SEE U OR TALK TO U I REALLI MISS U A LOT... ALTHOUGH I DON SAE IT OUT.... BUT I DON NOE U CAN SENSE IT OR NOT.... I AM NOT GOOD AT EXPRESSING MY WORDS.... THE DAES WIT U... I CAN REALLI FEEL HAPPINESS WIT U..... ZHEN DE ZHEN DE HAO XIN FU.....

THESE FEW DAES I DIDNT SLEEP WELL.... I BROKE DOWN N CRY... AS FOR WAT HAPPEN TO MI U GUYS NOE LA.... WHEN I CALL MY DEAR THE MOMENT I START TALKING TO HIM... I CRY N BROKE DOWN... THEN IN FRONT OF CANDY I ALSO CRY... MY FRIENDS FEEL PAIN FOR MI SEEING MI SO SAD.... SORRY TO MAKE U ALL WORRY ESPECIALLY MY DEAR..... HE IS VERY WORRY ABOUT MI..... ALL THE TIME TO MAKE SURE I AM FINE... HE KEEP CALLING N SMS MI... SORRY TT I DIDNT REPLY U.... THERE R TIMES I THINK I WAN TO BE ALONE..... COZ I DON NOE WAT TO DO.... I WILL BE STRONG ONE.... LIKE KAT SAE I AM A STRONG GAL SO I WILL BE STRONG...






THANKS DEAR FOR BEING THERE WIT MI WHEN I NEED U....
THANKS DEAR FOR BEING THERE FOR MI WHEN I AM DOWN.....
THANKS DEAR FOR MAKING SURE TT I AM FINE....
THANKS DEAR FOR WORRYING FOR MI....
THANKS DEAR FOR SHOWING MI SO MUCH LOVE.....
THANKS DEAR FOR SHOWING MI SO MUCH CARE....
THANKS DEAR FOR NOT LEAVING MI....
THANKS DEAR FOR LETTING MI NOE WAT IS LOVE......
THANKS FOR SUPPORTING MI TILL THE END....






THIS ONE IS TO MU FRIENDS.....
THANKS YOU GUYS FOR SUPPPORTING MI TILL THE END.... THANKS FOR CARING FOR MI.... THANKS FOR CHATTING WIT MI WHEN I CANT SLEEP.... THANKS FOR MAKING SURE TT I AM FINE... THANKS FOR HELPING MI.... THANKS TO MY BESTI FOR BEING THERE FOR MI.....

wedding dinner

last nite was the wedding dinner of my cousin.... everyone dress until so nice... we the cousins share one table... then it was ok la.... took a few photos.... upload now....
ah yun n mi


yi fang n mi

us again

ting fang n mi

my little nephew n mi

may fang n mi

ah hui n mi

2 juans.... siew juan n gui juan

may fang yi fang n mi

last nite didnt slp at all.... was out the whole nite doing my project.... after tuition went to meet my project mate n we start to do n chat.... until tis morning... n we were so tired.... we ask a lot of help from our friends.... then todae the lec noe it is not done by us... i am sorry that the data was lost... didnt mean it.... then went home at ard 3 plus n out of hse at 4 plus.... after tt rush to meet dear le... then was piss off by a lot of things todae... shall not sae here....





todae went to np to find my dear as he need to do somethings.... then he help mi out wit my cp.... after he finish helping mi he do his stuff until 8 plus.... then we went home... he send mi home.... then until my doorstep my little cousin talk to him.... she don wan to let him go.... she like this kor kor le.... then ask him to go home rest as last nite he didnt slp well...

I AM SO SORRY DEAR....

I AM REALLY SO SORRY TO MY DEAR.... I AM REALLY SORRY THAT I HAD HURT YOU LAST NIGHT.... I DIDNT MEANT TO.... I KNOW I SHOULDNT SAY THOSE THINGS TO YOU... AND I PROMISE YOU I WONT SAY IT ANYMORE..... I KNOW I HAD REALLY HURT YOU LAST NIGHT.... REALLY HURT YOU DEEP..... MY TEARS WAS ROLLING DOWN FROM MY EYES AS I SAYING IT TO YOU... I KNOW HOW HURT IT IS TO BE.... ALTHOUGH WE ARE TOGETHER FOR NOT LONG BUT OUR RELATIONSHIP FOR EACH OTHER IS VERY DEEP.... I KNOW YOU REALLY LOVE ME A LOT... I REALLY KNOW... I ALSO KNOW YOU REALLY SACRIFIC A LOT FOR ME... AND GIVE UP ON A LOT OF THINGS FOR ME.... LIKE YOU SAY YOU USE YOUR HEART TO UNDERSTAND ME... I ALSO USE MY HEART TO UNDERSTAND YOU.... THAT WHY OUR FEELING FOR EACH OTHER IS VERY DEEP.... JUST TO TELL YOU THAT I REALLY LOVE YOU.... I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO..... I WILL STAY BY YOUR SIDE FOREVER.... I PROMISE.... I WONT LEAVE YOU ANYMORE..... ANYTHING BOTH OF US WILL SOLVE AND FACE IT TOGETHER...

still cant slp so go online to blog... yest was quite a gd dae for mi.... went to ade hse n do my project... she help mi a lot.... thx... then after tt went to meet dear n slack at his hse for a while.... after tt he came to my hse todae to celebrate my ah ma birthdae.... he is gd at making the kids like him la.... can tell tt the kids like him a lot... haha... erm i guess overall it is not bad ba.... then we went to play pool wit my cousin la... then we head to northpoint to get some stuff.... after tt went to my grandma hse for a while n he went to do his stuff.... then ltr is my cousin wedding...

last fri got no comm skills class so didnt went sch.... if i went sch juz go for the one hr of e learning it is so tired... n i was so tired on thurs so fri slp late n went to work... after tt went to teach my new student... this one is not bad... like to sing n play.... then sat slack as usual at home... sun went to tam to wait for my dear for him to off work... then went to have dinner together.... while waiting for him do my shopping.... shop for a long time to find the heels i like.... i admit i am fussy when it come to scandals n heels.... coz i wan to wear comfortable ma if not my leg will suffer... then also bought 2 formal shirts both r white.... then went to have our dinner n headed home.... dear send mi home n help mi to carry my stuff... thx for him... on the way home was lying on his shoulders n this came to my mind tt whenever i need a shoulder he is there to give mi... ya during shopping A call mi.... he was feeling down.... sorry that i cant accompany u.... coz my dear is MORE IMPORTANT.... hope tt he is fine.... then mon gives tuition again.... this student i am giving tution is on monday, thursday and friday.... she is quite a nice gal... have a lot of fun wit her.... entertain mi a lot.... then tues skip cp coz too tired n overslept.... so i went for the lesson on analogues... after tt got personal development presentation.... it was ok la... wed after lesson went home n slp.... then yest after class straight away headed to give tuition... then todae was my com skills presentation.... it was not bad as the lec sae gd....





yest bf was sick... was so worry abt him... last nite didnt slp well... todae also worry.... but juz now call him le... he went to see a doc n take medicine n he is ok le... got a bit relieved....





yest was my friend from a company i work before... we became gd friends during tt time now back into contact again... wish her happi birthdae..... happi birthdae shirley.... wish u all ur dreams come true....





then tml is celebrating my ah ma birthdae... dear is coming.... haha... a lot of us r bringing our partner...

todae sucks

todae was not my day.... went to sch n halfway my slippers broke... faint... thx to my cp mate tt she help mi... nice to noe her.... chat wit her a lot n it let mi get to noe her more... we share some stuff... then my brain not working due to too much stress... until i feel very giddy n cannot study.... then didnt force myself anymore coz if i still force i will faint... feel so miserable during tt time n i told dear.... dear was worry abt mi n keep telling mi to rest more... so went home n rest straight after my exam.... todae got com skills exams... it was so tough... slp until juz now then wake up.... tired... now still tired but got a lot work undone.. gg to do my stuff le...

thanks for loving mi.....
thanks for letting mi know what is love.....
thanks for doting mi....
thanks for worrying about mi always....
thanks for caring for mi....
thanks for being there for mi.....
thanks for the things you done....
thanks for making mi smile....
thanks for cheering mi up......
i remember the promise that you gave mi....
i remember the promise i gave you...
i remember what we agreed and said....
i wont let you go...
thanks for the everything u do i really appreciate....
i love you dear.... really love you a lot.... my love for you getting deeper and deeper each day.... my misses for you will only increased..... i really miss you a lot....

now in sch doing cp... totally have no mood to do n sian lol.... so slack la... coz my lec had finish teaching so he let us use this time to do our project.... tml having my communication skills test.... tonite gg to chiong for my studies.... i wan to do well n it had got a lot to study... although is 5 topics but it got a lot of sub topics.... haiz....





yest nite didnt chat wit my dear dear coz he knock off le.... he slp from last nite till this morning.... i go n disturb him juz now...... wake him up coz i am bored... haha... although i am naughty la.... juz to let him noe tt i really MISS him a lot n i realli LOVE him a lot too... he is my EVERYTHING... HE IS MY ONLY ONE.... i havent seen him for a few daes le...




yest on the way home saw lai n crap wit her for a while.... we took the same bus back home... we were talking abt our class n our bf... she is so xin fu... so obvious it is all over her face.... gd for her... recently ppl surround mi started to get attached le... so happi tt they had found their xin fu.... for mi i have got mine.... shall stop here.....

yest was a bz n tiring dae for mi... but still fun la... went to do my stuff first then went to find my dear n have our rings carved.... when having ur rings carved we went to shop ard... after tt went to do my stuff again n dear accompany mi to take train.... then i went to do my stuff n dear went to do his stuff.... after i finish my stuff i went to meet meifang they all to celebrate sharon last dae.... sharon leave the comapny le then next week is ken... as usal we crap a lot.... we went k box... then after tt went to have our dinner at a very nice place... the food was good n the service too... n it is not very ex... then we went to help sunny to shop for clothes.... he wan to change his image.... so he bought a shirt n we teach him how to wear.... it was very fun to hang out wit them..... don noe next meeting is when le... even k box onli got mi sharon sunny meifang n her hubby it was fun.... then we talk abt regina.... then sunny keep saeing don push to him.... it is juz a joke la.... heard tt regina offended a lot of ppl.... i don realli like her.... coz she had offended mi a lot of time regard to work or personal.... she is the type tt don noe wat can sae n wat cannot sae....




this is to indicate to my dear..... dear 你说过的我们要一起分享我们的喜怒哀乐.... 不可以只是分享快乐..... but i am still happi when u told mi in the end... i don wan to have anymore next time of this case le....

todae went to meet up wit my dear sis fiona... it was a last min decision.... coz i was gg to erupt soon le.... i was so angry due to some things but i don wan to sae it here if wan to noe ask mi personally... as usual we crap a lot... she too stress by sch work le... she slim down coz too stress... she muz take care woa.... as usual we chat a lot.... then after went home after shopping at northpoint for a while as both of us r exhausted.... i love to hang out wit her.... she always brighter my dae.... she make mi laugh.... then on my way home in bus saw my junior christina... become chio le... tml is gg to be a tiring n bz dae for mi....




todae made my dear worry again... sorry dear... i didnt mean it... i was too bz working... coz got a lot of things to do n i onli manage to finish 1/4 onli... this mth is gg to be lots of work coz my boss sae one... then nvr sms or reply him.... dear was so worry until he call then i realise tt i had neglected him.... sorry dear...




I LOVE HANGING WIT MY DEAR N MY JIE MEIS... THEY ALWAYS MAKE MI SO HAPPI... CHANGE MY DAE....