too many things r happening at the same time.... n it is still happening... i cant take it anymore... i am breaking down... i hate all this.... realli hate.... it always happen when i started to feel happi n blessed... y muz all this happen at this time... i dun understand... when my life is ok n i am happi a lot of shitting things will happen.... it sucks totally.... i juz wan to be simple n happi tt all.... y it seems so hard to mi... n y all this is nvr ending.... i am tired le.... be it mentally or physically.... i wan to run away or mia...
as for boyfriend.... i feel tt whether i have or not don make a different..... todae he juz send a sms apologising.... he call juz now.... he noe i am feeling moody so he try to cheer mi up but i juz cant.... he wanted to noe but i refused to sae.... in this relationship i dun noe wat he is thinking or how he think.... even i ask he refuse to tell.... i hate guessing games... i can be understanding but if i dun noe how u think how u wan mi to understand.... i feel so insecure... even u r not gd looking but u r very gd at sweet talking to gals... i dun noe wat u wan.... seriously dun noe n dun expect mi to noe when u dun even tell mi when i ask u... when i am having a lot of problems he isnt there.... i noe he is bz so i juz kept quiet.... there is a lot of problems n i juz list out some... too much for mi tt i dun wan to take it anymore.. i juz feel tt single will be better ba.... so juz leave it like this n i will settle it soon... i need to think how to tell n chat wit him ba... dun wan to make it worse...
todae went to make my ic coz i had lost it.... thx victor for accompanying mi... thx for listening to mi... thx a lot my friend.... i hope tt u can find ur special someone.... dun worry....
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