nth much ba.. n i meet cheryl again on fri to chill for a while... as usual chat a lot... so fun wit her...

then yest went to meet candy for a while and we went sembawang shopping centre... then walk back to yishun... haha... had gals talk again.. talk a lot too.. haha... then she told mi no matter wat choice i made the person muz be able to give mi happiness...

thx cheryl n candy... thx for telling mi tt u will support my decision... thx for ur advise... thx for telling mi to be happi n to fight for my happiness...

had a talk wit fer last nite... but it wasnt long.. coz he was very exhausted.. thx for making the effort to talk to mi despite tt u r so tired...i noe u realli care n loved mi a lot... if not u wont do so much for mi... i realli appreciate all the things u had done for mi... be there for mi no matter wat happen... be there for mi whenever i am down or stress or upset... thx for cheering mi up always.. thx for being so supportive towards mi..

had a talk wit alex juz now too... sort things up n clear up most of the misunderstanding le... thx you... i am happi tt most of things r clear n sort out... but there r still some things tt i havent tell u... nvr tt r not impt anymore... as long as u r happi can le... i juz hope tt u can be happi n not emo le....

finally most of the stuff r done for this week... wed ppt died badly... kenna shoot until very bad.. haiz.. then todae one was not bad.. lec quite like it... haha.. yest went up to meet up wit cheryl n we had a gd catching up session... but it seems like we have endless topics to talk n to share.. got to noe more personal things abt each other... yea we r gg to meet up soon when i have settle more or my stuff.. nafa still havent go.. sian... gg to train up this week before i go.. haha..

a lot of things to be done this weekend... hope tt i can have enough rest ba.. hope so...
1) the cover n resume letter for com skills coz deaddue is mon...
2) ppt for 3271 muz be done n hand in on mon
3) the info n confirmation of concept of Eg 3266 by this week...
4) a few quizes to be done...

as i mention in the previous post tt i am piss off by some ppl... reasons is i had enough of their excuses... bz is not a excuse... does it mean tt bz dun need to get things done... seriously it is all abt time management... to mi bz is bz but it is nvr been an excuse... i realise tt they r selfish ppl... haiz.. y i have such team mates.. seriously i am starting to get piss off... coz i have realli heard enough of bz.. does it mean bz so cant do... n somemore all the work is allocated liao... always sae muz do end up... haiz.. dun wan to sae anymore liao...

after the chatting session wit cheryl noe more things n hear from her pt of view... similar to mine... haha.. same thinking..
for alex i hope things will go back to normal soon... things r gg back to normal soon i guess... at least i am happi coz he is not angry or piss off.. :)

help pearlene to take pic todae n have lot of fun.. recently had lot of fun... leslie, eddy they all cheer mi up... they make my dae man.. love them lots... wit them ard i wont feel bored...

nth much from last week till this week... though a lot of things happen n made mi think... first is alex.... i dunnoe wat to sae... second is fer... for fer i am lost of words coz he make mi emo... by the way thx for assuring n telling mi tt u will nvr leave mi n always be my best friend... thx a lot...

went out wit victor to explore arab street haji lane n holland village... then we learn a lot of stuff n noe more n we went into the malay heritage centre n the museum too... had a talk wit my friend leslie on sat nite... n it was very comfortable to chat wit him... then sun went to my pri sch friend chun jin 21st birthdae... mon was a fun dae coz got leslie to cheer mi up... haha... he is joker... then todae went out wit pearlene to bugis n then back to sch.. then celebrated pearlene birthdae in sch... she like it can le...

then piss off wit some people again...

happy birthday to pearlene

happy birthday to pearlene... may all ur dreams n wishes come true... hope tt u r happi everydae... may u find ur beloved soon... stay happi n take care always... love ya... :)

thx for being such a gd friend all these while... thx for listening to mi... :P

I HATE UR LIES... I HAD ENOUGH....
爱上你是一个错.... was listening to this song send by pearlene... then understood the meaning n this is how i feel now... loving u seems to be mistake... but i dun regret... i dun regret for the things i do.. i will take it as a lesson learnt n part of parcel of life...

a funny conversations wit one of my classmate on the way hm... i forgot his name.. i forgot how it is start but i can onli part of it...
A: the gal is pretty arh...
Mi: she got name one ok.. she is esther...
then i dunnoe how he can change the topic to mi...
A: jane u r pretty...
Mi: haha... no la...
A: then u r cute.. coz not pretty is cute....
Mi: i am not cute or pretty la... haha...
then ivan wanted to laugh coz of the funny chat...
then another coversation also funny but cannot sae here.. wan to noe ask mi....

nth much this few daes la...

flowers

shall keep it a secret who gave to mi.. haha... hehe.. thx for the rose... :)

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funny conversations

a funny conversation wit my lec..
mi: cher... my mentor call mi n sae i didnt go for ur class...
mi: but i dun remember i got skip ur class coz i came for all ur lessons..
my lec: oh yai forgot to inform the module coordinater... alrite i will inform him later...
mi: ok thx cher...
i got a cute n funny lec rite.. i agree too..

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this week

nth much this week as i am on mc for 3 daes... for tues i overslept.. but wed i am realli sick n thurs i went back sch for some lessons due to checking of some stuff n back hm to rest for the last lesson since my mc is until thurs.... then rest at hm n fri nite went out to partyworld wit eddy n darren to celebrate janice marie n pearlene birthday... it was realli fun and we got very high... i guess all of us realli enjoy the nite... then the clusmy mi accidentally spill a cup of bubble tea... but overall it was fun.. we promised to go there again when we r free... haha.. i realli miss u guys a lot.. even though we r in sch but we dun get to see each other as often as we used to hang out together coz of the specialisation n some r doing fyp n attachemnt.. then sat went to meet zhiyong to pass him his present.... then after tt went out wit someone... but this person disppointed mi again n again... shall not sae wat happen here... after tt went to meet nana n we got crazy coz she cry n i laugh like nobody business.. ppl thought we r siao... then went to my friend place for a while n headed to meet candy... then reach hm ard 4 plus... n halfeway through i realised I FORGOT TO BRING MY KEYS OUT... end up call my mum to wake up n open the door... n slp almost the whole dae until juz now went to meet candy for dinner... as usual we chat a lot...

u might be wonder why i let u go last night... the answer is very simple... if ur heart is not there for mi... wat for.. if i make u stay it will make both of us miserable... so i choose to let go.... but i dun denied tt the things u do realli touched mi .... i am not the type of gal who dun let go... no pt to hold on to a person whose heart is not there... i can tell u straight i am very disappointed last nite tt y i choose to kept my mouth shut..
3 yrs ago i become emo n sad coz of u.. 3 yrs later it is happening again.. i hate myself for letting history to be repeating it again...
i am juz s simple gal who long to be loved n care by the person who i loved...

i havent do finish my assignments n projects... arh... i hate them man... it is like nvr ending.. it is dueing soon.. woa pang... fainting soon.. STRESS.. i wan a break soon..

another week has past.... it was a bz week for mi... but it was a happi week for mi too... life is sch n work every dae... but it was full of laughter by my clique... wed i celebrate birthdae wit alex loke... fri skip math lec n went hm to slp coz thurs i stay up late to do fer present until 3am as i am meeting him on fri... finally i met my best buddy fer on fri nite to advance celebrate his birthdae..... anyway it was very fun for both of us n i guess we did realli have a lot of fun n enjoy it... both of us were smiling all the way throughout.. he was very touch n he like the present very much... then sat is tuition n todae went for facial wit nana... the person sae i got outbreak of pimples... expected... then shop wit nana for a while n we chatted a lot again.. :) shall see her soon... this week is gg to be bz as my students n cousins r having exam... fri i am meeting my clique to celebrate pearlene janice n marie birthdae... hope this coming weekend i can have a gd rest...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST BUDDY FER, JANICE KHO, CHRISTINA CHIN N JUN LONG...

thx fer for being there for mi through the bad times... thx for being there for mi whenever i need someone... thx for cheering mi up always... i am realli happi to have u as my best buddy...

i am so tired.... so drain out by sch... project n project.. nvr ending one... i am so tired n i need a break... :(

nth much this week ba... as usual bz... mon skip sch n went to see doc coz was not feeling well... doc told mi to rest n not tired myself more.. thurs skip math lec.... fri went malaysia wit my parents for the one dae tour.. it was not bad... the food is quite gd la... n i get to see a lot of fruits but there r still disappointment coz there r quite a no of fruits i didnt get to seen... overall not bad but very tired... then sat went to meet esther to do project... yea we finally settle most of it... then went to meet pearlene after tt for walk walk... get to talk a bit more wit her n get to see things more differently... then todae nth much ba... tuition n after tt went to teach my cousin... tml suppose to meet eddy to buy present but i cant make it...coz i totally forgot tt my student is having oral tml n english n chinese composition on tues n wed.... haiz.. this week gonna be a bz week i guess... i am off to slp le... tired....

stress

stress... i am stress... i got projects n project... lot n lots of them... it seems like nvr ending.. it is tougher then it seems... i muz realli study hard... life is bored... beside sch is tuition.. n now wed n fri have to go to my little cousin hse to teach her after my tuition... life is fun in sch n tuition... i got friends to cheer mi up n my students too... my students exam r coming in ard 2 weeks time... i am stress... this is the final yr.. jia you n everything is over soon... i am lacking so slp... i wan to slp... so tired... everydae reach hm ard 9 plus 10... everydae didnt get enough slp...

sometime i long to have the someone to be there for mi but it seems very hard... n i am used to it le... waiting... fate will decide ba..

todae is the first dae of sch n i already feeling tired... is due to the workload ba.. it is increasing as time goes... haiz... i wan to faint for the sem pro... it is so tough n someone is individual... it is STRESS.... this sem muz do well... muz work hard... my communication skills lec is very funny n interesting... she is fun i guess... tt is my first dae... starting to get use of the bz life again...

i am gg to malaysia next fri wit my family for a one dae tour... yea it is to take a break n recharge mi from the stressful life...

i guess i will be lazy n bz to update my blog ba... due to the bz life i am leading... off to bed le...

nth much this week ba... went to sch on wed for timetable.. n a lot of things screw up so went on thurs n finally solve... thx to tt lec mr tham for helping mi so much n pearlene also... thx for her help n accompany these 2 daes... then fri went to collect stuff n back to sch to buy books.. todae tuition n went out wit dad to suntec to see the tour thing... my dad tell mi a lot of stuff n i got to learn n noe more... my dad got so many things to tell n i can learn... :D

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i had a fun dae wit my parents..... they r so funny...

like is like...
love is love..
like is not love...

nth much these few daes except tuition... brought my little cousin out to enjoy herself... it been sometime since i brought her out.... haha... it is gd to see her enjoying herself... weekend will be rotting at hm again...

sch is starting in a week time... sian... gg to lead a super bz lifestyle again... :D

thx to all my friends for accepting mi... thx for the forgivness n tolerances u gave... like wat kat n hazel n mao shen sae... wat r friends for... thx for ur encouragement.... thx my sec sch friends for being there for mi always since sec sch life... especially nana kat ade n many more... not forgeting some of my poli friends too.. n the special someone too... :)

nth much these week i guess... haha... was a slacking week i guess.... yest meet up up song leng n liyan for a nice catch up n a gd breakfast... crap n lots of jokes... talk quite a lot too... then meet nana for a gd catch up at nite.... we did a gd catch up... thx a lot for listening to mi n ur advise... n tml gg for swimming wit nana n after tt belated dinner for hazel 21st wit the rest.... :)

slacking at home now... sat was a wonderful dae.... went to shop for a while before going ard to explore places.. walk a lot n get to noe a lot too..... this is one of the place tt i mange to explore.... after tt went to boat quay to enjoy the nite view... more to come when i continuing to explore... coz i didnt bring camera so didnt manage lots of pic... isnt it nice... haha... shld let u guys guess...

life is getting bz as usual but i am enjoying it... was bz working... i like the new environment tt i am working.. wit my new bosses r pleasant too... they r satisfied wit my work... i am happi too... enjoying the new environment tt i am in... they r nice bosses... they realli treat mi very gd... :) nth much beside working n working..... meeting victor on sat... :)