sch is stress but i relax a lot... coz i keep on going out... mon went down to bugis to meet liyan for dinner... coz my watch spoil so i went down to bugis to buy 2 watches 1 handphone pouch 1 bear... then we head down to mac to meet victor n fred as fred sae got somethings to talk to us n after tt all of us headed home... tues went down to work n i cab home wit liyan coz it was very late le.... then wed suppose to go for work end up i meet weiboon at lot 1 for late lunch... we suppose to go sakae but it havent open yet so we ate pasta mania instead... it is realli fun n nice catching up wit him... we chat a lot... after tt headed home n meet tracy to slack at northpoint for a while... as usual we chat a lot... talk a lot... i am glad tt she feel comfortable wit mi as she feel tt she can pour out to mi... thx gals for ur trust... i agree wit u not to trust ppl easily but i always trust easily n end up getting hurt... to mi i may be a gd listener but i cant give gd advise... then todae class end early n went to shop wit my classmates pearlene marie janice eddy n darren.... been wit them always very fun n so much laughter.... we went ntuc n then eat mos burger....
someone declared to mi tt he wan to go after mi last nite... i am thinking of how to reject him... coz presently i dun wan to be in a relationship... i wan to focus on my studies as i cannot afford to fail anymore.... i dun wan it to affect my studies... my previous relationship affect my studies a lot.... so i dun wan it to happen again... another reason is i dun wan to get hurt again... i am realli afraid... the other reason is my sense tell mi i am not the one for u n u r not the one for mi.... i juz wan us to be friends ba....
for relationship wise i juz leave it to fate... let fate decide... when the feeling is rite i will meet tt special person... for now juz let mi enjoy my single life... i am enjoying my life now... meeting up wit my friends frequently n doing wat i wan.... i am still very confused abt my relationship stuff now but i juz leave it to fate let fate decide.... by tt time my heart will have the ans n i will juz follow my heart when the times come... time tell mi everything... so for now juz continue to enjoy life is the best...
wen xing complain tt i nvr talk to him when i was in office.... he sae tt i am shy... he sae when he wan to talk to mi i also disappear although he saw mi in office... not tt i dun wan to talk to u or disappear is i am juz too bz.... i juz promise u tt when i see u in my office i will talk to u n intro u my friends.... so dun complain liao.... ltr u dun find mi noisy jiu hao.... nvr u sae if i noisy u also dun mind so dun regret hor...
chris sae i have been ignoring or avoiding him when i see him in office.... in fact i am even though i lied to u tt i am not.... like i sae in the previous post u accuse mi... i am very angry n disappointed wit u... somemore whenever u r down or wat u always call mi n which time did i ignore u... not even one... no matter how tired i still stay up to listen to u.... even sometimes i was busy i also listen to u or when i cant get away i quickly finish my stuff n get back to u.... n u still accuse mi for finding u.... i am not the one tt find u is u r the one who find mi... in order not to be accuse again n let mi calm down i decided not to talk to u until i calm down... tt time u n ah boon so bad... call mi up n play on mi... i juz wan u to noe i can play n kid wit u anything but when it comes to relationship or friend i am very serious coz i treasure all my friends n my relationship a lot.... u r juz getting worse so i decided tt u r juz a hi bye friend after work... in office we r colleagues onli tt all... so dun ask mi y i dun tell u my stuff coz u betray mi once... so i will nvr trust u again... tt is so simple...
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