todae is my grandma 1 yr anniveray... so fast it been a yr since she pass away... but i am not gg coz my mum don wan mi to go... so next time go ba.... actually till now i don noe where her ashes is put coz i had nvr been to tt place before... i shld realli go one dae to pray to her when i am free... or else i will feel tt i am a realli bad granddaughter...i realli miss her a lot.... she is one of the best person who dote mi a lot n treat mi very nice.... she cares a lot for mi... whenever i need help she will be there to help mi as much as she could... she taught mi a lot of things....n i will nvr forget... but i had let her down coz i didnt do well for my studies.... till she die she still told mi to study n do well....


y i keep bumping into u recently where i go... n i have no courage to sae hi to u... we r juz like strangers... when i start to forget u or already forget u... u will appear.... maybe fate is making fun of mi ba.... u r the onli guy who knew mi the best n noe wat i am thinking... coz u r the one who walk into my heart.... i also walk into ur heart n noe a lot of things abt u.... still remember tt when i am feeling down or have probelms u r there for mi.... n when ur encouragements r there i will do extremely well for my papers.... till now no other guys could realli understand mi even they did also a bit onli... u brought mi a lot of happiness too.... now i wan to put u down n onli remember those wonderful memories onli.... tt is one of the happiest time in my life.... i realli spend abt 2 yts to slowly forget u... n now i am still doing it... but onli once a while will think of u... as long as u don appear... this is already the best for mi le....


do nth much recently expect studying at home... fri went to toa payoh to meet marcus... havent went there for a long time... like a yr le ba... after my grandma pass away i stopped gg there... then saw him in the train... then i went to shop in ntuc while waiting for marcus as he is late.... then saw my cousin n chat wit her for a while... went to meet marcus n we went to eat... after tt stay in the library for sometime as both of us r reading books.... i realli enjoy reading... i will onli read it in the library ba coz i will find it trouble to borrow a book n stay at home to read... so i think i will be gg to the library more often to read books... this will at least improve a bit on my el.... then tml meeting candy to go out... oh ya... i realised tt after my exams i will feel extremely tired n need a lot of slp to recover back my energy.... n i don noe wat happen... y i become like this also... tt all le... nth much to blog also.... gg to meet my friends soon.... n 17 more daes to my 18th birthdae......


I MISS MY GRANDMA..... I LOVE U TOO GRANDMA.... EVEN U R NOT WIT MI ANYMORE BUT U WILL STAY IN MY HEART FOREVER..... I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER U.... I BELIEVE UR JING SHEN IS ALWAYS WIT MI FOREVER....