HAIZ.... I DUN NOE WAT TO DO OR SAE NOW.... I AM FEELING SO FAN... i realli dun noe wat to do now... watever i do need to be careful n think properly.... i realise one thing in relationship be it a lady or man... if their thinking is not mature enough they will end up hurting the ppl they loved the most n themselves will be the worst.... loving a person need not to be wit tt person... is to see tt person happi n he or she will be happi to see the person they love happi... they will feel contented n enough.... if they dun let go or persist on... they r juz making the situation worse n everyone life miserable...
i am stuck in a stupid n complicated situation which i dun noe wat to do... i noe david like mi some time ago... so when i sense it i kept a distance from him... the on wed nite he sms mi ask mi how i was doing so we sms through the nite... we chat a lot... i feel tt my sms reply give him hope... then i think it would be better if i make clear to him so he ask mi yest n i met him... then i indirectly told him i got a guy i like so tt he can give mi up... then i ask him abt the guy i like wat is his character since he sae who i like n i told him.... he sae they r gd friends.... he sae he will wish mi... so i trust tt he wont make things worse.... when he tell mi to do it myself i sae ok... coz i wan to ask the guy out so ask him to help mi.... but in the end i think it would be better for mi to ask... after i board the bus he sms mi tt he help mi ask liao then i ask him u tell mi to ask myself then y u help mi.... then end up he tell mi he like mi i was like shock... n he told mi he was a bit angry when i reject him... then i ask him y he help he sae he love mi so he help mi.... then he sae ltr in the phone he dun care wat will happen he juz wan to help mi even my dm or sdm noe it so wat.... to mi i realli feel scare.... i dun noe wat he is thinking... i have a very bad feeling... so i called up calvin n he also dun noe wat to do... he has a bad feeling too.... then i call adrian.... adrian told mi to calm down and then he tell mi to tell him wat happen... i told him the whole story... he teaches mi wat to do n gives mi a lot of precious advise..... he analaysis the whole situation from the guy pt of view... thx friends for ur advise.... i realli appreciate....
i am realli fan now... i dun noe how to solve it... even adrian so pro also sae muz meet the guy then noe wat to do next... it is like a guessing game... i realli hate this type of guessing game... adrian is rite he sae david is playing games coz he cannot accept the fact tt he lost.... i realli dun noe wat david is thinking.... i am so scare of him now... i dun noe how to face him... in relationship everyone is free to choose... if juz happen the person u like dun like u... u can onli give them ur blessing or help them to get their happiness... when u see them happi u will be happi.... tt is the way of loved... not to break up or hurt the person u loved the most by thinking since she dun love mi i dun let her get the love she wan... in this way u will end up getting the most hurt....loving a person is to let the person go if they dun love u..... david is one of this type of ppl i guess.... tt y he always end up getting hurt... he dun noe wat is love.... i hope tt he wont hurt mi so tt he wont end up hurting himself the most in the end....
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