i am so easily emo these few daes... dun noe y... last nite made my dear worried n he nearly went crazy... dun noe y suddenly dun feel like ans his call.... then he kept calling n i juz threw my phone to aside... dun ask mi y.... even i noe the reason very well... but i didnt sae it out.... last nite chat wit him a lot but still didnt tell him the main reason.... he can sense it but he has no choice to accept my explaination.... as u noe mi well if i dun wan to sae i wont sae no matter wat method u used... i noe he is realli worried.... i noe i shldnt ignore him i shld tell him wat happen.... but i noe i need to think.... i need to sort out my messy mind first... i dun wan to be in the mess....