i am sad coz things happen n i cant cope wit it.... then sun went to meet my dear after his work... actually he meet his friends n he juz meet wit them for a while then cab down to find mi.... he is understanding... he noe i am not right n he nvr throw his temper at mi instead he understands mi... i am realli touched.... then juz now he purposely wake up to listen to my stuff... i noe he is tired n need to rest.... thx for wat he sae.... i will be fine soon... i need time... i noe he feel heartpain n helpless.... i noe... so i muz recover soon... realli soon.... cannot let him worry too much...