too many things had happen these few daes n it is draining mi out... be it emotionally r physically.... too many things to be done n i have not done yet... coz i dun have the mood... i need my tut n lab report to be done tml so tt i can hand up on mon coz i need to hand up on mon... then sem pro need to hand up by tml 2359... sian.. not even a single one is done n notes from alex havent hand up... sian.... tml is a rushing dae... tired n stress...

i finally noe who i love le... n i realli love him... deep in my heart.... i juz sms him n i had hurt him again... i dun meant to... i feel so bad n guilty tt i keep disappointing u... i dun wan... do u noe i hate myself for keep disappointing u... u dun... i realli care abt how u feel how u react coz u meant so much to mi... i hate myself now... u reply mi n tell mi to do watever tt i will be happi... i juz wan to tell u wit u by my side i will be happi.. u r wat i wan for... nth else matter..
u dun noe wat happen to mi n wat i had went through... i wan to tell u but u r bz at times n i dun wan to disturb u so i choose not to sae... i noe u r waiting for mi to tell... n too many things had happen too... i dun wan to pressure u... i wan u to be happi...