this week

nth much this week as i am on mc for 3 daes... for tues i overslept.. but wed i am realli sick n thurs i went back sch for some lessons due to checking of some stuff n back hm to rest for the last lesson since my mc is until thurs.... then rest at hm n fri nite went out to partyworld wit eddy n darren to celebrate janice marie n pearlene birthday... it was realli fun and we got very high... i guess all of us realli enjoy the nite... then the clusmy mi accidentally spill a cup of bubble tea... but overall it was fun.. we promised to go there again when we r free... haha.. i realli miss u guys a lot.. even though we r in sch but we dun get to see each other as often as we used to hang out together coz of the specialisation n some r doing fyp n attachemnt.. then sat went to meet zhiyong to pass him his present.... then after tt went out wit someone... but this person disppointed mi again n again... shall not sae wat happen here... after tt went to meet nana n we got crazy coz she cry n i laugh like nobody business.. ppl thought we r siao... then went to my friend place for a while n headed to meet candy... then reach hm ard 4 plus... n halfeway through i realised I FORGOT TO BRING MY KEYS OUT... end up call my mum to wake up n open the door... n slp almost the whole dae until juz now went to meet candy for dinner... as usual we chat a lot...

u might be wonder why i let u go last night... the answer is very simple... if ur heart is not there for mi... wat for.. if i make u stay it will make both of us miserable... so i choose to let go.... but i dun denied tt the things u do realli touched mi .... i am not the type of gal who dun let go... no pt to hold on to a person whose heart is not there... i can tell u straight i am very disappointed last nite tt y i choose to kept my mouth shut..
3 yrs ago i become emo n sad coz of u.. 3 yrs later it is happening again.. i hate myself for letting history to be repeating it again...
i am juz s simple gal who long to be loved n care by the person who i loved...

i havent do finish my assignments n projects... arh... i hate them man... it is like nvr ending.. it is dueing soon.. woa pang... fainting soon.. STRESS.. i wan a break soon..