some things r running through my mind again... haiz... i think of u again... but i noe clearly tt i shld give up.... if else i will be hurt deeper... i dun wan to get hurt n into trouble coz of u... so i choose to protect myself before i realli got very deep hurt...

i have a funny n close buddy...
i have noe him for abt 4 yrs plus le... he is a gd friend... realli indeed one... although he is a player.... but he noes clearly wat he is doing n he doesnt hurt innocent ppl.... he is a player but he onli play wit gals who r player... if a gal is not player he will not play wit her coz he doesnt wan to hurt the gal... but he doesnt get close to them either coz he doesnt wanna to hurt them... so they r juz normal friends la... to mi he is a very important friend... coz we r best friend... he share wit mi his stuff n i share wit him my stuff.. but most of the time i am a listener... we enjoy each other company as we always juz find a place to sit down n start to chat... he always tell mi a lot of stuff... wat he do n how he think... in all the aspects which realli make mi understand him... we do heart to heart talk... tt y we r best friend.... we trust each other n have very gd n mutual understanding... we understand each other very well n noe how each other thinks... i do noe a lot of private stuff abt him... coz he realli open up to mi... he realli trust mi a lot n tt y he tell... we call n sms each other frequently to update abt each other progress... he tell mi 1 thing tt is he is always there for mi n he nvr left mi at all... so whenever i am down or wat juz tell him n he will be there to listen... juz like wat i always do... we have accompany each other through the dark period of each other life... tt y our friendship foundation is strong n we r maintaining it so it is gg stronger as the days go... there r times tt he is realli tired n he still talk or sms to mi until he cant take it..... i realli appreciate this friendship... it is not easy for us to maintain such a strong foundation friendship when he is a player... n he is very protective towards mi... he will try his best to protect mi from getting hurt but end up each time i am hurt all over n make him worried for mi... sorry my friend... i wont make u very worried for mi again... i will be learn to protect myself well coz i got u to be there for mi... thx for lending mi ur shoulders to lean on... thx for being such a wonderful friend... (: