feeling down

actually these few weeks havent been feeling happy at all... i don realli feel happy at all... i juz faking in front of u ppl.... till last nite i nearly broke down... i chat wit candy n fabian.... mostly wit fabian... he sae i am strong coz i can hide my feelings so well... i also admit tt i hide it very well... onli when i am alone i will reveal it out.... then todae went out wit fabian n candy.... i was feeling a bit better todae... sorry candy i was late again.... then after we went taka n ltr she left coz got something so left mi n fabian gg to study.... then while we were studying talk abit la.. i left early coz i wan to go home.... then left him alone... he sae thx mi for accompanying him... but it shld be mi instead coz he accompany mi n cheer up my mood... on the way home.. the train broke down for ard half an hr... then reach home ard 6 plus n rest... then watch tv... then on the phone wit may a while ago... then may sae wan to see my smiling face n cheerful look again n told mi to be strong n i will... JUZ GREAT THANKS TO CANDY N FABIAN N MAY... N THANKS RAYNER TOO... U NOE Y.... tt all for todae ba... gg to slp as i am tired le...