i am losing myself again.... i hate the way of mi now... i realli hate... todae went out to celebrate tiff birthdae n i ended up looking so sad n fan... i am so sorry gal... it suppose to be a happi occasion....

have a talk wit candy alex loke zhiming n cheryl... thx for consoling mi so much... candy sae le i shldnt take everything at one go i shld slow down n take a break.... alex sae have to be strong.... zhiming sae if dun wan to face then run away lol then after run away then face lol.... he console mi a lot.... n HE SAE I NVR TREAT HIM GOOD.... he also share a lot wit mi... cheryl share a lot wit mi too....

i wan to take things slowly but i cant coz if i noe i dun face it it will be more complicated n big. n i also wish to face everything together but as i face a lot of things r added on... making it so heavy for mi... making mi so tired... i dunnoe... i am tired le... realli tired of all this....