i felt so bad to fer.... went out wit fer juz now to catch the show mirrors coz i wan to watch... then suppose to watch another show now... but i have to go hm coz some things crop out.... so sorry to throw him to watch alone..... i am so sorry.... feel so bad as i wan to accompany him realli...

haiz... y always like this one.... i dun understand.... nowadaes it is driving mi nuts.... i hate myself.... keep losing control of myself.... dun noe y..... too many things have happen n it is straining mi out.... i feel so tired..... especially tuition n friendship... certain friendship make mi feel so exhausted... i realli value friendship a lot...