a lot of things have been happening since last week.... a lot of things have been running through my mind... had a talk wit alex for quite a number of stuff.... ya he is right.... has been staying at hm to help to look after my little cousin due to certain reasons....
anyway work is still ok for mi at the moment.... although there r a few who wanna find pro but i will ignore coz there is nth i can do... i met 2 who give mi attitude..... but i realli have a super NICE N CARING boss.... he is also a very understanding person.... he treat mi more like a friend then boss.....
then yest sucks man.... my mum have been stressing on mi tt people r sae y i still cant find a job n is not working... she doesnt realli like mi working at hm... i feel upset n disappointed tt she sae things in the hurting way... i also dun like those ppl who keep talking behind my back.... i noe my mum doesnt mean it just that she is also affected by those ppl... like wat alex sae she is easily influenced... wat ppl sae she will jus like listen.....
todae is a better dae.... i am happi.....
had been helping out on alex pro report n it realli strains mi out when doing the report... coz it is so tough.... i dun realli noe wat he is doing n wat his lec wan.... coz i nvr work wit tt lec before n i can realli nvr fully understand... i already try my best to do it...
i hope the ppl ard mi also happi....
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
gd n bad ppl
nth much for the past few dae... meet my boss ace on tues to talk abt the job stuff.. n i also wanna thx him for helping mi to ask ard for jobs in the banks... anyway he is a nice n great boss... he is also a nice person to hang out wit...
have been thinking alot..... especially abt relationship stuff..... recently adrian keep on calling mi.... n it make mi piss off.... he juz wan to ask mi out to accompany him.... juz coz he is lonely... but tt is his pro.... i am not free.... i dun find it a pt to come to mi n show off... meeting him once in a long time is fine but not everytime....
recently my mum have been stressing mi to find jobs... i am realli finding... it is not tt i nvr find.... but it not easy to find a job tt i wan.... i have been trying... stress r coming from everywhere.... haiz...
have been thinking alot..... especially abt relationship stuff..... recently adrian keep on calling mi.... n it make mi piss off.... he juz wan to ask mi out to accompany him.... juz coz he is lonely... but tt is his pro.... i am not free.... i dun find it a pt to come to mi n show off... meeting him once in a long time is fine but not everytime....
recently my mum have been stressing mi to find jobs... i am realli finding... it is not tt i nvr find.... but it not easy to find a job tt i wan.... i have been trying... stress r coming from everywhere.... haiz...
Sunday, July 18, 2010
resting period
nth much happen during june ba... it was a resting period for mi ba.... rest n find job.... i was feeling lost too.... coz i dun noe wat i realli wan... but now i guess i have found wat i wan.... i wan to go into banking or hotel industry..... anyway a part time job had find mi coz it was recommend by my ex boss peter... had been through interviews but not realli got wat i wan... but hopefully i can find the one i wan.. anyway a lot of things had happen....
my dad got admitted to the a&e coz he was very sick n after we brought him to the doc in the morning n he went hm after taking the medicine he vomitted out n got worse.... his face was very pale white n is very scary.... then i call for an ambulance n send him to hospital but end up the ppl help us to push my dad to the hospital opposite my hse as the hospital is still shortage of ppl so they cant let ambulance in... then when my dad was inside the doctor wan him to stay but my dad refuse to as he dun like to stay n wan to go hm... after a few hrs coz there r too many patients in the a&e they sae my dad can go hm as he is feeling better.... n i realli got scared at tt time... i am scared of losing my dad.... this is the first time i felt so scared n helpless.... n i had to be strong coz i dun wan to depend on anyone.... i can onli depends on myself... i dun wanna to make nana, cheryl, alex n a few others friends to worry.....
my dad got admitted to the a&e coz he was very sick n after we brought him to the doc in the morning n he went hm after taking the medicine he vomitted out n got worse.... his face was very pale white n is very scary.... then i call for an ambulance n send him to hospital but end up the ppl help us to push my dad to the hospital opposite my hse as the hospital is still shortage of ppl so they cant let ambulance in... then when my dad was inside the doctor wan him to stay but my dad refuse to as he dun like to stay n wan to go hm... after a few hrs coz there r too many patients in the a&e they sae my dad can go hm as he is feeling better.... n i realli got scared at tt time... i am scared of losing my dad.... this is the first time i felt so scared n helpless.... n i had to be strong coz i dun wan to depend on anyone.... i can onli depends on myself... i dun wanna to make nana, cheryl, alex n a few others friends to worry.....
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
taka last dae on 25 may 2010
wit jasmine... she look like my nanny... :)
wit anne....
wit auntie josephine... she sae she look like my mum in this pic coz we both r chubby...:)
a long post
nth much to the end of april.... request to be off on the 1st n 8th of may coz i was feeling very tired working.... then nth much except working till the last dae of attachment... attachment end at 14th may..... then work n work lol.... 19th may is my graduation ceremony... went back sch in the early morning to prepare for the ceremony... then had a lot of fun... took a lot of pic... then have a great time catching up also..... i am starting to miss the fun times i had in poli... times realli pass very fast... a blink n 3 yrs of poli life juz ended... know a lot of friends..... i love all my friends.... there r a lot of nice lecturers also.... thx for their guidence too... not forgetting the help my friends gave.... i remember.... :)
then a lot of things happen at my part time job.... a lot of conflicts n backstabbing.... juz coz i am straightforward..... but everything ended on 30 may.... it involves a lot of ppl... n i am being accuse... i hate it when they put words into my mouth... i nvr sae it.... although i am piss but i juz let it be ba..... n my boss is darm gd to turn her face against mi when i reject her job offer... wat a nice n petty boss i have... but i love the ppl in taka.... they r realli nice ppl..... like auntie josephine, auntie christine, belinda, ann, jasmine n many others.....
28 may went for family chalet..... it was fun to chat wit my cousins niece n nephews..... it was realli fun.... noe a lot of things n crap.... they went to the old changi hospital but i nvr went coz i went hm due to next dae got to work.... i thought they was sae but ended up they realli went... cute ppl....
i love cheryl tay coz she always make a effort to meet mi.... i love her for coming to find mi...:)
then a lot of things happen at my part time job.... a lot of conflicts n backstabbing.... juz coz i am straightforward..... but everything ended on 30 may.... it involves a lot of ppl... n i am being accuse... i hate it when they put words into my mouth... i nvr sae it.... although i am piss but i juz let it be ba..... n my boss is darm gd to turn her face against mi when i reject her job offer... wat a nice n petty boss i have... but i love the ppl in taka.... they r realli nice ppl..... like auntie josephine, auntie christine, belinda, ann, jasmine n many others.....
28 may went for family chalet..... it was fun to chat wit my cousins niece n nephews..... it was realli fun.... noe a lot of things n crap.... they went to the old changi hospital but i nvr went coz i went hm due to next dae got to work.... i thought they was sae but ended up they realli went... cute ppl....
i love cheryl tay coz she always make a effort to meet mi.... i love her for coming to find mi...:)
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
sick
nth much for the past few weeks ba... as usual been bz working.... then last fri meet alex at cck for a dinner... thx for the treat..... as usual crap wit him n talk a lot of things... then sat working at taka... someone who love to see show create a show out of it... ya n it is gg to be a big show coz it involves a lot of ppl n things.... then todae was on mc due to swollen eye... the doc gave mi 2 dae mc so gg to make full use of it.... eye is darm pain now....
i wan to THANK NANA FOR FETCHING MI HM LAST SAT WHEN I TOLD HER I ALMOST FAINTED WHILE WORKING... i dunnoe wat happen suddenly i feel very headache n black out... my face become very pale n so do my lips... my eyes look scary... so i went for a break n watever i ate i vomit out after i ate... then i went to the staff canteen to slp for a while.... n took 2 panadols... after tt i feel better n while waiting for nana to fetch mi n my supervisior to come back from break i had a chat wit belinda n ask her wat happen... then she told mi quite a lot.... i told her not to worry.... as for the person who cause trouble... i feel tt she need to be taught a lesson coz this is not the first time... sorry to my friends to worry for mi... my friends was very worry abt mi coz i look very weak n indeed it is... thx ppl for ur care n concern i am touched....
i wan to THANK NANA FOR FETCHING MI HM LAST SAT WHEN I TOLD HER I ALMOST FAINTED WHILE WORKING... i dunnoe wat happen suddenly i feel very headache n black out... my face become very pale n so do my lips... my eyes look scary... so i went for a break n watever i ate i vomit out after i ate... then i went to the staff canteen to slp for a while.... n took 2 panadols... after tt i feel better n while waiting for nana to fetch mi n my supervisior to come back from break i had a chat wit belinda n ask her wat happen... then she told mi quite a lot.... i told her not to worry.... as for the person who cause trouble... i feel tt she need to be taught a lesson coz this is not the first time... sorry to my friends to worry for mi... my friends was very worry abt mi coz i look very weak n indeed it is... thx ppl for ur care n concern i am touched....
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
rants
so much things had happen.... be it happi or sad or turn off...
let start from last sat... was working at taka then an uncle in his forties working opposite mi came to talk to mi.... he realli turn mi off n felt disgusting..... so i give him the super turn off look n he walk away after tt.... then while i was on my way back to pack up i saw tt taka guy n i gave him a small smile n he smile back.... tt realli brighten up my dae....
then sun working at kallang.... was bored n i end up chatting wit alex on phone... then angela came n chit chat wit her... coz she is transfer to the office so seldom get to see her..... then an ang mo customer came.... he bought some stuff from mi n he sae he has notice mi since morning but i didnt saw him..... anyway he is a nice customer..... then i couldnt found the box so after he leave... i found the box through angela help... n i call him immediately then went to find him n change the box.... after he call back n sae i am a sweet gal n praise mi... tt realli brighten up my dae....
let start from last sat... was working at taka then an uncle in his forties working opposite mi came to talk to mi.... he realli turn mi off n felt disgusting..... so i give him the super turn off look n he walk away after tt.... then while i was on my way back to pack up i saw tt taka guy n i gave him a small smile n he smile back.... tt realli brighten up my dae....
then sun working at kallang.... was bored n i end up chatting wit alex on phone... then angela came n chit chat wit her... coz she is transfer to the office so seldom get to see her..... then an ang mo customer came.... he bought some stuff from mi n he sae he has notice mi since morning but i didnt saw him..... anyway he is a nice customer..... then i couldnt found the box so after he leave... i found the box through angela help... n i call him immediately then went to find him n change the box.... after he call back n sae i am a sweet gal n praise mi... tt realli brighten up my dae....
Saturday, April 03, 2010
bz life....
nth much for these 3 weeks as i have been bz working.... mon to fri is attachment n weekend part time job... weekend either at kallang or taka....
went to celebrate marie birthday after work on the 19/3 wit jj, janice, darren, eddy, nya oo, zul, anthony n marie... we went to siam kitchen to eat n then to haji lane for shi sha... it was quite fun to hang out wit them again...
then on the 21/3 went to send joanne off after work as she is gg to shandong to work for a yr... i miss her lots...
then yest was good friday n i am off for both jobs... yeah... finally a break for mi.... slack the whole dae at hm watching show n meet nana for dinner at ashtons for a great catch up... she bought chocolate n a hp pouch from bk... thx a lot... i like the gift n the thoughts u have... love u sis...
tml working again... i am used to the bz life tt i am leading now... i find it fruity... i noe a lot of u r complaining tt u didnt get to meet mi... i am sorry but i will try my best to meet u... juz let mi noe n i will schdeule out a dinner for u guys... for cheryl dun worry i will meet u on the 16/4 for dinner....
i had a lot of fun working in taka wit my supervisior elle n vess n the ppl ard mi... i got to noe grace who is my kaki for crapping n dinner on sundae.... haha there r a lot of fun things tt happen...
grace n i were talking abt a guy in taka tt he is very gd at sweet talking coz he keep talking to pretty gals...haha... a lot of inside jokes...
the little thoughts tt nana have n bought for mi... :D
when i am bored in the shop at kallang alone... :P
went to celebrate marie birthday after work on the 19/3 wit jj, janice, darren, eddy, nya oo, zul, anthony n marie... we went to siam kitchen to eat n then to haji lane for shi sha... it was quite fun to hang out wit them again...
then on the 21/3 went to send joanne off after work as she is gg to shandong to work for a yr... i miss her lots...
then yest was good friday n i am off for both jobs... yeah... finally a break for mi.... slack the whole dae at hm watching show n meet nana for dinner at ashtons for a great catch up... she bought chocolate n a hp pouch from bk... thx a lot... i like the gift n the thoughts u have... love u sis...
tml working again... i am used to the bz life tt i am leading now... i find it fruity... i noe a lot of u r complaining tt u didnt get to meet mi... i am sorry but i will try my best to meet u... juz let mi noe n i will schdeule out a dinner for u guys... for cheryl dun worry i will meet u on the 16/4 for dinner....
i had a lot of fun working in taka wit my supervisior elle n vess n the ppl ard mi... i got to noe grace who is my kaki for crapping n dinner on sundae.... haha there r a lot of fun things tt happen...
grace n i were talking abt a guy in taka tt he is very gd at sweet talking coz he keep talking to pretty gals...haha... a lot of inside jokes...
the little thoughts tt nana have n bought for mi... :D
when i am bored in the shop at kallang alone... :P
sending joanne off at the airport... (:
i wanna thx to the ppl who give mi advise.... thx to irene tay, irene how, henry, roderick, zhi xin, winston, leslie n terrance.... thx to cheryl, nana, candy, alex, liyan, tracy, victor n song lengcoz i noe ur advise even though i dun need to ask.... thx vincent n a lot of ppl for ur concern.... thx for ur support n being there for mi.... :P
on marie birthday celebrations the grp photo.. :-)
recently a lot of things had happen n it realli make mi think a lot.... be it family or friends or love.... for family i dun find it a pt tt u got anything to show off.... ur grades arent tt gd... if u wanna sae gd then my classmates all r better then u... their gpa is more then 3.5..... dun bother to ask mi coz i will not tell to let u compare... no need to go ard telling ppl tt u got no money to go uni when ur grades r not gd enough to go... if u have the ability go n earn urself instead.... no need to go ard telling ppl tt u wan a pay tt pays u at least $1800 per mth then u r willing to work when the economy is so bad...
for tt friend i had enough of ur fake, show off n betraying n backstabbing... remember wat comes ard goes ard... wat u did to mi... next time ppl will do tt to u... n when u r in trouble or sad dun expect mi to help u n be there for u... coz u always hurt mi again n again... so i shld not be bother anymore...
i wanna thx to the ppl who give mi advise.... thx to irene tay, irene how, henry, roderick, zhi xin, winston, leslie n terrance.... thx to cheryl, nana, candy, alex, liyan, tracy, victor n song lengcoz i noe ur advise even though i dun need to ask.... thx vincent n a lot of ppl for ur concern.... thx for ur support n being there for mi.... :P
Monday, March 15, 2010
bz n stress
nth much for the feb as it is the first week of in house attachment... it was bored as we had nth to do... so my supervisior put mi to mr lui and ask mi to help... so i help him all the way until the 2nd week.... help him to assemble the sumo robots... ended up i drag ali to keep on helping mi too... coz mr lui ask him for help... haha.... during the last dae in sch i was bored until i went amk to do my nails n have lunch for abt 3 hrs... haha.... then sat went to meet ben n have a catch up wit him n meet up wit L later.... headed hm after tt.... then sun i went to work under casio at taka.... it was a boring dae wit no customer.... but the funny thing is the promoter working at best denki told mi to change job coz it was hard to sell piano n key board there...
then on the first week in march i work half dae at kallang n took urgent leave.... i went hm for steamboat n manjiong wit my family... supposing to meet ben they all to drink but end up nvr go coz i was playing manjiong n waiting for my mum to come hm as she dun have the keys... then sun at taka.... sales was gd... actually i was posted to singapore mint but last min they change mi to another company....
last week was the first week of attachment n a lot of things need to be done... 1 person is doing 2 persons job... n the work is piling up like mountain... when i clear half another whole will stack up... it is nvr ending n very stress... then my manager comment tt he is very fussy n indeed he is la... not very is super..... then he sae out of all the attachment students attached there be it from any poli he nvr find 1 outstanding but some gd n most r average.... i can predict my attachment grades like tt..... it was realli very stress to work in tt company.... haiz... then sat work at kallang... sales was bad but i realli try my best already... then sun at taka but sales was not gd coz due to IT show...
now then i juz send my weekly report to my LO... todae is another bz dae... 1 week down... now is second so 8 weeks plus more to go.... :)
then on the first week in march i work half dae at kallang n took urgent leave.... i went hm for steamboat n manjiong wit my family... supposing to meet ben they all to drink but end up nvr go coz i was playing manjiong n waiting for my mum to come hm as she dun have the keys... then sun at taka.... sales was gd... actually i was posted to singapore mint but last min they change mi to another company....
last week was the first week of attachment n a lot of things need to be done... 1 person is doing 2 persons job... n the work is piling up like mountain... when i clear half another whole will stack up... it is nvr ending n very stress... then my manager comment tt he is very fussy n indeed he is la... not very is super..... then he sae out of all the attachment students attached there be it from any poli he nvr find 1 outstanding but some gd n most r average.... i can predict my attachment grades like tt..... it was realli very stress to work in tt company.... haiz... then sat work at kallang... sales was bad but i realli try my best already... then sun at taka but sales was not gd coz due to IT show...
now then i juz send my weekly report to my LO... todae is another bz dae... 1 week down... now is second so 8 weeks plus more to go.... :)
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
emotion
nth much then being emo on sat... at nite i talk to ben abt how i felt... end up i got a disappointing ans from him... it did hurts mi... but at least i noe the truth... i can see it.... nana tell mi to give up.... song leng also.... they told mi i will hurt myself if i continue.... then tidus sae give him a chance to explain n see how..... he told mi he will call back end up nvr...
next dae went to mr ng hse for hse visiting.... it was fun to catch up wit candy liyan mr ng n zhiming again... haha.... after tt we left to eat at sembawang shopping centre as liyan havent eat.... then headed hm after tt.... my 2 niece came for hse visiting at ard 3 plus... was so happi to see them again... so cute... then after tt meet nana for dinner n had long john.. had a gd catch up wit her too... thx for listening to mi....
then study for todae ppr... end up forget those tt i have studied coz my mood totally... this morning went to see doctor to see abt my health.. then got the medicine n mc... onli went for exam...
juz now was meeting cheryl to have a chat.... it was so nice to see her again.... she also give mi the same advise....
next dae went to mr ng hse for hse visiting.... it was fun to catch up wit candy liyan mr ng n zhiming again... haha.... after tt we left to eat at sembawang shopping centre as liyan havent eat.... then headed hm after tt.... my 2 niece came for hse visiting at ard 3 plus... was so happi to see them again... so cute... then after tt meet nana for dinner n had long john.. had a gd catch up wit her too... thx for listening to mi....
then study for todae ppr... end up forget those tt i have studied coz my mood totally... this morning went to see doctor to see abt my health.. then got the medicine n mc... onli went for exam...
juz now was meeting cheryl to have a chat.... it was so nice to see her again.... she also give mi the same advise....
Saturday, February 20, 2010
doubts???
something is weighing on my mind now..... i have been trying to figure out the whole nite wat is the ans.... but it seems tt the ans tt i had is hurting mi... it is stopping mi.... so shld i stop or continue.... am i making the rite decision... i dunnoe.... i am having a lot of qns...
i dunnoe....i am feeling unsecure.... feeling scared.... i feel like i wan to run away again.... i dun feel like facing it....
i dunnoe....i am feeling unsecure.... feeling scared.... i feel like i wan to run away again.... i dun feel like facing it....
Thursday, February 18, 2010
CNY 2010
as usual reunion dinner on sat nite wit my family after the afternoon one at my ah hse.... nth much after tt as i slack the whole dae.. then at nite help my dad out wit the praying stuff... then first dae of new yr spend at hm slacking then at nite play mahjiong.... second dae went to my uncle hse at cck n meet my cousins there.... my cousins left after eating... then dad n mi left for hm... leaving my mum wit her sibling as they have lots to talk.... then reach hm slept for a while n play manjiong after tt until morning.... then third dae went to my aunt hse at amk again... ate n headed hm to prepare for my friends coming.... not much ppl came but it is still fun to see them again... then zhiming came the last at ard 10 plus n we chat until 11 plus before he left for hm....have a gd catch up also.... someone was jealous coz of the dress i wear coz he find it too revealing... then yest my mum friends came to visit her at my hse... they then todae we went to temple to pray... nth much ba... shall start mugging... :)
wit zhiming..
wit tidus n his friends...
wit ben....
wit koh...
wit candy....
wit janice....
my dress on the second dae of new year... ^^
wit zhiming..
wit tidus n his friends...
wit ben....
wit koh...
wit candy....
wit janice....
my dress on the second dae of new year... ^^Sunday, February 14, 2010
happy chinese new year 2010
happy chinese new year cum a valentine day to everyone......
and also a happy birthday to my sis nana....
wish everyone all the best in everything....
and also a happy birthday to my sis nana....
wish everyone all the best in everything....
spring cleaning n misses
nth much ba... expect last thur stay until 9 plus to do my ug n complete it wit a lot of help... but i miss someone help then.... realli miss the way he help mi although he nag... haha... then weekend stay at hm to help out.... this week also nth much except spring cleaning... n went back on wed to hand up my report n thurs my ug drawing... all thx to nana to help mi burn.... then meet ash on thurs n we went for a movie called true legend.... after tt he send mi hm... fri i went out to do nails wit tracy n headed hm back to help out after tt..... at nite meet nana for a while as i accompany her to shop for her stuff... :)
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
overdue n zilain photos....
my zilian pic again.. ^^
there r so much pictures to be load but i am darm lazy.... haha...
here r the overdue one...
irene tay birthday celebrations at cini....
christmas eve steamboat dinner.. :)
there r so much pictures to be load but i am darm lazy.... haha...here r the overdue one...
irene tay birthday celebrations at cini....
christmas eve steamboat dinner.. :)
my overdue 21st birthday pic...
my overdue 21st birthday pic... ^^
the birthday celebration on my actual dae at ion orchard... irene tay irene how meifang n sunny irene tay friend n meifang hubby.. :)
victor n mi n tidus n his friends.. :)
my poli sch mates... michelle xiao qing eddy darren pearlene marie nya oo anthony :)
my sec sch friends.... candy liyan fiona ivan zhi yu denny jin long kat hazel adeline chee hau eddission mao mao...:)
my pri sch friend cheryl... :) 
my birthday cake...
wan ee my dance senior... :)
my advanced birthday celebrations wit henry zhi qiang simin meifang n her hubby...:) 
the birthday celebration on my actual dae at ion orchard... irene tay irene how meifang n sunny irene tay friend n meifang hubby.. :)
mi wit joanne on the second dae after my birthday... our birthday celebrations... :)
mi n koh... :)
victor n mi n tidus n his friends.. :)my poli sch mates... michelle xiao qing eddy darren pearlene marie nya oo anthony :)
my sec sch friends.... candy liyan fiona ivan zhi yu denny jin long kat hazel adeline chee hau eddission mao mao...:)
my pri sch friend cheryl... :) 
my birthday cake...
wan ee my dance senior... :) 
my advanced birthday celebrations wit henry zhi qiang simin meifang n her hubby...:)
my fyp friends photos..
here my my fyp friends photos which consist of the A1 n A2 n A3....
my A1 friends who r in the same class as mi for sem pro... 2 nice guys.... jonathan n silas... :)
she is my previous sem pro friend n another sem of themo classmates.... a nice n friendly gal peiling... A1 also...
calvin from A3 n sunder from A1... my fyp friends in the same lab...
my A1 friends wang qi.... who sit beside mi for 1 mth n always make my dae started wit a smile... :)
my fyp friends consist of A1 n A3.... it was very fun wit them ard... they nvr fail to make mi laugh every day... :)
my friends at the robotics games is rp... mi ah zhen chuck n dee... all r A2 except mi... :)
mi n katrina... one of my gd friends in fyp lab... :) 
mi n jing ni... :)
my A1 friends who r in the same class as mi for sem pro... 2 nice guys.... jonathan n silas... :)
she is my previous sem pro friend n another sem of themo classmates.... a nice n friendly gal peiling... A1 also... 
calvin from A3 n sunder from A1... my fyp friends in the same lab... 
my A1 friends wang qi.... who sit beside mi for 1 mth n always make my dae started wit a smile... :) 
my fyp friends consist of A1 n A3.... it was very fun wit them ard... they nvr fail to make mi laugh every day... :) my friends at the robotics games is rp... mi ah zhen chuck n dee... all r A2 except mi... :) 
mi n katrina... one of my gd friends in fyp lab... :) mi n jing ni... :)
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