todae do a lot of things... in the morning went to my ah ma hse to pai my ancestors... then realise how time files... my dearest ah gong pass away n it is gg to be 2 yrs le... n i miss him... we share a gd relationship coz he look after n take care of mi since i was born... he is one of the person who loves mi the most... realli miss him... still can remember the time when i saw him struggling wit his illness n the how he look before he pass away... n i regret for not spending too much time wit him although i did... i still feel not enough...
it is gg to be 1 yr soon tt my mum mother pass away...tt is my grandmother n she is another one who loves mi the most.... i regret for not spending too much time wit her coz i realli spend very little time even she was in hospital... n i fail to do wat i promise her before she pass away n she kept sae it.. tt is to do well for my O... i am realli sorry tt i did so badly for my O...
2004 - ah gong pass away in june...
2005 - grandma pass away in oct...
haiz.....
then ltr went for drawing test at nafa... there were so many ppl.... don think i can make it coz a lot of ppl drawing r better n nicer then mi.. my drawing juz sucks...
then went to the indian temple to pray n donate some money... then went to buy a flower n go pray in the chinese temple before it is closing... do another donation for the building of the temple... then help an old lady to buy tissue coz pity her she so old le....then got scolded by an old lady for no reson.. don noe her so don care juz walk away....
after drawing test was feeling low so went bugis walk walk n saw a watch tt i feel it is very nice n i like it so much so i bought it.... n chat wit one of my ex- colleagues for a while as she is gg to buy her dinner...
then went home n open the xin xiang saw the letter from nyp... suddenly i was feeling so afraid tt my appeal will fail n in the end still fail like wat i expected......
so my feelings for todae is happy coz i finally bought a watch.. then sad coz i my nyp appeal fail... confused coz don noe will ake it for nafa or not... n i realli try my best le so i had no regrets if i fail to get in coz i realli try very hard for it n over my limit le.... sad is more then happiness...
hope tt god will bless mi sucess...
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