enough of the previous angry post... shall post abt this week.... nothing much happen actually... mondae was vesak dae n i stay at home to rest.... then tues got nite class after tt meet candy for supper.... actually nth much.... coz after sch is home then thurs went to study n alexa coach mi on my math... fri slack at home the whole dae n then nite supper wit candy again... suppose to meet fred for supper yest but too late le so didnt met him up.... todae also nth much... whenever i have the time i would slp at home...



i chat wit adrain.... wat he sae is rite... wat is lacking in my life is a relationship.... i have everything but i am lack of love... lack of someone to pamper lack of someone to love.... it is true.... there r times i need someone i can trust to talk to.... to chat wit... coz there r times tt not everything i can talk to my friends there r somethings tt r onli meant for tt special one... it is true tt i had found him.... but i lack of courage... realli lack of courage... coz of my past... i knew i had to get over... i am trying my best plus there is a scar in my heart tt will nvr recover.... n i am scared.... but if i dun try i dun even have the 50% left.... still hesistating now... haiz....

a few of my friends juz broken up n i hope tt u gals will recover ok.... first one is shirley i noe she is very depress now.... she still cant get over coz she already put whole of her heart in n cant get out now.... i noe u r very very sad n i can understand how u feel.... i hope u can be ok can.... n dun cut urself again please... can get over as fast as possible ok.... second is tiffany... although i noe u for a short period of time n i noe u r a gd friend... i noe u cant take the fact n u cut urself... i noe u r sad n cant take it so u cut urself.... i told u i wont scold or sae u.... but i hope tt u can take gd care of urselfs....
the reason y i dun wan u all to cut urself is coz it is not worth it.... the guys wont care so much n they wont bother also.... but ur friends feel pain n heartbroken for u onli..... some will be angry... n u all will regret ltr.... i hope u all will promise mi not to cut urself coz of guys again.... i noe so much coz i did it before n i can noe how u all feel.... i been through it before.... i realli regret now... i had promise my kor henry not to cut myself again n not to let those who care abt mi wory again.... now it serve a purpose for mi is not to cut myself for anyone coz it is not worth it.... u can shed tears for them but not cutting the urself... the scar will be there forever even the wound is heal so dun let urself regret anymore...