recently things havent been gg realli well for mi.... especially certain stuff... onli certain ppl noe wat i am gg through... thx you buddies for ur encouragement.... realli thx a lot for ur support too...
i have been thinking am i too persistant over certain things but i dun wish to give up so easily..... i realli dun... tt y i am hanging on... coz i am not a person who gives up easily.... realli... when i wan to do the things i will persist till the end... especially relationship...
i dun seems strong when it comes to relationship...this special person told mi if he left mi i wont even feel sad or wat at all.... i can tell u tt if u left mi i will break down n cry coz of u ... coz u meant so much to mi... n i realli dun wan to lose u... it hearts my heart so much.... u didnt noe it at all... he sae he sense tt i juz feel lonely n need a companion... but the fact is i realli LOVE him a lot n a lot.... i didnt show it doesnt mean i dun love.... i love him deep down from my heart.... those ppl who noes mi well noe how much i love him.... how much i care for him... u r the first guy tt i will wake up in the middle of the nite... coz i dreamt tt i had lose u.... do u noe how scared am i when i dreamt tt i will lose u... do u noe the fear in my heart.... do u noe i realli dun wan to give u up easily.... i also wan u not to give up so easily.... i realli hope... watever i do... i juz wan u to be happi onli... i juz wan to see u happi again.. tt all... i am not asking much from u... as long as u r happi... i will be happi... so i choose to gave u up... to let u gain back everything n be happi... let u do wat u wan.....
haiz..... have a talk wit candy juz now.... feel more better le... candy stay strong ok... i will give u my support till the end... anything can find mi.... i noe u r gg through a hard time now... no matter wat happen i will lend u my listening ears whenever u need... feel free to tell mi...
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