these few dae like this... i don noe y... sometime happy... sometime sad... n the worse of all my double character is out again... i realli don wan to show it to anyone.... my the other character is out means nth gd will happen... i realli try my best not to show it... but in the end still fail... due to my mood swings... i muz realli control my mood well la... i muz control... if i lose control... something bad n wat i cant expect will happen... or the thing i fear the most will happen... i don wan n don wish... if i had scare anyone of u... then here i sae sorry... i don mean to... if i throw my temper at anyone... i am also sry.. i didnt mean..juz tt my mood realli sucks...
i realli need someone to confide to.... someone who can calm mi down... emotionally n my heart.... i am faking smile in front of mi nowadae... n i am realli tired of faking... i juz wan to be truthful to myself... i realli don wan to keep on pretending i am fine when i am not.... i don noe y i feel so hurt n tired suddenly... i don noe y i feel like running away from all this... perhaps i need a break ba... i need to go to a place where i can rest n no one can find mi...
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