ranting post... :(

i had juz broken up n i dun feel like saeing anything... so please dun ask mi... thx koh for calling mi n had a chat wit mi juz now.... thx candy n yan for accompanying mi juz now.... i noe both of u wan to noe wat realli happen but i realli dun feel like saeing... i noe both of u r worried abt mi... but dun worry my friends i will be ok in a while... time is the key to everything.....

i am totally exhausted abt relationship.... be it love or friends.... especially love ba... i guess... recently too much things have happen... realli too much... i am on the edge on breaking down but i force myself to be strong... coz i have to be strong.... i noe no matter wat happen i have a lot of nice n true friends ard mi... i noe u all care for mi... but dun worry i will be fine in a while... i guess it is time to shut myself up from anymore relationship le.... i realli dun wan to be hurt anymore.... it pains mi a lot... weigh too much.... i need to be recover first.... for all the wounds i have..... it is getting deeper each time... realli deeper....

maybe happiness does not belong to mi at all.... maybe i dun deserve happiness at all afterall... all i guess is my fate ever since i was born.... i already knew wat my life is gg to be..... wat i will face le.... it is time to get everything sort out le... it is gg to be tough le.... haiz...