went out wit kat n ade todae... nth lol juz usual meeting up n shop n tok lol... not bad lol todae stll ok la... ade nvr fail to entertain us.... she is forever so nice n cute... first we went tampines n shop ard then went to eat n went to causeway... then ade went for her thing n mi n kat went yishun n kat went np while i head home... chat up a lot wit them... they juz make my dae very happy...



these few daes havent been toking to him wonder how is he... it has become a habit ba i think... have the sense tt he is avoiding mi.... but don wan to think too much coz he wan if he will find mi de...



these few dae have been thinking abt him after i saw him at suntec..... we realli wan to be friends but we noe we cant... we have try for a few times le but we fail in the end... we try to control our feelings but he still fail in the end... so now we r like strangers... this shld be the best way ba... at least we wont be so miserable.... this time we realli put all the things to an end le... hope tt he is happy... hope he is doing well... THANKS FOR ALL THE THINGS U DID FOR MI.. I REALLI APPRECIATE... NOW IT IS TIME TO REALLI END IT LE... I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND LE.... i noe tt u wont be reading coz we have lost contact le... but i juz wan to write out how i feel... tt all.. is is so simple...



i may be strong at times but it comes to handling relationship n friendship i am very weak.... i will get hurt in the end..
i will lost all my emotions...
i will lost my rational...
i will lost my control...
tt is coz i realli treasure them a lot....
i have learn different type of friends to treat differently...for those who don deserve i wont care for them n give it a darm to them... i noe this is a bit selfish but this is the way to protect myself from getting hurt.... for those who deserve to be treat gd i will use my heart to treat u n care for u... i will prove to u tt u worth it... coz u all treat mi very gd also n i shld also show my sincerity to u to prove tt u worth it...