last nite didnt slp at all.... was out the whole nite doing my project.... after tuition went to meet my project mate n we start to do n chat.... until tis morning... n we were so tired.... we ask a lot of help from our friends.... then todae the lec noe it is not done by us... i am sorry that the data was lost... didnt mean it.... then went home at ard 3 plus n out of hse at 4 plus.... after tt rush to meet dear le... then was piss off by a lot of things todae... shall not sae here....





todae went to np to find my dear as he need to do somethings.... then he help mi out wit my cp.... after he finish helping mi he do his stuff until 8 plus.... then we went home... he send mi home.... then until my doorstep my little cousin talk to him.... she don wan to let him go.... she like this kor kor le.... then ask him to go home rest as last nite he didnt slp well...

I AM SO SORRY DEAR....

I AM REALLY SO SORRY TO MY DEAR.... I AM REALLY SORRY THAT I HAD HURT YOU LAST NIGHT.... I DIDNT MEANT TO.... I KNOW I SHOULDNT SAY THOSE THINGS TO YOU... AND I PROMISE YOU I WONT SAY IT ANYMORE..... I KNOW I HAD REALLY HURT YOU LAST NIGHT.... REALLY HURT YOU DEEP..... MY TEARS WAS ROLLING DOWN FROM MY EYES AS I SAYING IT TO YOU... I KNOW HOW HURT IT IS TO BE.... ALTHOUGH WE ARE TOGETHER FOR NOT LONG BUT OUR RELATIONSHIP FOR EACH OTHER IS VERY DEEP.... I KNOW YOU REALLY LOVE ME A LOT... I REALLY KNOW... I ALSO KNOW YOU REALLY SACRIFIC A LOT FOR ME... AND GIVE UP ON A LOT OF THINGS FOR ME.... LIKE YOU SAY YOU USE YOUR HEART TO UNDERSTAND ME... I ALSO USE MY HEART TO UNDERSTAND YOU.... THAT WHY OUR FEELING FOR EACH OTHER IS VERY DEEP.... JUST TO TELL YOU THAT I REALLY LOVE YOU.... I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO..... I WILL STAY BY YOUR SIDE FOREVER.... I PROMISE.... I WONT LEAVE YOU ANYMORE..... ANYTHING BOTH OF US WILL SOLVE AND FACE IT TOGETHER...

still cant slp so go online to blog... yest was quite a gd dae for mi.... went to ade hse n do my project... she help mi a lot.... thx... then after tt went to meet dear n slack at his hse for a while.... after tt he came to my hse todae to celebrate my ah ma birthdae.... he is gd at making the kids like him la.... can tell tt the kids like him a lot... haha... erm i guess overall it is not bad ba.... then we went to play pool wit my cousin la... then we head to northpoint to get some stuff.... after tt went to my grandma hse for a while n he went to do his stuff.... then ltr is my cousin wedding...

last fri got no comm skills class so didnt went sch.... if i went sch juz go for the one hr of e learning it is so tired... n i was so tired on thurs so fri slp late n went to work... after tt went to teach my new student... this one is not bad... like to sing n play.... then sat slack as usual at home... sun went to tam to wait for my dear for him to off work... then went to have dinner together.... while waiting for him do my shopping.... shop for a long time to find the heels i like.... i admit i am fussy when it come to scandals n heels.... coz i wan to wear comfortable ma if not my leg will suffer... then also bought 2 formal shirts both r white.... then went to have our dinner n headed home.... dear send mi home n help mi to carry my stuff... thx for him... on the way home was lying on his shoulders n this came to my mind tt whenever i need a shoulder he is there to give mi... ya during shopping A call mi.... he was feeling down.... sorry that i cant accompany u.... coz my dear is MORE IMPORTANT.... hope tt he is fine.... then mon gives tuition again.... this student i am giving tution is on monday, thursday and friday.... she is quite a nice gal... have a lot of fun wit her.... entertain mi a lot.... then tues skip cp coz too tired n overslept.... so i went for the lesson on analogues... after tt got personal development presentation.... it was ok la... wed after lesson went home n slp.... then yest after class straight away headed to give tuition... then todae was my com skills presentation.... it was not bad as the lec sae gd....





yest bf was sick... was so worry abt him... last nite didnt slp well... todae also worry.... but juz now call him le... he went to see a doc n take medicine n he is ok le... got a bit relieved....





yest was my friend from a company i work before... we became gd friends during tt time now back into contact again... wish her happi birthdae..... happi birthdae shirley.... wish u all ur dreams come true....





then tml is celebrating my ah ma birthdae... dear is coming.... haha... a lot of us r bringing our partner...

todae sucks

todae was not my day.... went to sch n halfway my slippers broke... faint... thx to my cp mate tt she help mi... nice to noe her.... chat wit her a lot n it let mi get to noe her more... we share some stuff... then my brain not working due to too much stress... until i feel very giddy n cannot study.... then didnt force myself anymore coz if i still force i will faint... feel so miserable during tt time n i told dear.... dear was worry abt mi n keep telling mi to rest more... so went home n rest straight after my exam.... todae got com skills exams... it was so tough... slp until juz now then wake up.... tired... now still tired but got a lot work undone.. gg to do my stuff le...

thanks for loving mi.....
thanks for letting mi know what is love.....
thanks for doting mi....
thanks for worrying about mi always....
thanks for caring for mi....
thanks for being there for mi.....
thanks for the things you done....
thanks for making mi smile....
thanks for cheering mi up......
i remember the promise that you gave mi....
i remember the promise i gave you...
i remember what we agreed and said....
i wont let you go...
thanks for the everything u do i really appreciate....
i love you dear.... really love you a lot.... my love for you getting deeper and deeper each day.... my misses for you will only increased..... i really miss you a lot....

now in sch doing cp... totally have no mood to do n sian lol.... so slack la... coz my lec had finish teaching so he let us use this time to do our project.... tml having my communication skills test.... tonite gg to chiong for my studies.... i wan to do well n it had got a lot to study... although is 5 topics but it got a lot of sub topics.... haiz....





yest nite didnt chat wit my dear dear coz he knock off le.... he slp from last nite till this morning.... i go n disturb him juz now...... wake him up coz i am bored... haha... although i am naughty la.... juz to let him noe tt i really MISS him a lot n i realli LOVE him a lot too... he is my EVERYTHING... HE IS MY ONLY ONE.... i havent seen him for a few daes le...




yest on the way home saw lai n crap wit her for a while.... we took the same bus back home... we were talking abt our class n our bf... she is so xin fu... so obvious it is all over her face.... gd for her... recently ppl surround mi started to get attached le... so happi tt they had found their xin fu.... for mi i have got mine.... shall stop here.....

yest was a bz n tiring dae for mi... but still fun la... went to do my stuff first then went to find my dear n have our rings carved.... when having ur rings carved we went to shop ard... after tt went to do my stuff again n dear accompany mi to take train.... then i went to do my stuff n dear went to do his stuff.... after i finish my stuff i went to meet meifang they all to celebrate sharon last dae.... sharon leave the comapny le then next week is ken... as usal we crap a lot.... we went k box... then after tt went to have our dinner at a very nice place... the food was good n the service too... n it is not very ex... then we went to help sunny to shop for clothes.... he wan to change his image.... so he bought a shirt n we teach him how to wear.... it was very fun to hang out wit them..... don noe next meeting is when le... even k box onli got mi sharon sunny meifang n her hubby it was fun.... then we talk abt regina.... then sunny keep saeing don push to him.... it is juz a joke la.... heard tt regina offended a lot of ppl.... i don realli like her.... coz she had offended mi a lot of time regard to work or personal.... she is the type tt don noe wat can sae n wat cannot sae....




this is to indicate to my dear..... dear 你说过的我们要一起分享我们的喜怒哀乐.... 不可以只是分享快乐..... but i am still happi when u told mi in the end... i don wan to have anymore next time of this case le....

todae went to meet up wit my dear sis fiona... it was a last min decision.... coz i was gg to erupt soon le.... i was so angry due to some things but i don wan to sae it here if wan to noe ask mi personally... as usual we crap a lot... she too stress by sch work le... she slim down coz too stress... she muz take care woa.... as usual we chat a lot.... then after went home after shopping at northpoint for a while as both of us r exhausted.... i love to hang out wit her.... she always brighter my dae.... she make mi laugh.... then on my way home in bus saw my junior christina... become chio le... tml is gg to be a tiring n bz dae for mi....




todae made my dear worry again... sorry dear... i didnt mean it... i was too bz working... coz got a lot of things to do n i onli manage to finish 1/4 onli... this mth is gg to be lots of work coz my boss sae one... then nvr sms or reply him.... dear was so worry until he call then i realise tt i had neglected him.... sorry dear...




I LOVE HANGING WIT MY DEAR N MY JIE MEIS... THEY ALWAYS MAKE MI SO HAPPI... CHANGE MY DAE....

todae went to celebrate my one mth wit my dear... we went to watch harry potter.... the show is onli ok ba but got a bit funny.... dear buy a pair of rings for mi n him todae... for our one mth he bought a pait of rings while i bought a pair of necklace.... after tt went for dinner n head back home.... as i request he to send mi home..... he send mi home till my doorstep.... coz he havent send mi home for sometime le... miss his company for sending mi back home... i noe he is very bz n tired la but he make the effort.... i realli appreciate it.... thx dear.....

todae was tired...

todae was a tiring dae for mi.... dear came to fetch mi after sch as he sae.... but he is late so meet him at mrt... then went to his hse to meet his mum... he already met my mum n dad le... all the comments abt my side to him r all gd... wonder how his mum feel abt mi.... then slack together at his hse... cannot always come my hse ma... haha... overall was not bad la...

erm... next week got math quiz... hai.... headache... todae my mum went to my cousin hse... kenna ask abt mi... they ask i got bf or not... my mum was so shock... she act blur coz she don noe how to ans... they when she went home she ask mi... haha... the other thing is my classmate all saw the photo of my bf le... all of them noe le... tt all ba... todae is another bz dae....

happi 1st mth

so fast one mth le... time seems to pass so fast for us... these daes make mi feel so blessed... let mi have the feeling of in love... he doted mi a lot.. make mi feel like a princess.... n a lot more....

todae went to meet crystal for lunch in sch.... so happi to see her again... as usual chat a lot la... she also become chio le... haha... these few daes nth much... was bz tt all... rushing for project n hw.... stress arh... but these few daes become happi woa.... smile a lot.... don noe y also... haha....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KOR KOR HENRY... WISH U ALL UR DREAMS COME TRUE N FIND UR PRINCESS SOON.... THEN MUZ TELL MI THE GOOD NEWS WOA... UR XIAO MEI HERE WAITING FOR UR WEDDING DINNER.... WHEN WILL GIVE MI.....

todae went for the wedding dinner of my neighbour... it was quite fun... the food was not bad.... then my family crack a lot of jokes... the one who is helping the couple all drunk.... overall is laughing n laughing.... i also drink a bit... tackle them a bit.... tt all la...







THIS IS TO INDICATE TO MY DEAR.... DEAR SORRY THAT I HAD NEGLECTED U THESE TWO DAES... I WAS BUZY.... SORRY TO TO MAKE U FEEL THAT WAY.... U R MY ONLI ONE FOR NOW N FOREVER.... I ONLI WAN U.... U MAKE MY LIFE SO COMPLETE WIT U.... U BRING MI BACK THE OLD CHEERFUL MI.... U R THE ONE WHO LET MI NOE TT IT IS SO WONDERFUL TO BE LOVED BY U.... U R THE ONE WHO MAKE MI SMILES.... U R THE ONE WHO SHOW MI LOTS N LOTS OF CARE N CONCERN.... U R THE ONE WHO IS THERE FOR MI WHEN I NEEDED U.... U R MY EVERYTHING.... U R THE ONE WHO SHOWER MI WIT LOTS N LOTS OF LOVE.... U R THE ONE WHO NOE MI THE BEST... SORRY THAT I HAD LET U THINK TT WAY.... PLEASE FORGIVE MI HAO MA.... I NOE TT U FEEL BAD COZ U THINK U HAD NOT DONE ENOUGH FOR MI N U DON HAVE THE TIME FOR MI.... BUT TO MI, I FEEL TT U HAVE DONE A LOT N DONE UR BEST.... U SPEND EVERY MOMENT TT U HAVE JUZ FOR MI.... NO MATTER HOW BZ, U STILL GIVE MI UR TIME... NO MATTER HOW TIRED U R, U STILL MAKE THE EFFORT TO CHAT N MEET UP WIT MI.... EVEN THE TIME IS VERY SHORT U STILL GIVE MI.... DEAR I REALLI APPRECIATE FOR WAT U HAVE DONE JUZ FOR MI.... U MAKE MI FEEL SO BLISSFUL.... I JUZ WAN TO TELL U THAT I LOVE U A LOT... MY LOVE FOR U GET DEEPER N DEEPER EACH DAE..... LIKE U SAE I HAVE BECAME PART OF UR LIFE.... U HAVE ALSO BECAME PART OF MY LIFE.... I WILL NVR LET U GO.... I LOVE U DEAR.....

these few daes gg to slp late due to projects n hw... i have less then 3 weeks to complete 4.... then also need to study n understand wat tt lec teach... so stress... then face gg to have more pimples again... arh.... sch was fine la... juz too much work onli...



then wed was out wit candy to shop for her stuff... her sch one.... went to orchard to check the prices... then she also plan wat to buy n how much she need to buy.... then after tt went to amk hub to eat mos n shop for a while then i go home as she was catching a movie wit her friend.... last nite didnt went for coffee wit candy n chin yong... too tired...



dear sae i have no smile nowadaes.... he thought something happen to mi... is no la... juz too stress onli.. sch start is like this... after a while i will change back.... don worry too much dear... i am fine... i will give u the cheerful n smiling mi back again.... todae went to cck to meet him for a while... he is too tired... not having enough sleep these few daes.... he was bz doing project n working... this weekend he is not gg to have enough rest also... he wanted to help mi out wit mine but i sae no... coz i noe he is too tired n bz le.... then he also wan to teach mi.... so rejected him... dear when i need i will tell u... sorry i rejected u coz i wan u to rest more.... thx for showing mi so much care n concern... thx for doting mi so much.... thx for making mi smile always... thx for loving mi... thx for all the things u did n wat u sae... i am realli touched n realli appreciate....



tml gg to ade hse to slack... havent seen her for a long time liao... so happi... wit ade i wont stop laughing one.... then meeting crystal next week for lunch in sch...todae jio her but she didnt bring her phone... so next week lol... tt all gg to rest le...

these few daes is gg to be bz n gg to have a lot of late nites... as i need to rush out my projects n hw... got a lot of things to do... then i was tired too.... at last i adjuz back liao... not in holi mood... is realli serious mood.... coz stress la..... i have ard 3 weeks or less to finish 4 projects... haiz...









dear sae i had no smile in my face le... face always black black one... no la is juz too much stress liao... don worry i am fine one... i will not stress myself too much... then will be much happi.... todae went to meet up wit him for a while... he is tired la... not having enough rest.... rushing for projects n working... dear muz take care woa...







was out wit candy on wed... accompany her go orchard to shop... then







lastly have been thinking a lot.... things happen too much also.... don wan to think le... juz let it be natural.... tt all...

todae went out wit dear to watch transformer... dear treated mi movie... the show not bad... it was a nice movie... todae we were so coincidence... wear the same colour of shirt.... then last sun went to meet dear n we took a few photos... got my photos liao.... wit him i will nvr fail to laugh... he sae tt i don laugh... is not i don laugh... i guess is lack of sleep plus stress tt y no smile.... but i will return back wit my smile one... yest start sch... sch was alrite... gg to be bz liao... got a lot of work plus project to do..... gg to die... will lack of slp... tt all gg to slp le.... ya... these weekend gg to ade hse... havent been to her hse for some time.. then can slack n crap together.... but crystal cant... she got to work....





yest was lai n eugene chan 19th birthdae... wish them all their dreams n wishes come true... then lai will not be sad anymore... haha... happi belated birthdae to them.....

todae didnt went for my chalet coz my parents don allow mi to go... so i didnt go.... then todae was not a bad dae... he came to my hse n my parents meet him... not bad la the overall feedback... then slack the dae wit him... chatted a lot....

todae screw up my pprs again... serious need to jia you... muz get all my doubts clear.... if not i will fail those modcule... so from this week onwards i am gg to study wit my friends... dear sae he is gg to find time to teach mi... hope he can find the time ba.... as for my dear friend candy who is sick please realli take care.... i havent seen dear for abt a week le ba... miss him a lot... he is so bz.... as for all my friends jia you woa.... tml gg for chalet....

yest screw up my math ppr... don noe how to do... my mind went blank... too stress le... muz jia you woa.... the rest of the ppr muz jia yo.... i wan to do well for my studies n everything... so i will push myself....

thurs nite was bbq... it was not bad... quite fun... enjoy myself a lot but nvr take photo... totally forget... haha... bbq got candy , chin yong, fernandes, rayner, wei woon, wan ting, james, felicia, suvit, tommy n mi.... not many ppl but we enjoy... then tommy mi n suvit stay overnight... chat a lot ba.. somethign did happen... then yest came back... slp all the way till todae morning.... todae morning went out wit my mum... after tt slack at home then go n give tution....

todae slack another dae.... suppose to meet him but he is tired so we cancel.... then he can rest at home... ltr gg to work... n i have taken up another student... thurs bbq.... looking so forward to it... n fri dinner wit crystal n ade... havent crap wit them for some time le... remember the last time was my crystal birthdae which was a few mths ago.... wit ade ard there will always be laughter... i am looking forward to thurs n fri...

haiz... 1 week past le... i havent start doing things... faint.... todae went to study wit alexa.... this week past so fast... it was fun.... feel so bless to be with him.... thx for her help.....

todae went to jk to eat wit helen lg regina sunny henry n li ying... wonder y i go eat wit them again... coz i went to see helen ma... then saw fangpeng ivan ah chua kim boon eddie talk a while wit them then also talk to andy too... then went back to crap wit them... after tt headed to give tution.... ok la... these few daes was not bad la... feel so bless coz of someone special... i think i had met him le.... also coz of my friends surrounded by mi.... they give mi support all the while... thx to everyone... my ex colleagues n jie meis.... the main reason is him... he always make mi laugh... make my dae so happy..... shld not sae here who is the him.... he noe it can le....

todae morning went to eat qq noodles wit henry, meifang, sunny, liyin n sharon..... it was fun... kenna shoot until quiet.... then after tt went to meet my friend tommy... then went to eat dinner n walk ard... after tt he send mi home... thx for sending mi home.....

todae went to play meet suvit to play pool..... then he introduce another friend to mi call tommy.... after tt went to chat.... then suvit left.... left mi n tommy n his god sister n their friends.... then not long we leave n i head hm.... todae quite fun as i laugh a lot... haha... but i miss my class bbq.... tt all... todae was quite a fun dae....

阿公逝世三周年

今天是我的阿公逝世三周年... 很快三年就这样过去了.... 虽然阿公过逝世了但是他永远活在我心 里... 他是一位很凶的老人但是他很疼我们.... 他很关心我们 大家.... 他是一位很慈祥的爷爷.... 我很想念他.....

我讨厌两头蛇的人.... 见人说人话, 见鬼说鬼话..... if u like to kpo n gossip so much.... then go away from mi... don nth to do find something to do.....




now here doing my personal development project.... these few daes although i having break but i am bz..... meet up wit ppl, working n doing hw... tml gg to get my pay le... so happi.... thinking of getting another student.... gg t do my work le....



crap a bit here... i realise tt henry is a very fun n cute kor... but he don like to reply to sms one... he is quite a nice guy.... ok shall stop here... sae more another time.....

yest went to see huang yida.... he is so handsome.... then todae slp the whole dae... the photos r here... upload here.... last sat at k box n shopping.....


mi n irene daughter

irene n mi

irene n mei fang

darren n irene

as usual i fail 2 out of 3 lab test.... one is analogues n the other is computer programming... analogues i have to study realhard for my theory... so i am gg to mug for my this theory in order to pass formy common test as this is combined... lab test + theory ppr..... then the computer programming have to based on my project n the next theory common test which fall during the school start as each contain 30%... my lab test of 20% is gone as i fail.... when my lec show mi the results i already noe..... then the other lab test i pass but it will combined wit my lab book... then it will combined again wit my theory ppr.... this theory ppr is hard.... as not many ppl will pass.... so muz mug hard.... after tml is 2 weeks of breaks... it is study break after tt it will be my theory ppr common test.... 3 pprs altogether- engineering maths, electical circuits n principles n lastly analogues... so these 2 weeks will be mugging n mugging... haiz.........

I HATE BEING ACCUSE

I HATE BEING ACCUSE FOR THE THINGS I DIDNT DO N WIT NO EVIDENCE.... SO KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT WHEN U DON NOE ANYTHING.... DON JUMP INTO ANY CONCLUSION WHEN U DON NOE A SINGLE THING... if u so free got nth to do go n work la.... don idle ard.... i noe u got nth to do at home so plz go n find things to do n don juz sit down n chat n accuse mi for nth when u don noe anythings.... my bills juz used more so wat need to be sae by u meh... n somemore sae mi wat..... 出去乱来..... u noe mi so much meh.... wat i do outside u noe is it... don sae mi until i am so indecent when i am not this type of ppl.... BILLS HIGH CAN SAE BY U ALLLIKE THIS MEH.... MY BILL IS JUZ AVERAGE OF WAT NORMAL PPL USAGE OK... n somemore I PAY FOR MY OWN BILLS.... I WORK TO PAY FOR MY BILLS.... NOT LIKE U ALL PAY FOR UR CHILDREN... u all noe wat ur children do outside ma... don noe rite then why u have the right to sae mi..... if u all don noe wat ur child do outside then jolly keep ur mouth shut.... when u noe wat ur child did outside then sae mi..... AT LEAST MY PARENTS NOE..... DON LET MI SCOLD BAD WORDS TO U... I NOE THIS IS NOT RESPECTING BUT PLEASE GET THE FACTS CLEAR FIRST..... IF NOT DON BLAME MI FOR BEING RUDE N NASTY TO U...

todae i don noe how to do my cp... gg to fail ..... i guess coz i also nvr finish.... haiz....

was out wit irene meifang n irene family.... not bad la... we went shopping but we don see wat we like so we went to sing k box... from 5 plus till 9 plus then darren came to join us... after tt went to yishun to eat... then went back home... but realli a lot of fun hanging wit them also chat a lot...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO CHENG GUAN

happi 19th birthdae to cheng guan... wish u all the best n good luck....

here r the photo tt r taken during the k box outing to celebrate meifang last dae... finally get le... upload le...


mi n brian

sunny n henry

sunny n meifang

sunny n mi

sunny slp

retake again

sunny stoping sharon

sharon bashing sunny

sharon n mi

sharon n brian

meifang hubby meifang regina doreen

mi n henry

mi n helen

mi n meifang

mi n doreen

henry n helen

grp photo

meifang n sunny

meifang n regina

meifang n henry

doreen n regina

cheers

brian n sunny

brian n meifang

last sat was not a very gd dae for mi... wake up in the afternoon to wait for the singnet person to check my network... then after tt went to collect stuff from the ppl i need to.... then went home after tt... got a scolding for nth... coz the person juz wan to vent out anger so i am tt unlucky person la... then got piss off... coz i had a tired dae... travel from yishun all the way to bedok then to boon lay then to take then back to yishun... was so tired as i lack of slp due to fri nite...





then yest went gym wit candy sawmy pri sch friend... in the same poli now as mi... bung into him some time but nvr talk to him until yest... funny lol... yest was not bad... spend the whole dae slacking....




then todae sucks meh... the first ppr i don noe how to do... is lab test for analogues... i saw the ppr already stun... coz i realli don understand la... but i will try my best to do these module coz i don wan to repeat.... so now onwards muz jia you... then todae make up lesson change to lab test... got shock... after the analogues i already a bit depress but i shall not let it affect mi... then do correctly... but the lec mistook mi for another person wit mistake cause mi to nervous... then in the end the last part of the qns all wrong... haiz.... feeling so depress n sad todae... thx sunny for his encouraging last nite n todae... then after the first test message brian n talk to him... then after tt talk to him again... thx for his console... thx for lending mi ur listening ears.... i feel better after talking to u... tt all ba...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE

HAPPI 18TH BIRTHDAE TO PEARLENE....
HAPPI 20TH BIRTHDAE TO WAN TING....
WISH THEM ALL THEIR WISHES COME TRUE N EXCEL IN THEIR STUDIES....

juz reach home not long ago... was out singing wit my ex-colleagues to celebrate mei fang last dae... todae got meifang, her hubby, sharon, helen, henry, regina, doreen, sunny, brian n lastly mi.... was so high... everyone had a lot of fun..... it is long time since all of us meet.... took lots of photos..... all wit mei fang... shld be uploading soon as long as i receive... haha.... gg to slp le... i am tired....

this is gg to be an emo post... have been feeling very emo these few daes... have been thinking a lot... things do change over time.. this one i agree... a lot of things have change... once things have change it is not gg to be able to change back to wat it is.... even it is able the feeling is so different.. then i hope tt i will be able to adjuz... even how flexible a person is... so many changes how can it be accept... but muz still learn... tt is life...




gg to meet them on fri again for k box... this fri is meifang last dae... celebrating for her... so happy for her... then it is gg to be fun again... yea... i miss them... realli... this time got a lot if ppl go... haha... counting down to fri...

now having my computer programming lesson... but here updating my blog... dont noe how to do... don realli understand... it shows tt my foundation is not strong... still very shaky.... muz brush up arh.... exams coming soon then everything still don understand... like half pail water... haiz... muz chiong le la.... if not like this wont make it.. ah lol... haizzzzzzzzzzz.............

toda was great

juz reach home not long ago... was out wit my ex-colleagues sharon meifang n regina... then they bring along 2 new friends to mi... sunny n brian.... sunny is the new guy in IT dep... then brian is also in IT too... joke a lot wit them... was so happi la even though all were not present as we had a lot of fun todae... meet them up for dinner and then went to the cafe call AI QING HAI at marina square there..... go there listen to songs... was quite a nice place la... ermmm... then also took pic wit them... ya forgot to took wit meifang... haiz... then shld see them again next week at ktv to celebrate meifang last dae... cya...

sharon n mi

brian n mi

regina n mi

sunny n mi

these few daes have been thinking a lot... got a lot of things on my mind.. i still thinking n sorting... i havent got all the solutions also... i guess as time pass i will get it ba... these few daes didnt manage to slp also... an average of 2 hrs to 4 hrs per dae.. like this how to survive... haiz... i amso tired...

then saw this photo taken before harry foo tut... eddy the joker....

the other one during lec hall...

todae i got emo again... i noe wat happen this time... is coz of him.... i noe i love him n i shldnt... i noe i love him n it is not easy to give him up but i believe i will do it... i noe i gone step wrong le n i shldnt go anymore.... no matter how hard i will give him up... noe it is impossible for us...






todae got math test n it is onli 2 qns...i didnt study... don realli understand... but i noe how to do... the 2nd qns saw wrongly.. shld be 3 dp but i give 3 sg... coz spend too much time thinking... next time muz faster up the time....







我开始失去自己, 失去我人生的方向.... 我不知道该怎么办.. 心里很乱... 我也不知道为什么会变成着样子.... 我感到很害怕.... 我已经开始不了解自己.... 不懂得自己... 我也不知道我要什么...

janice birthdae celebration

fri we went to celebrate janice birthdae wit her... we went to eat seoul garden and then went to play pool... it was quite fun.... then i was late when i go n do my laptop so eddy they all eat first... so gd tt they bbq the food for mi.. thx... then take a lot of pic n a video.... then went to play pool.... forgot how to play liao... coz long time nvr touch le... then zul n justin teach mi a bit la... but dee is the best... he guide n teach mi patiently... thxs... then we enjoy a lot.. after tt went cini for a while n we went home... pearlene hui qi n joseph u miss out the fun again... ya we bought her an addiass jacket... tt all... here r the pic she took...









janice n mi

yingying n janice

birthdae gal n marie

marie n janice again...

ken n janice

janice n michelle

janice n junjie

janice n zul

janice n eddy

janice n anthony

hoifai n janice

darren n janice

HAPPY MOTHER DAY

todae is mother dae... bought my mum a cake... hope she like it... thx my mum for wat she had done...

HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO JANICE, CHRISTINA AND FERNANDES

todae 3 of the people i noe birthdae. one is my new classmate janice she is turn 17 todae. the other one is my former sec sch junior christina she is also turn 17 todae. last is my friend fernandes turn 20. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THEM. WISH THEM ALL DO WELL IN THEIR STUDIES AND EVERYTHING THEY DO.

I FELL DOWN FROM THE STAIRS TODAE

todae i feel down from the stairs. on my way to lec. don noe wat happen. at first it was ok but now feeling pain. it is my bones. tml muz see doc. if not ltr will get worse old injury plus new injury can cause mi lots of pro. poor mi. first time nearly slip will walking at amk hub. went for lunch there todae. then feel from the stairs is the second time. third while walking on the stairs in the bus. nearly trip.




my mood is ok le. i getting over slowly. my mood is picking up although i am still lost. at least i am returning back to the happi mi. something is not rite when he call mi n ask mi the things it make mi feel so weird. tt y i sense something is wrong.but nvr i am sick for daes le. hae been losting my voice n coughing badly. tt all i gg to do my work le.

I AM LOST

i am lost.... i don noe where i am heading to... don noe wat i wan... n most importantly don noe wat i am doing..... i don noe wat is in my life.... juz live dae by dae.... i am changing also.... beginning to lose myself too... i don noe wat is happening to mi....

I NOE THIS IS GG TO OFFEND SOME PPL WHO READ IT.... IF U FEEL OFFENDED THEN SORRY HERE....




I HATE THOSE WHO ACT ACT N ONLI CARE ABT THEMSELVES ONLI... those ppl who don treat siblings like ppl.. treat their own siblings like dirt like this..... need them then treat them gd if not juz kick them away.... go outside act very gd to them but at home is different.... i hate this type of ppl..... when their siblings need help don help or juz help provided they r free n onli help a bit.... cant even spare some time to teach them.... rather go out wit friends..... very gd to friends but treat family very bad.... N ONLI CARE FOR THEMSELVES NVR N SPARE A THOUGHT FOR THEIR FAMILY ONE.... I HATE THIS TYPE OF PPL..... SRY IF I HAD OFFENDED ANYONE.......






I DON SAE AS IF I AM VERY GD BUT AT LEAST I TREAT MY FAMILY AS HUMAN NOT DIRT.... I DO THROW TEMPERS BUT AT LEAST I RESPECT MY FAMILY..... I NOE I AM NOT A VERY GD PERSON BUT AT LEAST I NOE HOW TO TREAT MY FAMILY.... THE MINMUM GIVE THEM RESPECT.....






SRY IF I HAD OFFENDED ANYONE ABT THIS.... I APOLOGISE HERE... SORRY.....

todae no lec as the lec is on mc... so gd... actually todae got 1 lesson but i skip it... it is E learning... go there also no use coz go there use com to chat... then find it no point to go so skip it.... then wake up at 11 plus... slack at home... in afternoon went to meet rayner... we went to chat la.... talk abt sch life lol.... then we went sim lim square as he need to get a portable hard disc as he need it.... i went to look ard as i am thinking to get one also.... then after tt went to buy a pair of slippers... went home after tt....




most of my slippers all are strip r broken onli left wit one pair left... gg to buy a few more pairs.... i am looking a a pair of heels n a few pairs of slippers... one pair is charles n keith one gg to get it... the rest is still seeing... havent sae the one tt i like.....





n wed my slippers strip broke on my way home so went home limping..... i also skip the lec on wed since this is the last 2 lessons.....this is the third time tt my slippers strip broke...... first time was on my way home n some1 step on it tt y spoil...... second time is during the last 2nd dae of work broke suddenly... third is this.... n my favourite heels strips also broke too... tt y now looking for a pair of heels....




a lot of work n pro havent start yet..... haiz....... don noe wat to do...





i am still very emo.... my mood is still not very gd.... still very moody..... muz get better soon... return to the happi mi... i am still very sad n trying my best to cover it up.... i guess wat i realli need is a lot of time.... rayner sae my life is full of challenges n it is true..... i always face alot of challenges.... nw i am facing a few rite now... trying to overcome it n get over.... after each challenge i will get stronger n stronger.... i also don noe y my life have so many challenges..... it seems tt this is part if my life.... my challenges are nvr ending.... i realli hope it can end but it wont as it is part of my life... from students to working life n back to student..... also had a lot of setsbacks.... but i believe i will overcome it... coz i am a very cheerful n positive person.... n happi go lucky also..... although i very blur n forgetful la..... MOODY N EMO....

todae went to watch spiderman 3 wit my classamates marie janice eddy zul darren ken anthony n nya oo..... it was a ok show but it is too long... kinda of more romance then action... it is quite touching la.... janice cried n marie nearly cry too.... then went to eat after tt... then shop for a while lol... bought things again... bought 2 shirts n a watch n 2 pair of ear rings..... then also bought fer present... n todae i am late again cause the whole grp to wait for mi realli SORRY coz something crop out.... tt all for todae ba....





then these few daes still the same... not getting any better... still very moody n it is getting obvious n more obvious.... hope tt i can get over it soon.... realli hope there is someone by my side.....

todae went out to meet up wit kat... ask her for help on my maths... she is forever so helpful towards mi... always help mi in studies when i approach her.... thanks a lot gal.. i realli appreciate...




todae is a bit better le..... then fri got candy n chin yong accompany.... aga aga got sort out a bit la.... mi gg to be bz soon...got to jaggle between work n studies..... next week got 2 interview...






N ONE LAST THING TODAE IS MY DAD BIRTHDAE... my mum give him a treat then i gg to buy present for him... havent buy... gg to buy next week...

PLEASE LEAVE MI ALONE

this is a realli gg to be a very emo post.... i realli need to be alone this time.... coz i am sad n confused n fan now.... i realli need to think of wat i wan n wat i need.... i don noe wat i am doing also... muz really sort out my thinking... some things need to face one muz face cannot avoid.... no point avoiding.... i will face up wat i need to face.... i may look strong n cheerful but actually i am not.... i juz don wan to show it... i hope tt i will be strong... n i believe i will be strong... wit u guys by my side.... i noe some of u can tell.... so thx for u all concern....

this is a summary of wat i did.... every dae slack a lot.. then beside sch is home.... last thurs went town wit marie eddy n zul... went home early as i was tired.... so didnt realli shop la.. then sat n sun stay at home n slack... last nite start to do my sch stuff.... then slp late... todae went for a movie wit fer n candy... while waiting for candy we chat a lot... sch life is fun but very bz... got a lot of stuff coming n project.. gg to be bz soon..... tt all le... gg to slp soon...

SCHOOL LIFE IS FUN

mon start sch le... got a lot of lectures n tutorials... also got worshop n labs.... ok ba.... sch life was fun n busy.... starting to get projects le.... everydae meet up wit my classamtes n go sch tog.... my classmates were so fun n nice.... every dae is full of laughter.... n todae is one of my classmate birthdae.... we bought him a cake.... n he kenna sabo.... poor things.... birthdae is like this one.... now nobody wan to tell when is each one birthdae coz afraid of kenna.... haha.... HAPPI BITHDAE ZUL.... HOPE U ENJOY N LIKE IT... everydae of my sch life is full of laughter n fun... so enjoy of my sch life but is tired lol.... tt is all ba.... shall update when i am free.....

havent been ale to update for a long time... my network is having problems.... now ok le... these 2 weesk have been slp n slp like a pig.... i am bored....





WORK ENDED ON MAR.... THEN WAS MISSING THEM A LOT... HAD A LOT OF FUN WIT THEM N THEY TAUGHT MI A LOT OF THINGS ESPECIALLY HELEN N MEIFANG WHO GUIDE MI ALONG... AH CHUA ALSO HELP MI A LOT... N THOSE PLE... THANKS.... THEN THURS N FRI WAS FAREWELL LUNCH BY THEM.. THURS WAS AT CRYSTAL JADE BY HELEN LG MEIFANG SHARON AH CHUA LAWERENCE REGINA N 3 PLE IVAN FANGPENG KL NGO N HENRY.... THANKS TO THEM... N FRI WAS BY ANOTHER PLE HH YEO.... THEN WE LOBANG HOWARD CAR TO JP... ON THE WAY TO JP N BACK TO COMPANY HAD A LOT OF FUN WIT THEM... HOWARD WAS WIT MENG HWEE N RONNIE KONG... THESE GUYS R REALLI FUNNY... THEN LAST DAE ALSO TOOK A LOT OF PIC... REALLI MISS THEM... N YA DORAIRA BOUGHT PIZZA HUT FOR MI TOO ON FRI... THANKS FOR ALL UR THOUGHTFULNESS... I WILL REMEMBER... I REALLI MISS MY WORKING DAE... IT WAS SO FUN N A LOT OF LAUGHTER.... THAT ALL.. IT HAD ENDED BUT WE R STILL FRIENDS EVEN WE R NOT COLLEAGUES ANYMORE....


then a few daes ago went for my orientation... noe my classmates la... not bad ba... then tt all.... we r meeting up on mon to go sch together... tt all...



recently had been sorting out my thinking.. i already noe wat to do le... i had choosen my path.... hope i don regret... tt all.. gg to slp le...

i am not happy at all

don noe y... i seem to screw up some things again... so as usual i am very quiet... very emo also.... plan to sort out everything but still didnt manage.... leave it ba... tml shall be out for a movie wit fiona... then todae bought a lot of things... next week is gg to be bz le.... coz got a lot things.... shall see how ba.. then keep on got teasing n sae by someone... so notice mi... sae i wear until so short n revealing.... n sae this n sae tt..... don even wan to sae anything... she wan to sae let her sae... it is her mouth.... shld not bother....




my mind is fill up by a lot of things.... but still got ppl understand mi can le.... have someone to chat... so glad... then a lot of ppl also emo also.... don noe y..... recently is doing a lot of things.....



i admit tt i realli fell for him... a person i shldnt.... getting emo over him.... he is making my life upside down..... realli wan him to be by my side.... but noe he wont... so don noe how... i don noe how to talk to u.... coz i noe i will give myself away... so i choose to keep quiet.... don noe how to deal... shall leave it to fate ba.... let fate decide.... so shall end here......

these week had been ok ba.... not realli happi..... don noe y also.... it is a bz week... was sick on wed... on high fever since tues nite... so mc on wed.... ya... i gg to nyp.... then was out last nite wit my dear friends crystal n ade to celebrate her birthdae... hey gal sorry didnt get u any thing.... as usual we crap alot la... was realli happi and fun last nite... then saw kat yest while i was on my way to give tutionin the morning.... n everyone is so bz wit their things... so long nvr meet a lot of friends le...




then had been doing a lot of thinkings recently.... wanting to sort out but in the end didnt manage.... don noe y also... but i realli need to sort out..... also don noe wat am i doing also... gettig involved wit a lot of stupid things tt i also don noe y i shld involve in.... realli need a lot of time to sort out ba as it is still very messy.... my life also in a mess.... shall stop here....

these few had been pretty bz.... but was still ok.... this week also had a lot of fun.... tues nite went to party world to celebrate helen birthdae... took a lot of pic... was darm fun n i got teased too... also got the nickname small irene.... then wed helen treat us lunch at crystal jade.... it cost a lot.... so thanks to helen for giving us a treat.... thurs was my boss.... had dinner wit someone.... ( this one is a secret....) then went out todae wit my dear fiona... as usual we crap alot.... tt all ba.... cant upoad the photo... don noe y... another time ba...





GOT EMO AGAIN... DUE TO MANY REASON.... N PPL PLEASE STOP HURTING MI CAN.... PLZ.... DON WISH TO SAE... IF WAN TO NOE ASK MI I WILL TELL U.....










i am tired... havent been able to rest enough... will slp early todae...

update a bit ba.... mon nite play manjiong... tues n wed nite play cards.... then mon nite went to drink a bit... this time went highlanders.... then wed went to work.... thurs on mc.... todae also work... wed onli have ard 10 ppl woking including... then todae got a bit more.... these few daes office was so quiet... not very used...





I REALLY FELL FOR HIM THIS TIME.... THESE FEW DAES DIDNT SEE HIM..... I REALLY MISS HIM.... REALLY WAN TO SEE HIM... FALL INTO A TRAP TT IS NOT POSSIBLE AGAIN.... HAIZ....






tml gg to ng n neo hse... maybe gg for a drink after tt.... then sun gg to mrs chong n mdm tan hse.... then gg to spend my weekend rotting n resting..... i am very tired... not enough slp....

I HATE MY SKIN... IT IS ITCHY AGAIN... FROM YEST TILL NOW... NOT GETTING BETTER.... APPLY THE CREAM.... TRY A LOT OF METHODS STILL THE SAME.... DON NOW WAT TO DO.... IT JUZ WONT STOP... N I REALLY STRETCHED UNTIL IT IS WOUND LE.... CANNOT STRETCHED ANYMORE... HOW TO GO OUT LIKE THIS WHEN IT IS NOT GETTING BETTER.... I DON NOE WAT HAPPEN TO MY SKIN RECENTLY... KEEP ON LIKE THIS.... I ALWAYS EAT UNTIL PLAIN LE.... STILL LIKE THIS... I THINK BETTER GO TO SEE A SKIN DOC... SEE WAT HAPPEN .... Y LIKE THIS... KEEP ON INJECTIONS IS NOT A SOLUTION N IT SEEMS NOT TO TAKE EFFECT ANYMORE....




DO ANYONE NOE ANY MEHTOD TO STOP ITCHYNESS... IF GOT PLEASE TELL MI.....

yest went back to sch for new year... have a chat wit mr neo mrs goh mr gan mdn ho mr yong n mrs chong... mrs chong went back for new year... then rush back to work... manage to reach on time but i spend ard 20 plus on cab fare... then end work at 2pm... waste of mt cab fare... my boss send mi to mrt... n during the hrs there was chatting wit janice.... have a pleasent chat wit her.... then went home to slack a while before meeting wit candy... ya.. MDM HO GIVE MI THE FIRST ANGBAO.... she past to candy then ask her to pass to mi... then went shopping wit candy on bugis n bishan... on thurs we went novena... saw a very nice pair of heels n aim to buy it... then todae stay at home anlack the whole dae.... afternoon ear reunion lunch at my grandma hse... then at nite at mi hse... todae mum did all the cooking....




ARD MORE HALF AN HR TO CHINESE NEW YEAR.... COUNTING DOWN...

todae is totally a bad dae until at nite it change.... actually it is not bad until i give someone the valentine dae present then it spoil totally.... juz for a friend onli.... don wan to sae anymore... getting angry if i sae it... WAN TO NOE COME N ASK MI..... DON FEEL LIKE TYPING OUT....
at nite meet up wit ade n kat to eat... also bought fiona present... n ya TODAE IS FIONA BIRTHDAE... pass her her present le.... todae food was not bad... mi n ade treat kat as this is birthdae present for her since we didnt get anything for her.... yest was on mc... actually was sick for the past few dae... muz take gd care of myself le.... gg to rest le.. have a tired dae...

SO HAPPY

I AM SO HAPPY NOW..... I PASS MY O LEVEL BUT I AM NOT SATISFIED WIT MY RESULTS... XIE XIE NI MEN DE ZHU FU.... THANKS FOR ALL THE PPL WHO CARE N CONCERN ABT MI... I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF U ALL.... I WILL REMEMBER.....


recently have been feeling very stress n nervous... but now over le... then work load is still a lot... still thinking wan to take leave on mon or not.... see how it go ba....


he is back on mon le... can see him le.... erm... so happy.... nth to write ba... tt all...

SO HAPPY

I AM SO HAPPY NOW..... I PASS MY O LEVEL BUT I AM NOT SATISFIED WIT MY RESULTS... XIE XIE NI MEN DE ZHU FU.... THANKS FOR ALL THE PPL WHO CARE N CONCERN ABT MI... I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF U ALL.... I WILL REMEMBER.....


recently have been feeling very stress n nervous... but now over le... then work load is still a lot... still thinking wan to take leave on mon or not.... see how it go ba....


he is back on mon le... can see him le.... erm... so happy.... nth to write ba... tt all...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO KAT

todae is one of my best friend birthdae... she is kat.... have noe her since sec one... she is a very nice n great friend... so wish u get wat she wan n wat seh wish n most important stay happy....

have been very bz lately... this week got a lot of work load n my work i havent finish... n i am realli VERY TIRED... so don piss mi or else don blame mi for throwing my temper at u... went to gym todae wit candy... had a great workout... and also very tired havent exercise for so long le... shall make it an effort to go at least once a week... realli muz start to have a balabce diet n exercise... i gg to slim down by exercising... as i am getting fat le... n ya my appetite drop le... nowadaes i don eat much le... i cut down by half of wat i eat usually.... recently i havent been thinking a lot n sorting my mind le... i have sort out my things le...


yest was chong last dae.... so was kinda getting emo... cant bear him to leave but i still wish him all the best.... he had work there around 10 yrs le... he is a very funny guy... always make mi laugh... then sharon also last dae but she is coming back 2 weeks ltr... they hired her le...




I HAVE REALISED A LOT OF THINGS... CAN BECOME COLLEAGUES OR FRIENDS IS YUAN FEN... SO TREASURE THE TIMES U HAVE TOGETHER... LEARN TO TREASURE THE PPL AROUND U BEFORE U LOSE THEM... DON REGRET OR SAD WHEN THEY LEAVE... N DON TAKE THING FOR GRANTED... MUZ PROVE N NOT JUZ BY SAE... SAE EVERYONE ALSO NOE... PROVE IT WIT ACTION.... AND PPL MUZ ALSO LEARN HOW TO FORGIVE N FORGET.... I NOE IT IS HARD TO DO BUT MUZ STILL TRY...





RECENTLY A LOT OF THINGS HAPPEN... NOW I NOE WHO REALLI CARE FOR MI N BE THERE FOR MI.... THX FOR THOSE ARE WIT MI ALL ALONG...

i am so exhausted n tired... this week had been working n there r a lot of workload to be done.... went to meet ade on tues nite n her mum treat mi dinner... thx to her mum after tt went to her hse n slack for a while then went home... borrow a book from her to read... then sat n sun went out... yest went out wit fiona for nafa open hse... it was not bad... this yr i didnt went for poli open hse... too tired n bz working... then after tt we went to teenage cafe n eat then went shopping... then todae also meet fiona... as we plan to shop orchard todae.... then bought a jumper n jeans todae... yest bought a shirt n bag n boots n ear rings... then yest n todae fiona also buy some clothes too... she also bought a jumper as both of us had been looking for a long time... then last week also bought a lot of clothes... now broke le... i finish shopping for my new years clothes le now onli left wit a necklace n braclet.... ya when we went to into one of ths shop far east and we were trying out on the hair condition as she apply to my hair... she was so envy of my hair as she sae it out tt my hair is so soft.... n tt remind mi of of how long i havent been taking care of my hair... tt all for todae... gg to slp le....

i am BAD

i am getting bad... my playful character is out again... i make ppl jealous.... at first is not purposely de but someone make mi not happy... tt y now is purposely... now working seems to get fun n be careful... fun is realli a lot of laughter.... then careful is to be careful wit those 2 face ppl n those who love to sabo ppl one... i am also be careful wit my words.. they noe tt...

tml gg out to shop for clothes... gg to buy clothes... havent go shopping for a long time le.... always bz wit working...

i still no voice... n my throat is still very pain... so i don realli speak.... haiz...



recently had been thinking a lot of things... n it is in my mind....got a lots things still unsure... i am still finding out.... n i am also finding out wat is happening to mi nowadaes.... nowadaes i seems not the usual mi...

SICK N SICK......

these few was sick.... fri didnt went to work took mc.... i don noe wat happen i seems to get worse instead of better.... past few daes have diarrooa n headache... now still taking medicine le... a bit better le... but now i keep coughing n my throat hurts a lot... think eat too much oily n spicy food... since last nite when i had running rose i keep coughing... my running nose recover le but my throat n my cough didnt... till now still coughing.. then now my skin is recovering.... i finally noe wat happen to my skin... it is sensitive to weather n if i am in a very cold or hot place my skin will allergy n dusty place too... these few daes went home straight after work n spend my weekend at home to an xin yang bing.... tml still need to work... i realli hope tt i will recover soon... muz take good care of myself.... gg to slp le....

shall do a bit of blogging todae... past few daes was alright.... then yest our boss treat us cakes... then yest breakfast have mac.... havent eat mac breakfast for a long time... then todae lunch went out eat... get to noe more things n more stuff.... work load was alright as i manage to finish.... n my com keep on hanging.... don noe wat happen.... n ya finally my hair is long again.... don noe wat happen y get so emo nowadaes... but there r still a lot of laughter la.... tt all le... gg to slp... shall update more ltr....

SO PISS OFF N MOODY

I AM SO PISSED OFF TODAE BY A LOT OF STUFFS BUT I DON REALLI WAN TO SAE OUT ALL... SO PLEASE LEAVE MI ALONE... ALL I NEED IS TIME TO CALM DOWN... SORRY TO MY FRIENDS COZ I CANCEL OUT ALL THE DATES TODAE... NOT PURPOSELY I JUZ DON WAN TO AFFECT U ALL COZ OF MI....





i hate this person... EDMUND TEO.... a proud n arrogant n hao se guy... he don realli help ppl in the same department as him.... he onli help his sub n some others onli... the rest he heck care.... n things don get it clear also any how sae.... i dare to write means i dare to let him noe.... i don like him means i don like him but doesnt mean i hate him.... i wont sae things tt please him.... this is my character... i don like a person so i wont force myself to please tt person... as long as i got do my things can le ma... y bother so much.... like i didnt do my things like this.... i did do my things.... then cause my sup to be unhappi coz of this... i am realli sorry to u helen as i don mean it.... i noe u r very gd to mi... as long as my conscience is clear will do.... he is darm f***.... see chio bu eyes wan to drop out like tt... like nvr see before.... by the way he is also not handsome.... like to sae ppl.... still got many more... but don wish to sae it out.... n thx mei fang for ur concern...





the other one is personal stuff.... shall not sae it here.... those who noe mi knew it as i got tell u... these 2 daes i am realli unhappi.... it is all written on my face.... i realli feel so moody tt y i get piss off easily... as u all can saw tt i didnt smile.... i also didnt talk much.... i try to smile yest while out wit candy n fernandes.... i do la but after a while i turn bad into bad mood again... anyways thx for all the concern u all give.... shall not sae anymore or esle when u all read will get moody.... i will get over soon... all i need is to calm down.... then i will be fine....





gg to see another doc soon.... my skin is not getting better.... already had the injection n taken the antibodies le.... still the same.... there r more syptoms r getting more.... tt all ba for now... shall not gg to sae more...

erm... life had been not too gd for mi these few daes... n ya went to doc todae wit fiona company... took half dae leave.... then doc sae muz kenna injection or else i will not fully recovered so had one n took medicine home n doc sae at least 5 dae muz take med... ok la... n doc sae i have sensitive skin.... so muz take care.... as for allerty to wat shall not sae here... so no seafood n chilli for mi for this period in order for my skin to recover.... catch up a lot wit her todae... it was so fun.... things happen n it was so funny... so happi todae... then juz now chat wit crystal todae... also talk a lot.... tt all ba... nth much... juz another fruitful dae wit my friend... shall meet up wit ronald as havent seen him for a long time liao.... then we shall crap.... erm... tt all ba.. shall slowly meet up wit my friends... especially wit ade n crystal... juz now were talking abt when shld meet up...tt all ba... gg to slp soon... tml working... then my com n phone siao le... cant load pic into com... shall repair one dae.... gg to my dream land soon...

yest went out n had a lot of fun.... meet up wit candy n rayner to go out countdown.... then we went to a pub n drink.... then after tt meet rayner friend fernandes n we go countown at boat quay... then we went to candy bar to drink... then after tt went to walk ard n slack n cinelesiure as rayner n fernandes ply x box... then mi n candy crap a lot... then went to starbucks n slack... then mi n candy n fernandes chatn crap a lot n rayner was slp.... then we went to take train home.... reach home ard 7 plus... n i noe a new friend... nice meeting u fernandes... n ya something happen at the candy pub yest... onli mi n candy noe wat happen as we tok abt it.... shall not sae it here... wan come n ask mi..... n ya saw lucify last nite... some of the members n he was so handsome.... i onli saw them on tv.... now saw them face to face.... n ya i saw angela too... she was ard boat quay tt area wit her friends to count down.. she become so pretty le... tt all ba....




i forgot tt i have sensitive skin.... i am allergy to dirt n dust... now my body had a lot of red patches... coz yest went to the toilets there r all very dirty.... n due to my workplace the aircon is not gd.... muz take care of myself.... now getting better le....




new year le... mean a new begginning... got a lot things to complete n wishes..... muz finish my target for the yr 2007 tt i set.... i wan to be stronger.... be more cheerful n stay happi always.... jia you jane....




erm... reflect wat happen in 2006.... nth much as i was bz working... n retaking o level... n also slack a new.... got to noe more friends.... then also noe who r my true friends.... got a lot of things happens.... good n bad... shall not sae anymore since it has pass... gd memories will be kept in my heart n bad memories shall take it as a lesson learnt....