mon fer came to find mi n get his present during my break... then i give him his present but forgot to give him his card.... cute n funny rite... coz i am realli forgetful... sch as usual bz wit projects tut n test... still trying to cope... nth realli special happen i guess.... wed i went to meet victor n we had a great time chatting... fri went down to ey for a while... had a chat wit fred.... then zhiming shoot mi the moment he came n talk to mi.... he sae something like woa jane the attire u wear to sch is so cute...... not onli i kenna shock n i was like having a lot of qns marks on my mind... coz i wear onli shorts tank top n slippers n tt is wat i wear to sch most of the time.... nvr... shall forget abt it... haha.... then supper wit candy.... yup.... i ate a lot... i ate chicken chop n a bowl of fried wanton wit a cup of ice lemon tea.... gg to grow fat in this way.... then yest went to trim my hair... at last my hair look more nicer in this way wit the layer.... not like grass anymore.... haha... i realise when my hair is long n i dun trim it will look like grass..... then at nite ard 9 plus went to meet adrian n slack until 11 plus gg to 12 then go home.... had fun chatting wit him.... then he took my pic without my permission n i was caught unaware... nvr shall forgive him.... ADRIAN LIM U BETTER SEND MY PIC OR ELSE I WILL CHASE U EVERYDAE FOR MY PIC UNTIL THE DAE I RECIEVE... hehe.... n guess wat i saw my upline at np while meeting adrian.... so i walk in another direction to avoid seeing him.... but then it was fun chatting wit him... then todae went to temple wit my mum.... after tt went to bishan to buy shilin n to amk to buy mos home... stomach is quite full now....




last nite had a chat wit adrian abt my relationship stuff... he teaches mi a lot n tell mi a lot too... then he also analysis the whole situation for mi... n gave mi his advise.... tell mi wat can be done wat cannot be done.... thx adrian... thx for ur support....
i noe wat to do after the whole nite of thinking n i decided to give it a try.... it is gg to be hard n i noe i might end up getting hurt again.. but if i dun try i will nvr noe the ans.... n i dun wish to give up when i didnt even try.... if i try n i fail at least i noe i had try n did my best le.... i realli hope from the bottom of my heart tt u can be happi n smile from the bottom of ur heart.... most impt dun hide urself anymore n giving us a fake u.... i dun wan a fake u... i wan to see the real u.... i wan u to be happi n not giving mi a fake smile anymore.... i dun wan to see u to do a lot of things to hide urself up... i dun wan.... tt y i took the risk of myself getting hurt i also wan to see u recover... i dun mind getting hurt as long as u can recover.... others may not be able to see n sense it but i can see n sense it.... i dun noe whether i am the master key to unlock ur heart or not but i noe i will try my best.... i hope tt u can also try to.... coz overall tt will u be happi or not is depending on u... whether u r willing to do it or not.... not mi... i hope tt u r willing to.... i juz wan to let u noe tt no matter wat happen i will be there for u.... i will nvr leave u alone.... coz i can fully understand the feeling....