surprised by my students...

this yr teacher dae was full of surprised... the presents is one... the other one is the students hug n kisses.... thx to jia xuan n jia soon.... thx for giving mi a wonderful teacher dae this yrs....

their presents

a wallet by jia soon the younger bro n the elder sis a bag...

sian

sun went to alex hse again.. was late again... learn new things... mon went to meet tiff n alex n tracy n them again...

nth much ba... was at hm... was emo yest n was talking to wee n fer.... feel better after tt... finally meeting up wit fer on fri.... still dun noe go where... planning... tml is another boring dae... tuition all the way...

my buddy alex is gg to batam tml n will be back next week... enjoy ur trip...

a lot of ppl to meet up but not enough time... also wan to find job... haha... who can recommend mi job...

pic... todae make up...

new hairstyle...

finally exams over.... i am so happi.... jia you to my classmates... they left one ppr on mondae....

last sat went for bbq tt ey organise... it was not a gd start i guess... coz meeting up was a bad one... i flar up coz 2 gals give mi attuide n their arrogant face for no reason.... darm piss off... dun give mi attiude n ur arrogant face when i am being friendly to u.... then burst it out at liyan... sry gal... then at there juz eat n eat until very fun... after tt went to talk to yong quan they all n jokes make mi laugh like crazy... n jokes n jokes after tt... haha... it turn my dae to be gd.... then went hm wit them....

sun to wed nth much happen.... as mon wed n fri got ppr... so is hm n sch n tuition.... nth much...

thurs went to perm my hair.... not bad i like it... new hairstyle totally different feeling...

yest was a great dae.....went to amk hub for lunch wit alex n headed back to sch to study n exam... after exam we went far east to have our dinner n do a bit of shopping... bought a lot of stuff yest n i am broke now...

todae went for tuition n headed hm... nth much...coz i was feeling very tired.... after all the pprs i am drain out... n further more i went hm late yest... tml gg out again....

i need a job... gg to find a job too....i need to replenish my vitamin m.... i need a lot....

some ppl dun noe wat is human rites.... they juz wan to take other ppl stuff n make it theirs... they dun deserve my respect n r bitches to mi....

my mind is in a mess

i am realli full of doubts.... i dun understand how u thinks abt us.... i may noe u well for others but as for our relationship i dun noe... i realli dun noe.... y is it so complicated for u n mi.... i had been trying to solve but it seems so hard..... it is so complicated.... i am tired n i had enough le.... i dun wan to care le.... u disappointed mi again n again.... i realli have no confidence in us.... be it relationship or friendship... i am realli to my max le... we have been trapped in this stupid complicated relationship for 2 yrs plus.... n fate had been playing on us.... always let us walked past each other..... i dun wan to care le coz i am tired of waiting.... waiting for so long make mi feel so exhausted.... 2 yrs plus cannot sae too long or short.... but i have been waiting.... now i dun wan to put u in my mind le.... i dun wan my emotions to be affected by u.... i am gg to put u deep in my heart n nvr be brought up again... it is gg to be buried deep inside n will not be open again....

outing wit alex...

mi in alex hse....

pic for food n us...

student mum cook for us one...

famous egg tarts...

a lot of food...

mi eating....

mi n alex.... buddy....

went out to meet tiff todae... so happi to see her... n alex too... had a lot of fun time wit them... laugh like mad... nth much this few daes.... i love them....

mon went to eat wit alex at tanjiong pager... we went there to explore the food... hehe... ate a lot... shall ask more ppl along next time...
then yest went to meet tracy for a while...
nth much i guess... i have been eating dessert these 2 daes... it was cook by my student mum... she even offer mi dinner todae.... they treat mi realli gd....
todae saw jin long n chatted wit him.... nice to see him after so long...

yea... finally met up wit the ppl i wan to met after so long

finally met up wit the ppl i wan to met after so long... first is wan ee... we met up yest n shop at bugis.... hehe... she bought wat she wan... we had a great chat.. and we went to eat apple strudel... then i headed hm while she went to fetch her bf....

second is my darling sister fiona... finally we meet up after so long... coz of our bz schedule.... we had a great chat n we took lots of pic.... i loves her lots... she is the best sis i have met so far.... i realli treasure our friendship.... she is the one who nvr fail to be there for mi.... she is my best sis since sec 5 n till now is the same... cheer to our friendship.... SISTERS FOREVER....

todae is a tiring dae.... todae went sch early in the morning to study wit alex.... n todae there was 2 ppr qc n robotics... after the robotics ppr in the morning went hm n slp for a while... then back to sch for qc test n stay until nite time coz after qc went to touch up the presentation tonite... tonite was a fast one i would sae... n it was quite fun too... joke everywhere.... i am a joker todae... hehe.. i noe i didnt do well for the test todae but i onli hope for a pass tt all... i am not asking for much....

yest no sch so slp the whole dae... nth much these few daes due to the bz schedule..... finally no class le.... gg to mug hard for the other 3 ppr...

there r still times i misses him but it is over le... so shall move forward n not brood abt it anymore...

there r a lot of things happen these few daes n it totally drain mi out... i am far too exhausted.... n i nearly break down but i talk to alex abt it... thx for listening to mi.... things r making mi gg crazy.... i realli need someone to talk to.... i need someone shoulder.... things r making mi tired..... be it mentally or physically.... i am on the edge of breaking down is juz sooner or later onli....

i am single again

we broke off le.... although i am sad but i will let go whatever is not mine.... n i had waited for his ans for sometime le... i am tired of waiting.... i dun wan to wait le..... so i ask him wat he wan to... n he dun noe all the way... i dun wan to guess also.... so in the end we choose to end it.... it will be better for us.... coz it is exam period for mi now n i can concentrate on my studies le... nth else to talk ba since everything is settle.... although i am sad but i will get over it soon.... starting a new life... :)

i have change for the better.... a few more mth ltr a brand new mi is out be it anything.... i am changing as i dun denied... but i will be better... i began to love myself more le.... i wont care wat others sae le... i will be juz mi... tt all.... gg to slp....

yest went to shirley 18th birthdae.... not bad... quite fun... a lot of laughter n crap.... after tt headed down to meet tracy n her friends for a drink at boat quay.... n ya... first time i drank hard liqour wit empty stoamch n ended up need to see doc.... i realise tt nvr drink wit empty stomach it is gg to be tough on the stomach.... coz after tt i vomit the whole nite n down wit fever n rashes again.. went doc in the early morning n had an injection n need to eat medicine... this time cause a big pro to tracy le... die.... feel so bad n guilty.... anyway thx.... then last nite kelvin call.... didnt manage to talk coz i wasnt feeling welll.... sry.... talk to u again.... n alex also... sry....

these few daes i am emo.... feeling sad... realli sad... things r gg wrong for mi n bf... i realli lost... but after talking to alex weiliang kelvin i feel better.... thx guys for ur advise n listening ear.... thx chris benedict many more ppl including my classmates for ur concern.... i realli appreciate...

wed nvr go n give tuition... went to meet kelvin instead... had a great time wit him... he cheer mi up n make my dae better.... then went go meet tracy instead... have a gd chat wit her... thx for giving mi the advise... had a great catching up wit her.... havent been able to meet up wit her after her 21st birthdae... then usual bz wit sch...

one common test ppr down... cost accounting over liao.. relieve a bit... thurs lab test n i did correctly... todae math test... hope for a pass can le...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAE TO SHIRLEY

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAE TO MY DARLING SHIRLEY.... ltr gg to her birthdae celebration.... finally 18 le... hope tt ur dreams n wishes will come true.... stay happi always gal....

emotional

a lot of thoughts have been passing through my mind... is it tt i am too sensitive or wat... i dun noe.... trying my best not to think too much.... think too much will make mi sleepless again... fear started to comemake m again... then i am sad n emo.... maybe i realli dun have tt much of confident in myself... isnt it the case.....

finally done wit the stupid project.... left one to be done next week... anyway i figure out le... hehe... it is not tt hard... thx to jj n marie help if not i am still stuck...

morning out to do project... manage to finish all except for the html part.... after tt headed hm n change... went to meet bf hehe... slack wit him... todae he nvr send mi hm coz he is tired as he slept quite late last nite n woke up early n he is very cute coz he sae he cannot send mi back so he insisted mi taking cab hm n gave mi cab fare.... he is sweet..... love him lots.... then now finish the project le... going to slp le.... tired....

morning went to collect my stuff... and slp for a while before gg out to meet friends... meet alex loke as he teach mi some stuff then candy for a chat coz havent see her for a long time....

in life we will meet all kinds of ppl... some is the type over time still the same i guess.... juz saw a comment.... abt mi.... sae tt i put on braces is copying them.... in life who dun wan to be pretty.... so i copy from a lot of ppl coz i put braces.... isnt it this way....

finally my dear is back on tues nite..... nth much happen these week.... it is all abt sch coz i was rushing project.... it is either sch or hm... as i nvr went out... wed stay back to do project.... tired is wat i can sae.... anyway my dear is so gd.... he went to my sch juz to fetch mi n send mi hm todae.... these few daes without him i realli miss him a lot.... then he pass mi the bag that he bought from his trip..... then when i open the bag inside there is a tortoise.... it surprise mi.... thx a lot dear... i love the present.... afterall it is thoughts tt count....

the present from my dear....