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this week was a straining week for mi ba... sales figure was nt gd.. make my manager speechless as he tried all the ways to help.... he even ask mi to the room for a talk n ask wat is happening to mi... is something bothering mi.... then he attached mi to michael n janice... after tt sales got better n fri also got improvement.... i also got alot of encouragement from ivan.... not onli ivan... i wan to thx everyone for their encouragement...
had a fun talk wit jac n janice... thx for listening to mi... weekend stay hm due to the sickness i am having... been slp for long hrs... n still nt recover.....
rebecca also comforted mi....

fun week

this week was a fun week i guess.... work was ok ba n as usual things cork up again... but then it was a fun week i guess.. mon meet victor at amk to eat n talk cock.... then he accompany mi to do my nails.... had a fun time catching up wit him... then after tt darrell call mi at 10 plus to go drink... but then i was already at hm so rejected...


then tues during work we bought a cake for rebecca as it is her birthday.... then after work went to irene hw wedding... it was fun to take lots of photos but then i forgot to bring my camera so took wit theirs.... had a lot of fun catching up wit them also.... then after tt went to meet rebecca crystal nelson darrell feifan and richard.... we were at boat quay for a drink first... then headed to neverland but no space so went to nana... then start drinking as it was rebecca birthday... had a lot of fun ba... then after tt alex came n fetch mi hm.... i was realli touched coz i nvr thought he would as i was trying my luck... thx you so much alex...

wed went out wit janice to bugis to shop... before tt went to repair my phone as i drop my phone n the lcd screen crack... it would take 2 weeks to repair.... then nw using back up phone... anyway it was fun to go shopping wit her... as usual we crap a lot... talk until we laugh like mad... but then it was fun...

then thurs was working n after work went to see doc as i was nt feeling well... then doc told mi to rest at hm as i was having stomach pro n throat being infected...

fri on mc.... sms nelson the wrong no.... but then i also sms janice... thx god got her no.... slp the whole dae as i was realli sick...

sat went bk to work n thought i got ot but end up dun have... so went hm... call jac n check n she told mi to check wit nelson... so call n he sae he told them there is no ot... then slp the whole dae due to medication...

working

this week was a bz week i guess.... was working from monday all the way till sat.... work was ok as i was pushing myself n got my manager to correct my mistake.... life is juz work n work ba...


wed i went out wit alex to eat after work at ion... he realli change a lot... become more mature n a person who can talk... i nvr realise tt we could talk tt much... but then it was a nice company wit him... then sat went out wit jacquline and jeanine to bugis before heading back to office... plan to go and do fortunte after work but then end up cant coz of certain reasons... but then we went to eat desserts buffet.. n tt one was not nice at all... not worth the money...

todae slp the whole dae as i was feeling exhausted....

hurt n bz

work had been fine.... juz tt it was bz n very tired.... have been trying to work hard for the comm....


mon was asari last dae at work n it was realli a shocking news n so sudden... but then i wish him all the best.. next week will have a farewell for him...

todae we onli go work at 9.30am but then i was a bit late... then todae work was fun coz i learn a lot...

dun assume tt i will not be pain coz i dun sae i am pain... i am juz a gal who suffer it alone... i wont let ppl see the fragile side of mi n tt is mi.. i am not a person who will explain a lot... when i explain i onli sae once... u take it u take u dun then leave it... coz i wont bother to explain the 2nd time... tt is mi...

bz

it been more then a mth since i last update.... life was kinda bz for mi ba... work n work lol.... then went k box wit my colleagues rebecca, koh, jacquline n si hua last mth after work..... then nth much ba... have been drinking quite often nowadaes.... like once every week...


nth much ba.... oct was a super bz mth... oct is a mth of ot... almost everydae working ot...


on 2 oct went chinese garden to swim wit my colleagues rebecca, nelson, darren n jun wei.... went for dinner n headed hm after tt....


then on 7 oct went drinking wit my colleagues at k2... this time got a lot of them like jacquline, rebecca, janice, koh, darren, nelson.... tt nite everyone was very high... had a lot of fun...


last fri i went for steamboat wit koh sihua darren nelson n daniel.... after eating i rush back hm as my grandma was admitted to hopsital n i accompany her for the whole nite... then the weekend is spend at the hospital...


last wed went for training at tanjong pager... then headed for dinner at boat quay wit darren rebecca daniel sihua n koh... we went to a korean restaurant to eat... the food was nice... we refill the side dishes 4 times coz it was free... the place also have nice ambience... will definitely go there again...


then last thurs went drinking wit them again this time onli 4 ppl including mi n tt is rebecca nelson n darren....... as usual went off early....


yest they went swimming n i didnt went in the end was not feeling well... even at nite when they go drinking i also skip... coz my grandma is not feeling well either...
but then i was happi coz my dad brought mi to eat dinner wit my favourite food bbq stingray n sotong... bought hm grill chicken wings...


todae is another slacking dae... coz i slp for the whole dae.... i feel so tired working so weekend is to replenish my slp plus last week one...


tml is monday again... sian....

bz life....

i have been bz working.... start training on the 17 aug... then officially start work n the 27 aug.... then on the 25 aug was down wit mc... coz stomach is having problems.... then went back to do a roleplay on thurs 26 aug.... things was gg fast for mi... but then at least i pass n clear my pprs... then as usual was bz wit work then weekend rest at hm... coz was mentally n physically tired...

4 sep went back to look for auntie josephine n to buy oil from her... end up buying a lot of stuff back... then also chat a while wit belinda n jasmine... then off hm to celebrate cousin zhe wei birthday.... then after tt manjiong wit my family... lost 14 bucks... but overall is fun... we play until morning 4.30am... then after tt went back to slp n wake up to have breakfast wit my dad.... it been a long time since i went breakfast wit my dad le.... then went back to slp... at nite went to buy heels.. bought a pair of white one n reserve a pair of black one... then went back hm to rest...

last week was a great one... wed 8 sep wit k box wit irene how, irene tay, sunny, henry, sharon, meifang, vincent, neo, lawerence..... it been ages since i last see them... it was fun to hang out wit them...... everyone was very high n we had lot of fun... took lots of photos too... didnt manage to take a grp one... but then the service is not gd coz the person told us after 10 then we can order finger food.... then we wanted to order the person sae after 10.30 then end up we nvr order coz we sang until 11pm.... we went hm after tt left vincent, neo n meifang went to eat... the rest pack food hm.... i went hm n slp coz was tired...

thursday 9 sep hari raya eve was intending to go drinking but end up nvr go coz no one is gg... then went shopping... i went to far east to shop n bought eye lashes n eye glue... then went back to yishun np to see whether the black heels came le or not... n bought the heels n headed hm after tt... tired after shopping... then friday 10 sep went to walk ard wit candy n np.... n bought my bras... spend over 200 plus again.... then bought tibits n cakes for my family....
yest 12 sep went out wit my dad... we went to bedok north to find my uncle coz i wanna try his western food... i had nvr been to the store before.... it was funny... we took 3 buses before we found the place... we took 858 then 168... actually 168 do reach the place but my dad dunnoe where to alight so ended up in the bedok interchange so we went to take 255 to the bustop outside the coffeeshop... the chicken chop was realli nice n up to standard... then slack there for sometime n headed to chinatown to buy dinner hm... dad went to buy satay beehoon while i queue up for the koi bubble tea to buy hm.... then after tt went hm n slack for a while... then went out wit my uncle to np to shop for sport shoes as he need to attend the wedding dinner this week... shop ard n finally he bought a pair of nike one...

jia you jane....

hurts

i met up wit acez on wed nite to discuss abt work stuff.... as usual crapping...


i guess i seems to fall for a wrong guy again.... i have been thinking a lot last nite.... n i dun wan to care or bother anymore... i dun wan to be hurt anymore...

outing wit joanne

yest i went to meet joanne for lunch at lot 1.... after tt headed to take a cab to visit clara.... after tt we headed back to causeway for a drink at mac... it was so fun to catch up wit her... we talk from work to friends to relationship... anyway it was fun to hang out wit her...

photos taken wit friends at meifang wedding

gathering n wedding

nth much except bz... i shld sae.....

been staying at hm to work.... i am a gd gal.... got an off on 30 july require by my boss... coz he ask mi to rest n dun work n work.... muz strike a balance... like i sae he is a super nice friend....

then sat is my ah ma birthday... yea... went for dinner n after tt play cards games wit my cousins... n play until mad n crazy... had a wonderful times wit them laughing like nobody business...... then after tt manjiong wit cousins as we wanted to teach the younger one to play... then ended up i playing wit the adults.... n i lost some money...

then last week went for a lot of interviews n ya i found a job... haha.... next time can go hm wit liyan le... anyway the company i working got my sec sch friend koh n pri sch friend cheng kok... haha..
meet ace on thursday to have lunch wit him since i was somewhere near his hse... it was fun to meet him to chat... thx for the lunch... after tt had a chat wit ace at nite... talk to him abt a lot of stuff... it was nice to chat wit him... he give mi a lot of advice n share wit mi his experience... 

then sat went temple to pray n after tt nails...the auntie was nice but the skills is not gd.... then sun went to do my nails again at amk....

then sun my parents went to malacca wit my mum side of family n back on sundae nite.... haha..

then sun went to meet alex as he help mi to make up n headed to meifang wedding dinner... my table was wit helen so had a great catch up wit her... also had a catch up wit henry kor, sunny kor, vincent tee, zhi qiang, sharon n tony.... then i got to noe another friend yewlian.... he is irene tay n henry friend... then after tt yew lian, henry, vincent, zhi qiang n another gal n mi went to take train together.... then left mi n henry n zhi qiang... it was fun to meet them again... haha....

then yest went out to meet candy for a while... then headed hm for dinner wit family.... intending to meet ace but ended up cant due to timing...

todae went to sign contract for the job...

a lot of thoughts have been through my mind... ^^ but then my heart had tell mi the ans.... :)

sucky

a lot of things have been happening since last week.... a lot of things have been running through my mind... had a talk wit alex for quite a number of stuff.... ya he is right.... has been staying at hm to help to look after my little cousin due to certain reasons....

anyway work is still ok for mi at the moment.... although there r a few who wanna find pro but i will ignore coz there is nth i can do... i met 2 who give mi attitude..... but i realli have a super NICE N CARING boss.... he is also a very understanding person.... he treat mi more like a friend then boss.....

then yest sucks man.... my mum have been stressing on mi tt people r sae y i still cant find a job n is not working... she doesnt realli like mi working at hm... i feel upset n disappointed tt she sae things in the hurting way... i also dun like those ppl who keep talking behind my back.... i noe my mum doesnt mean it just that she is also affected by those ppl... like wat alex sae she is easily influenced... wat ppl sae she will jus like listen.....

todae is a better dae.... i am happi.....

had been helping out on alex pro report n it realli strains mi out when doing the report... coz it is so tough.... i dun realli noe wat he is doing n wat his lec wan.... coz i nvr work wit tt lec before n i can realli nvr fully understand... i already try my best to do it...

i hope the ppl ard mi also happi....

gd n bad ppl

nth much for the past few dae... meet my boss ace on tues to talk abt the job stuff.. n i also wanna thx him for helping mi to ask ard for jobs in the banks... anyway he is a nice n great boss... he is also a nice person to hang out wit...

have been thinking alot..... especially abt relationship stuff..... recently adrian keep on calling mi.... n it make mi piss off.... he juz wan to ask mi out to accompany him.... juz coz he is lonely... but tt is his pro.... i am not free.... i dun find it a pt to come to mi n show off... meeting him once in a long time is fine but not everytime....


recently my mum have been stressing mi to find jobs... i am realli finding... it is not tt i nvr find.... but it not easy to find a job tt i wan.... i have been trying... stress r coming from everywhere.... haiz...

resting period

nth much happen during june ba... it was a resting period for mi ba.... rest n find job.... i was feeling lost too.... coz i dun noe wat i realli wan... but now i guess i have found wat i wan.... i wan to go into banking or hotel industry..... anyway a part time job had find mi coz it was recommend by my ex boss peter... had been through interviews but not realli got wat i wan... but hopefully i can find the one i wan.. anyway a lot of things had happen....

my dad got admitted to the a&e coz he was very sick n after we brought him to the doc in the morning n he went hm after taking the medicine he vomitted out n got worse.... his face was very pale white n is very scary.... then i call for an ambulance n send him to hospital but end up the ppl help us to push my dad to the hospital opposite my hse as the hospital is still shortage of ppl so they cant let ambulance in... then when my dad was inside the doctor wan him to stay but my dad refuse to as he dun like to stay n wan to go hm... after a few hrs coz there r too many patients in the a&e they sae my dad can go hm as he is feeling better.... n i realli got scared at tt time... i am scared of losing my dad.... this is the first time i felt so scared n helpless.... n i had to be strong coz i dun wan to depend on anyone.... i can onli depends on myself... i dun wanna to make nana, cheryl, alex n a few others friends to worry.....

taka last dae on 25 may 2010

wit jasmine... she look like my nanny... :)

wit anne....

wit auntie josephine... she sae she look like my mum in this pic coz we both r chubby...:)

a long post

nth much to the end of april.... request to be off on the 1st n 8th of may coz i was feeling very tired working.... then nth much except working till the last dae of attachment... attachment end at 14th may..... then work n work lol.... 19th may is my graduation ceremony... went back sch in the early morning to prepare for the ceremony... then had a lot of fun... took a lot of pic... then have a great time catching up also..... i am starting to miss the fun times i had in poli... times realli pass very fast... a blink n 3 yrs of poli life juz ended... know a lot of friends..... i love all my friends.... there r a lot of nice lecturers also.... thx for their guidence too... not forgetting the help my friends gave.... i remember.... :)

then a lot of things happen at my part time job.... a lot of conflicts n backstabbing.... juz coz i am straightforward..... but everything ended on 30 may.... it involves a lot of ppl... n i am being accuse... i hate it when they put words into my mouth... i nvr sae it.... although i am piss but i juz let it be ba..... n my boss is darm gd to turn her face against mi when i reject her job offer... wat a nice n petty boss i have... but i love the ppl in taka.... they r realli nice ppl..... like auntie josephine, auntie christine, belinda, ann, jasmine n many others.....

28 may went for family chalet..... it was fun to chat wit my cousins niece n nephews..... it was realli fun.... noe a lot of things n crap.... they went to the old changi hospital but i nvr went coz i went hm due to next dae got to work.... i thought they was sae but ended up they realli went... cute ppl....

i love cheryl tay coz she always make a effort to meet mi.... i love her for coming to find mi...:)

friends at taka

wit vess...

wit belinda at taka... :)

sick

nth much for the past few weeks ba... as usual been bz working.... then last fri meet alex at cck for a dinner... thx for the treat..... as usual crap wit him n talk a lot of things... then sat working at taka... someone who love to see show create a show out of it... ya n it is gg to be a big show coz it involves a lot of ppl n things.... then todae was on mc due to swollen eye... the doc gave mi 2 dae mc so gg to make full use of it.... eye is darm pain now....

i wan to THANK NANA FOR FETCHING MI HM LAST SAT WHEN I TOLD HER I ALMOST FAINTED WHILE WORKING... i dunnoe wat happen suddenly i feel very headache n black out... my face become very pale n so do my lips... my eyes look scary... so i went for a break n watever i ate i vomit out after i ate... then i went to the staff canteen to slp for a while.... n took 2 panadols... after tt i feel better n while waiting for nana to fetch mi n my supervisior to come back from break i had a chat wit belinda n ask her wat happen... then she told mi quite a lot.... i told her not to worry.... as for the person who cause trouble... i feel tt she need to be taught a lesson coz this is not the first time... sorry to my friends to worry for mi... my friends was very worry abt mi coz i look very weak n indeed it is... thx ppl for ur care n concern i am touched....

rants

so much things had happen.... be it happi or sad or turn off...

let start from last sat... was working at taka then an uncle in his forties working opposite mi came to talk to mi.... he realli turn mi off n felt disgusting..... so i give him the super turn off look n he walk away after tt.... then while i was on my way back to pack up i saw tt taka guy n i gave him a small smile n he smile back.... tt realli brighten up my dae....

then sun working at kallang.... was bored n i end up chatting wit alex on phone... then angela came n chit chat wit her... coz she is transfer to the office so seldom get to see her..... then an ang mo customer came.... he bought some stuff from mi n he sae he has notice mi since morning but i didnt saw him..... anyway he is a nice customer..... then i couldnt found the box so after he leave... i found the box through angela help... n i call him immediately then went to find him n change the box.... after he call back n sae i am a sweet gal n praise mi... tt realli brighten up my dae....

bz life....

nth much for these 3 weeks as i have been bz working.... mon to fri is attachment n weekend part time job... weekend either at kallang or taka....

went to celebrate marie birthday after work on the 19/3 wit jj, janice, darren, eddy, nya oo, zul, anthony n marie... we went to siam kitchen to eat n then to haji lane for shi sha... it was quite fun to hang out wit them again...

then on the 21/3 went to send joanne off after work as she is gg to shandong to work for a yr... i miss her lots...

then yest was good friday n i am off for both jobs... yeah... finally a break for mi.... slack the whole dae at hm watching show n meet nana for dinner at ashtons for a great catch up... she bought chocolate n a hp pouch from bk... thx a lot... i like the gift n the thoughts u have... love u sis...

tml working again... i am used to the bz life tt i am leading now... i find it fruity... i noe a lot of u r complaining tt u didnt get to meet mi... i am sorry but i will try my best to meet u... juz let mi noe n i will schdeule out a dinner for u guys... for cheryl dun worry i will meet u on the 16/4 for dinner....

i had a lot of fun working in taka wit my supervisior elle n vess n the ppl ard mi... i got to noe grace who is my kaki for crapping n dinner on sundae.... haha there r a lot of fun things tt happen...
grace n i were talking abt a guy in taka tt he is very gd at sweet talking coz he keep talking to pretty gals...haha... a lot of inside jokes...

the little thoughts tt nana have n bought for mi... :D

when i am bored in the shop at kallang alone... :P

sending joanne off at the airport... (:

on marie birthday celebrations the grp photo.. :-)

recently a lot of things had happen n it realli make mi think a lot.... be it family or friends or love.... for family i dun find it a pt tt u got anything to show off.... ur grades arent tt gd... if u wanna sae gd then my classmates all r better then u... their gpa is more then 3.5..... dun bother to ask mi coz i will not tell to let u compare... no need to go ard telling ppl tt u got no money to go uni when ur grades r not gd enough to go... if u have the ability go n earn urself instead.... no need to go ard telling ppl tt u wan a pay tt pays u at least $1800 per mth then u r willing to work when the economy is so bad...

for tt friend i had enough of ur fake, show off n betraying n backstabbing... remember wat comes ard goes ard... wat u did to mi... next time ppl will do tt to u... n when u r in trouble or sad dun expect mi to help u n be there for u... coz u always hurt mi again n again... so i shld not be bother anymore...

i wanna thx to the ppl who give mi advise.... thx to irene tay, irene how, henry, roderick, zhi xin, winston, leslie n terrance.... thx to cheryl, nana, candy, alex, liyan, tracy, victor n song lengcoz i noe ur advise even though i dun need to ask.... thx vincent n a lot of ppl for ur concern.... thx for ur support n being there for mi.... :P

mi start to zilian while on my way hm coz i am bored... :)

wit angela... :)