i am so tiredddddddddd... todae work whole dae le.... todae i went to a wulu place tt i need to walk from one street to reach a bus stop n it is very long ard a 30 min walk so i took a cab instead.... the funny thing is the cab driver drop mi at the destination tt i went... the moment i step out onto the grass i fell down into the hole... hai... my dear is so bz... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..... i dun like the feeling now i realli hate it.... i hate myself now coz i am letting my emotions to run over.... my mind seems to go wild tt y i choose to work n not let myself anyhow think.... then my aunts todae call to find my mum n my mum happen not in so they chat a bit wit mi instead n they ask abt my dear... seems tt they r interested to see him... then one of my aunts noe i teach tuition so she sae since i teaching tuition treat her go drink coffee then i sae ok sure... next time i go i treat u... she very cute she told mi buy wat coffee for her le... then fews daes ago my mum ask y nvr heard mi sae meeting him n y he nvr come our hse... she thought wat happen to us so i told her my dear is very bz wit his stuff... she was like oh...





then my darling fiona is too stress up by her stuff until she feel down... i miss her lots... realli lots...



tml is one of my family members who pass away 3 yrs.... actually i realli dun noe how we r related.... i guess is by grandparents related ba.... time realli pass fast... another 7 more mths will be my grandfather...




now i am feeling so confused n lost n helpless... i dun wan to anyhow think le... if not my mind will be full of nonsence again... tt y i realli hate myself now.... so i choose to occupy my mind wit lots of stuff to do... shall stop here... i need to continue to do my stuff....