sick

thurs was a nice catch up wit weiliang.... thx for treating mi foods n drinks everytime when we meet up.... it is the thoughts tt count although everytime u sae nvr... it was a very gd catch up indeed... talk a lot wit him.. we chatted for abt 2 hrs plus before we headed hm... then fri was sick coz of food posioning... still dunnoe which food did i ate wrong.... was very sick n dad brought mi to doc during the afternoon.... then cancel all my outings wit friends n tuition for my students as i was too sick n weak.... sorry alex loke n victor... have been slp since fri due to the medication..... then todae went for tuition n back hm... thx victor for sms to ask whether i am feeling better or not.... thx candy for asking too....

i am still sick n not feeling well after taking the medicine.... my throat is feeling pain after taking the medicine too.... i drink lots of honey water but it is onli temporaily.... shall see another doc soon if i still dun recover.... ya i took the wrong medicine yest morning... n i onli realised at nite tt i took the wrong tablets.... i think no one will be as blur as mi to take the wrong medicine... off to slp le as i am tired....

bz n bz

last week was a slacking week... last wed went out wit pearlene for a while... went walking ard at bugis... we also have a gd catch up.... then after tt was tuition... things hasnt been well for my student.... haiz... headache.... then sat went for liyan 21st birthday n had a gd catch up wit her n candy.... talk until 11pm.. gals talk again... :)

this week was a bz week too... mon went out to have dinner wit ade n meifang to celebrate ade brithday... it was her 21st birthday... brought then had a gd catch up wit them... i love talking to them... thx ade gave for the treat... then yest went out to meet chris wit alex loke.... had a chat wit chris.... coz he is gg to army later.... haha... all the best my friend... as usual full of craps n jokes..... he sae meet up soon again... haha... we shall see coz 3 of us r very bz... then after tt went to meet nana.... we went jurong pt.... another gal talk session.... then todae also meet her up last min at amk hub.... n i went wrong place... she sae meet at yishun but i blur blur heard it at amk... so end up she went amk to look for mi... tml gonna meet weiliang for coffee again... then fri is alex loke.... sat i meeting victor.... sun will be resting at hm....

my dad told mi on sat tt he is leaving for kl for a holiday trip on sun n will be back on tues.... he bought some tibits for us n cute pencils for mi...

i cook dinner for my mum on mon... coz she dun wanna eat out so i went to market n buy.... she was surprised as she always thought tt i cant cook... but not tt i cant cook.... is i am lazy to cook....

off to slp le... gg to update again tml...

exam over... happi.... holi is here...

mao 21st at downtown... us... the sec sch peeps...
1st pic...

us took this first while waiting for Mao

wit the birthday boy but too dark..

it was a bz weekend... sat was my cousin birthday.. the cake was nice n yummy.. best of all not so creamy but exp... haha... then sun was a bz dae to pray also... for the seventh mth.. todae had the test n wat come out was so different... no tips at all.. all the qns is totally different... manage to do but..

tml last ppr n holi here i come....

n A HAPPY TEACHER DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS....

then after tt is Mao 21st birthday at downtown...

ppl r slowly getting over the fact tt my friend had pass away... she is in a better place now... rest in peace...

nth much happen for the past 3 weeks as i have been bz wit sch reports n projects n exams....
on 10 aug was my ah ma birthday... has a small celebration in her hse.... nth much expect eating n the usual manjiong session.... haha not bad i still won some money in the end...
the following dae was sem pro ppt...
then thurs went to meet zhiming at my hse downstair for a while n chatted quite a bit... as usual he keep on shooting mi...
then 15 aug sun went for mao shen 21st birthday celebrations... it was fun as usual a gathering wit lots of catch up n chatting...
the last mon went to meet weiliang for a good catch up... chat a lot too.... talk from work to relationship... jia you my friend...
yest went to meet candy n we went to eat bakerzin n chat a lot... it was a wonderful dinner...
nth much for these few daes as it was exam.... 3 pprs down.. left 2 more... jia you....

quite a lot of things had happen during these 3 weeks... but i have sort it out le... some things r not meant to be sae.... i am juz waiting to see the truth as time will tell as time pass...

teacher dae is coming...
liyan 21st next sat...
ade one soon too...

life is so unpredictable

life is so unpredictable... u will nvr noe wat is gg to be happen... todae got a shocking news from my friend chris.. he told mi one of our friend had commit suicide with her boyfriend and pass away.... it is so sudden... no one actually noes wat happen... everyone is shock... i told jolyn, bernard, fred, joanne, cheryl and liyan... all of us r feeling upset... it is all over the news...

i dunnoe y after the news i cant calm down... i cant... i wanted to go n see her for the last time... she is a nice gal... a cheerful gal... rest in peace my friend clara...

on mc todae again due to migrain.... since last thurs i have been suffering from it.... have been on medication.... but todae i ran out or medication so went to the doc.. n the doc is so kind tt he gave mi 60 tablets.... he told mi if the medication is too strong n i cant go sch tml go find him for another mc... he is cute isnt it...

戴爱玲 - 沸腾
作词：武雄 / 作曲：薛忠铭 / 编曲：薛忠铭
不要急着 向我索吻
不要这样 紧迫盯人
请你缓一缓 等一等
滚烫的爱情 会留下伤痕
不要露出 那种眼神
不要变得 如此冰冷
让我想一想 问一问
怎样的拥抱 才叫做永恒
爱与恨 找不到恒温
热与冷 全都让我沸腾
一场梦还在心里翻滚
你却装作不承认 故意不承认
像个不曾认识的人
忽远忽近忽热忽冷
爱与恨 我一样认真
热与冷 碰了心都会疼
两个人何苦争强斗狠
你看夜已那麽深 梦已那麽深
我也身不由己 爱你爱你爱你
我爱到沸腾 爱到沸腾
我爱到沸腾
我爱到沸腾 爱到沸腾 我痛到沸腾

currently is listen to this song.... n other songs of this singer....

nth much these few daes as i am bz.... student is having exams n i am also having exam soon... so it is gg to be very bz for mi... plus reports n lab test n all these r gg on... n i also have to go n coach my little cousin as it is exam time... juz met up wit nana for a dinner.... finally we met up after so long... as both of us r very bz... have a gd catch up wit her juz now... shall have one soon coz it is not enough as we have so much to chat abt....
dunnoe wat is wrong wit this blogger... cant post out my caption on top of the pic... shall figure it out when i am free...

the pink dress is the one tt i try for fun last sat while shopping wit cheryl... the black dress is the dress i bought at central for my com skill ppt 1... then white one i wore it for com skill ppt 2....

mi wit the pink dress...
mi n cheryl trying the dresses for fun coz we find it nice....

com skill ppt 2...

com skill ppt 1...

the black dress bought at central wit cheryl...

nth much ba for the previous week as it was bz as usual... then last week also nth much... was bz... sat went out wit cheryl as she went for facial n i went to walk ard.... then we shop... we bought some stuff... i bought a dress and a short... i also bought 3 bags at one go... haha... think i siao already... this week also nth much ba... gg to be bz again... coz next week got to hand up my slides n report for sem pro.... havent start yet... test is coming... muz study....

pearlene n janice i miss both of u lots...
pearlene is out of the sch for attachment so cant see her... then janice although in sch but our life are so bz n our time does not fit... haiz...
although now i always mix ard wit ppl... i can click well n talk wit them but i still miss pearlene n janice a lot a lot.... even though eddy n darren are in sch but i dun get to see them too coz they got their click too.... haiz... but life is not tt bad coz i mix ard n still get my laughter... :P

i wan to meet my dear sis nana... it been a long time since i met u.... ")

although there r a lot of ppl i wanna n need to meet.... (:

shall upload the overdue pic...
cheryl n mi at ndp....
mi sharon meifang irene n doreen...the grp photo...

it is gonna to be a long post since it been weeks since i last update..
start from the week 27 june ba... meet up wit my ex colleagues n have a gathering n henry n sunny birthday celebrations... as usual the clique... this time got quite a lot of ppl.. sharon n doreen came... it been ages since we last met... haha... then had fun wit them... after tt hm for a gathering... then didnt went for eugene birthdae... i am sorry... tt dae schedule was very tight... so have to cancel one... anyway happy 21st birthday to him... then sun went to meet zy abt the drawing... ask him for help... n he did help a lot... thx friend... then the following week is e learning week.... n nth much happen.... juz tuition n tuition ba... then sat went for ndp rehersal... it been ages since i last went... this yr ndp is great n nice to watch... then sun met candy for a while as she sae she havent met mi for a long time... she sae i was so bz.... sorry gal... then mon went out wit cheryl for her job interview n walk ard clark quay for a while.... then this whole week is common test.... it sucks meh... juz hope tt i can pass tt all... black out this time... then thurs finally met up wit ade le... it is so great to talk to her... love her lots...haiz... then nth much on weekend... slp the whole dae as i was tired... till now still feel tired...

to cheryl...
gal i noe u r sad n emo... but stay strong... i am always there for u.... cheer up... i noe u r feeling pain... dun worry time will let everything pass...

this 3 weeks i have been thinking a lot... n i have sort out my thinking too... have a clearer view... noe wat i am gg to do...

some things r running through my mind again... haiz... i think of u again... but i noe clearly tt i shld give up.... if else i will be hurt deeper... i dun wan to get hurt n into trouble coz of u... so i choose to protect myself before i realli got very deep hurt...

i have a funny n close buddy...
i have noe him for abt 4 yrs plus le... he is a gd friend... realli indeed one... although he is a player.... but he noes clearly wat he is doing n he doesnt hurt innocent ppl.... he is a player but he onli play wit gals who r player... if a gal is not player he will not play wit her coz he doesnt wan to hurt the gal... but he doesnt get close to them either coz he doesnt wanna to hurt them... so they r juz normal friends la... to mi he is a very important friend... coz we r best friend... he share wit mi his stuff n i share wit him my stuff.. but most of the time i am a listener... we enjoy each other company as we always juz find a place to sit down n start to chat... he always tell mi a lot of stuff... wat he do n how he think... in all the aspects which realli make mi understand him... we do heart to heart talk... tt y we r best friend.... we trust each other n have very gd n mutual understanding... we understand each other very well n noe how each other thinks... i do noe a lot of private stuff abt him... coz he realli open up to mi... he realli trust mi a lot n tt y he tell... we call n sms each other frequently to update abt each other progress... he tell mi 1 thing tt is he is always there for mi n he nvr left mi at all... so whenever i am down or wat juz tell him n he will be there to listen... juz like wat i always do... we have accompany each other through the dark period of each other life... tt y our friendship foundation is strong n we r maintaining it so it is gg stronger as the days go... there r times tt he is realli tired n he still talk or sms to mi until he cant take it..... i realli appreciate this friendship... it is not easy for us to maintain such a strong foundation friendship when he is a player... n he is very protective towards mi... he will try his best to protect mi from getting hurt but end up each time i am hurt all over n make him worried for mi... sorry my friend... i wont make u very worried for mi again... i will be learn to protect myself well coz i got u to be there for mi... thx for lending mi ur shoulders to lean on... thx for being such a wonderful friend... (:

i have been studying wit alex loke on tuesday n wednesday.. later gg to study again wit him... studying have been productive n i am seriously concentrating... tt is gd but math made mi mad coz i dun understand a lot of things... a lot of qns got jam halfway... i need help...

lots of thoughts are running through my mind yest... but now i am fine already.. got a harsh scolding from alex loke... he is rite... i shld wake up le... then cheryl also sae the same thing... nana sae tt long ago... yes... n i have woken up le...
i already lost this game long ago... n i shld end long ago too... u r juz playing mi.... u r a player... so wat i am ur gf... u dun love mi... u r juz using mi... wat i wan is ur love but it will nvr happen... coz u wont love mi... no matter wat u sae is not gonna change the fact... if u realli love mi... u will prove it to mi but u didnt... i did love u... n i realli love u... it is a fact... but u choose to play it instead of treasuring it... so juz leave mi alone... i will be happier without u...

nth much for mon n tues as i slack at hm... wed went to study wit alex loke n meet nana too... but end up talking session... it was fun.. after tt aj call mi n ask mi to meet him up to chat... when he call mi he is at my hse downstairs le... so went down to chat.. then thurs meet alex loke to help him do his report n to our surprise aj join us... then aj piss mi off... then fri alex loke accompany mi to cheryl son birthdae... thx for accompany... i enjoy myself... then sat went to meet cheryl for a while... sun nth much as is father day n my great grandpa death anni... so having a gathering n manjiong session wit my family... n a mini celebration of father day..

early in the morning at 9 plus my classmate call n ask mi... then end up i too lazy n tired so went back to slp until 12 plus when alex loke call mi... then chatted until 3 plus n went to my ah ma to eat n teach my cousin since i am waiting for alex to wake up...after tt i went back to rest...
suppose to meet alex but he overslept so cancel in the end... we had some conflicts... i dunnoe wat is wrong wit both of us... we seems to have conflicts often.. i have been thinking since juz now... wat is wrong n i cant figure out.... i am SORRY for giving u attitude... i dun mean to... it is time for mi to do reflections again....

later gg to study wit alex loke.... realli study n buck up... is another bz week again... fully pack of things again...

to zy... seriously no pt asking mi whether i got bf or not... coz i whether i got or not... u dun stand a chance at all... i meant wat i sae.... i told u striaght le we r impossible meant we r not... no pt waiting for mi.... coz u r not wat..

nth much this week ba.... mon went out wti alex n tiff after sch for a catch up.. then tues went out wit alex for a gd chat either... then wed went to meet cheryl to study... n thurs cheryl went to my sch to find mi... n after tt wenxing cheryl bf came to find out.... after tt went to do my hands... then fri i went hm to slp after my class... then sat went to meet cheryl to walk walk for a while.... as usual we chat a lot... then todae slp the whole dae coz i was so tired.... not enough slp for the past few daes... then at nite went for a dinner wit my dad as to celebrate father day... juz chatted wit alex not long ago...
supper this few daes wit my dad... thurs nite went for supper wit my dad... fri nite my dad brought supper back... n sat nite went for supper wit my dad again.. tonite my dad brought supper back again... oh no... getting fat in this way...
dad thx for showering mi wit lots of love n care.... whenever i am sick... thx for calling hm to see tt whether i got see doc... sometimes my dad would ask my aunt to bring mi go see doc coz he is worried... thx for buying all the food tt i want to eat everytime n buy my fav food for mi... thx for pampering mi so much... thx for sharing wit mi ur stuff... no matter wat happen i will be there for u... happy father day to u...

i wan to meet fiona.... seriously i need to have a gd catch up wit u... sorry for being so bz...
liyan i wanna meet u up also... for a gd chat...
candy i need to meet u up also.. sorry for being so bz...
tracy i need to meet u up also...

i hate to be taken be taken for granted n make use of... dun ever think tt when u r making use of mi i dun noe... not i dunnoe is i dun wan to sae... i will tolerate it instead... then when it hit my limit i will explod tt all...

ya... nth much ba.. except from thurs onwards.... thurs meet up wit alex loke n we skip math class coz we were counselling aj... he was feeling emo... n he got a lot of doubts n qns... so help him to analysis... we chatted n rot at grassroot club until 9pm... then fri meet during the break n talk for 3 hrs n the same thing.. then i got a bit piss off as i keep on scolding him stupid... then at nite he sae wanna meet mi at my hse downstairs... so meet him for a while n chat... nearly halfway through i wan to throw him alone n go hm coz he keep trying his luck... he wan to see whether he can bump into her as she live next blk to mi.... then sat met him again coz he ask mi out... haha... this time wit alex loke again... he thought he onli meeting mi... who noes i ask alex loke again.. then his face change immediately when he saw him... he also talk very little words... then we decided to headed to pub... this time alex loke told him off in a very harsh words n tone... n i gave him a big scolding coz i realli angry le.... he is too persistant... then he become more emo after both of us take turns to talk to him... then something funny happen... after tt i shoot him again.. so from sat nite until now he is avoiding mi... haiz.. we told u off is for ur own gd... do u think we realli like to told u off meh... coz u cant wake up... as a friend we feel heartpain to see u like this... we wan u to stand up... so we told u off... anyway now i push the job back to alex loke since he is avoiding mi...

then fri went out wit cheryl to bugis for a while to walk walk n chat..

todae ppt sucks meh...

tml is a better dae...

a happening dae

todae is a happening dae...
in lab todae suddenly the lec sae got lab test... haiz.. he nvr give us time to prepare... sae test mean test... haiz.. do half of it as i onli noe half...

then went to meet cheryl at bugis for a while... sorry gal... didnt meant it... next time we gg meet for a long time n long gals talk... then after tt rush to meet fer... accompany fer as i chat wit him... he sms mi suddenly juz now while i was on my way meeting cheryl... he sae he need someone to accompany as he is feeling emo n down.. so went to meet him... then went for a drink instead... he drank quite a lot... then we sang some songs together like 你最珍贵, 窗外, 侯鸟.. then he sang 开不了口 while i sang 爱我的资格.... we can sing songs together coz we got the chemistry.... i realised we got gd chemistry... then he talk a lot of things la...

i noe u realli need mi now during this period of time... i can promise u tt i will nvr leave u alone.. instead i will accompany u to walk through this period of hard times... i will be there for u always.... like u r always there for mi...