slacking at home now... sat was a wonderful dae.... went to shop for a while before going ard to explore places.. walk a lot n get to noe a lot too..... this is one of the place tt i mange to explore.... after tt went to boat quay to enjoy the nite view... more to come when i continuing to explore... coz i didnt bring camera so didnt manage lots of pic... isnt it nice... haha... shld let u guys guess...

life is getting bz as usual but i am enjoying it... was bz working... i like the new environment tt i am working.. wit my new bosses r pleasant too... they r satisfied wit my work... i am happi too... enjoying the new environment tt i am in... they r nice bosses... they realli treat mi very gd... :) nth much beside working n working..... meeting victor on sat... :)

havent been updating my blog... getting lazier n lazier.... nth much from last week until this week... as it is onli tuition n home... last week i met candy for dinner on thurs... then fri i went for yida birthdae n sat went out wit nana... n todae i went for my job interview... :D

finally i told damian alvin n yong sheng tt i dun wanna work wit them anymore... it is finally settle...

finally had time to changed into a new blog skin... i love my new blog skins.. thx to nana...

this week is a bz week i guess... had tuition all the way until wed... then thurs n fri last min cancel...

mon went out wit liyan to buy denny present n we had lot of fun.... then thurs went for denny birthdae... not bad la... he keep serving us food until we cant eat... then went for a walk at the beach.... had a talk wit liyan... then todae went for ivan one... he also serve mi food... haha... i noe i bad la... overall both r fun coz there r so much funny things happening there... i enjoy myself...

first B ignore mi for 2 weeks n he is back to sms mi for a few daes n back to ignoring mi again... seriously i dunnoe wat he is thinking... his hot n cold attitude to mi make mi feel loss at times... haiz..

friendship r so fragile... it is very very fragile.... from best friends become strangers is the worst pain tt i had ever felt... it is so painful... it bleeds... i dunnoe wat is wrong... n i dun have the chance to even ask... haiz.. i have been wondering is it my pro... is it i dunnoe how to treasure u or i dunnoe how to maintain it... seriously i dunnoe coz u nvr gave us a chance to talk nor speak... i admit i got a lot of friends n i try to be there for everyone... there r quite a handful tt i always hang out wit... n i realli treasure the time spent... i am trying to treasure n maintain... i am trying my best le... but y still like this... i dunnoe but it is time for mi to do some thinking again... i realli thx those friends who r always there for mi n accept mi for who i am... thx you guys n gals... u all noe who u r... :-)

放了爱 by guo mei mei

你指向远方 爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光 钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动 是 泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上 以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光在空中翱翔
还得乔装安份 靠在你肩膀

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢 我笑得开朗
你越温柔 我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你 我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁
加满自由 我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱 会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手

我的心 为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手
放了爱

finally i bought a new printer n finish installing it... i am happi... but i am so stress n tired now... later is gg to be a long dae.... haiz.... juz now i teach 6 hrs of tuition n later still got another 6 hrs... it makes mi feel so tired.... i also feel very stress coz i scared she cannot do well.. she has so much to catch up...

out of sudden a lot of things began to happen one by one... first start wit B ignoring mi... which i guess i noe the reason... this shld be a cooling period for both of us... i guess time is the key to let things fade... second is my students... third is i told damian i will give him n alvin n yong sheng an ans... coz i already had the ans in my heart le... haiz...

i am stress n emo.... trying to solve one by one.. though it is draining mi out... i believe i can do it... :D

i bought 5 books todae... i realli i love to read ba... but it realli depends on the type of books... the books i bought is more on life type...

ya todae went to meet song leng n have a chat... it was realli nice to chat... he is a close friend of mine... haha.. coz we can talk a lot n can keep secrets... it is nice to catch up wit him... :-)

sian... cant upload the photos... anyway went out wit tracy n we have a gd chat... thx for listening to mi n give mi advise too...

was reading though the posts in my blog n i realise i have changed again.... for the better side is i became happier n contented easily. i learnt how to treasure ppl... a better time management.... i became more n more positive towards things... tt y i am happier everydae... temper also become better as i can control well.... learn to let go.... became more independent as well.... for the bad side is when i am emo i am realli very very emo.... tt is the bad part.... n become a slacker....

i shall change my bad points too... i love myself more n more each dae.... n everydae is a happier dae for mi....

finally exams r over...

finally exams r over... here goes my holi n break... shall make full use of it as i not gg to have any more holi till graduate le...

todae went to marina square to eat seoul garden wit my classmates n it was very fun.. lots of fun n laughter... after tt we headed to arcade to play n i headed to teach tuition while they headed to play lan games... it was fun to hang out wit them todae... after todae everyone is gonna to go separate due to the different paths n specialisation tt we r taking... ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE IN MF0708... take care....

2 pprs down n left 1... yea.. finally... the last ppr make mi mad wit no tips at all... how am i gg to study also dunnoe... tt mean muz study whole bk which will kill mi... haiz..

yest went for bee hiong 21st n have a gd catch up wit my pri sch mates cheryl n hui min... we did have a gd catch up... talk a lot from pri sch life to current life... we waited half an hr for a cab n somemore is on call... tt place is darm wulu.. no cab...

i cant concentrate on my test.... pms on the first dae of my test... darm sian.... was bz mugging for test on thurs n fri... haha... manage to do my themo wit dudi n anthony help... thx to them for teaching mi... then out wit meifang sunny irene how n irene tay n irene friend to celebrate helen n neo birthdae... it was fun... so long nvr see helen le... haha.. finally... tml is gg for bee hiong 21st... then sun is mugging for exam on mon... :-)

I GIVE UP.... i am tired le....

sometime letting go is the best.. so i choose to let go...
so that i can 解脱 n not hurt anymore by u..

todae went to meet tracy n we went out for a while... plan to meet janice they all to study after gg out wit tracy but the time i wan to went is their gg hm time so in the end i nvr went... so i went to amk to do my nails instead... n headed hm after tt...

these few daes i have been thinking through a lot of stuff n also have a chat wit nana on sun nite... think a lot too... i guess i will leave it alone ba.. have no intention of settle it yet... now i wan to focus on my study as my exams is on thurs... :-)

went out wit nana juz now.. we went to sembawang shopping centre to walk walk.. we went to aston for dinner n i went for ice-cream as desserts... the mint n cookies flavour was nice but not the chocolate n it is very sweet... but overall nit bad.. then we went to shop n i bought things... then she came over to my hse to help mi wit my nails.. thx gal.. n she bake cookies for mi.. it is nice.. :D thx you nana..

nth much this week... yest have a chat wit kelvin... get to noe a lot of stuff more... he suggest mi to meet him todae n celebrate valentine dae together coz both of us r single... i end up playing manjiong last nite until morning n todae whole dae... dun feel like gg out so stay at hm ba... is juz another dae ba n juz the whole street n everywhere full of couple onli...

happy valentine day everyone... :-)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA...
had a early celebration wit her yest... hope she like the gift i bought for her.... :D nth much as the usual chats we have...

monday was a happening dae... full of excitment i guess... then nth much le ba... juz now had a tiff wit him... dun wish to sae much... like i told candy if he dun noe how to treasure friendship... then forget it.... i noe he do take friends for granted but nvr expect him to be like this... haiz.. tml gg out wit nana... finally.. :D

this week nth much i guess coz it is common test 2... finally common test 2 is over... i am so happi... but didnt realli study la.... yea... finally i meet up wit cheryl n tracy on thurs... after my test i went to meet cheryl n we had a great talk... but the time we spent is too little as both of us find it not enough... but we gg to meet soon again... after tt went to meet tracy n we went dunnoe where to do her stuff... haha it is also a gd catch up.... then yest i went for jinlong 21st birthdae party n i saw quite a lot of ppl too.. i saw zhi han denny n ivan n many more... haha i enjoy myself a lot coz it was realli very fun.... then next sat i am meeting nana to celebrate her birthdae.... finally i got the chance... valentine time dae is another dae ba.... since i am single it dun make a different.. haha... the following sat is bee hiong 21st... ya... todae meet up wit shirley le... finally.... had a fun dae wit her too... :D