slacking

last week was quite a ok week.... nth much to do... slack for a week in lab.... but it was fun at nite... mon went out wit irene how irene tay meifang sunny n irene how friend... they went to celebrate my birthday n they gave mi presents... haha.. thx a lot...

tues went to meet joanne n celebrate our birthday... we went to a restauarnt at arab street... the food was nice n a lot... then we went tcc for dessert... as usual we have a great chat n catch up...

wed n thurs went hm after fyp...

then fri went out wit nana for dinner at tcc.... yea... one down... next one is dome on christmas eve... :)

this week is gg be a bz week too...

happy 21st to mi

happi 21st to mi...

a new phrase of life... the beginning of adulthood...

everydae was a blink

this week was a fast week i guess... everydae pass so fast... this week was the last week of the A1 students in sch... ya i took lots of photos wit them... nth much happen also but this week was full of laughter... was kinda sad coz they left... but i thx them for the wonderful memories they gave mi for the past 6 weeks...

then tues presentation sucks coz of the assessors... but nvr it is over...
then fri went to do my nails n sat to pray at temple.... after tt head hm to prepare for my birthday party... it was a successful one... a lot of ppl came n it was full of fun n laughter... thx you for coming n ur presents... then todae slack at hm coz i was so tired n my cousin ah boy came to pass mi my present...

tml is the start of the new sch for A2... new friends again...

bz n tired

i celebrate my advance 21st birthday on 15 nov wit henry meifang her hubby xiao qiang n simin... as usual we went ktv... they brought mi a necklace from citigems.... thx for the celebrations n gift... i like the gift very much...

then last week was my last week of tuition n now i declare i am off for holiday... i guess both the students n mi r tired of everydae tuition from mon to fri... we need a break so i request for it.... then last thurs went town wit my cousin ah hui n yi fang... we went to eat sakae sushi n ah hui got piss by the person there.... as usual gals talk then we went shopping at far east n i brought 2 dresses n a vest... thx ah hui for paying as she brought mi as my birthday gift... fri went to find cheryl to talk for a while n head to shop... ya i bought stuff again... yest went for facial n ended up didnt do due to mi late... after tt headed to collect my stuff n went to find alex loke to chat... todae went out wit nana but something happen so end up i shop alone....

nana hope u recover soon... take good care n rest well... :)

fyp was fun n full of laughter...

upset

i am very upset due to certain things tt happen todae... so i dun wish to sae much abt wat happen todae...

although i was very upset but someone make the effort to cheer mi up by making mi smile... i thx him for the little things tt he had done after noe wat happen n he noe tt i am upset... thx a lot...

then i reject A on sun nite... i am sorry.... realli sorry... not tt i nvr consider or wat... i did... i realli do a lot of deep thought thinking... n after each time i think i feel very miserable n i realise we r juz not suitable for many reasons n u do noe the reasons y... so let juz be friends wont it be better.... tt is how i felt...

fun n tiring daes...

last fri was a pretty well dae i guess.. coz i told my dd tt i havent finish reading... so he ask mi to continue to read.... then after tt went to collect my stuff at bukit merah.... fyp was fun tt dae coz i kept laughing n laughing... the person opposite mi keep entertaining mi n wang qi wit lots of jokes... then sat went out for interview... after tt went to meet dad to eat at chinatown... then after tt i went off to meet ben to chat for a while n i bump into one of my sch mate... then sun stay at hm the whole dae to slack n read my report.... n i pack my hse during the evening... i clean up my room coz i find it messy n tidy up all my stuff... then gave away all the unwanted stuff.... n i realised tt i have a lot of pairs of shoes... too much heels le...

todae was pretty alrite as i spend almost the whole dae downloading the software n finally download the correct one n off i went to connect my circuit... circuit was halfway done... todae is realli fun coz it is full of laughter although it is tiring... i love the daes where i can laugh n laugh...

fate

nth much this week ba... but fyp was fun i guess... although i am busy but i still find it fun n lot of laughter... nth much for the week except tuition n fyp...

fri after fyp went to meet nana for dinner at np... n i brought 1 pair of scandals and a 1 inch heels.... then sat went to meet nana n headed for a swim... at nite was chatting wit ben.. chat a lot... n we chat until 2 plus in the morning... then todae meet nana for dinner n she shop for a present while i shop for a mp3... it is darm freaking sad for both of us as we had our dinner at delifrance n we r still not full... the worse is the waiting time for food is darm long...

omg... i brought 1 pair of slippers, 1 pair of cover shoes, 1 scandals, 1 pair of 3 inch heels n 1 pair of 1 inch heels this mth... thx god 2 of the pairs r sponsor by my dad as he brought for mi when we went to shop for my birthday present....
tml start sch again... :)

a lot of things had happen last week... n i broke down n cry coz i was scared.... but i got my friends encouragement especially nana... during tt time i think a lot n a lot... n i realised a lot of things... thx you ppl for listening to mi... finally now the things r finally over... things r gg better n it will be better....

last fri went to yuki yaki to celebrate meifang n irene how birthday.... n juz nice tt dae was irene how rom... double celebration for her... all the best to u...
last sat was out wit victor for a gd catch up...

this week nth much as sch have started... now doing fyp... my job is to do report n report... wed was quite fun helping the lec out... a lot of jokes n laughter... got to noe my fyp mates better.... sch was pretty fun...
yest went to mac to slack the whole dae wit candy... i bought books again... then meet fred for a while to chat... candy n mi was talking abt students nowadaes r full of patterns...
todae met nana for dinner n a catch up... gals talk again... it was fun...

thx you everyone for ur concern... i am fine already... shall update tml...

EMOTIONALLY BREAKDOWN

WHY DO I HAVE TO ENDURE THIS AGAIN N AGAIN... IT SIMPLY SUCKS WHEN MY TEARS R LIKE TAP WATER KEEP ROLLING DOWN...

i will be fine alone...

pic of the dinner at shang ri la...

the drinks.. onli 3 belong to mi... 1 belong to my dad.... :)

mi at the hotel toilet...

mi while waiting for the food...

happi n tired...

nth much for last week except last thurs went to meet weiliang n his boss... he intro his boss to mi n had a chat wit them...

then mon went for my neighbour wedding dinner.... omg... it is so grand n romantic... dinner at shang ri wit a live band n singer from dunnoe which cafe n a live photo studio where u can take the photo there n develop instantly.... n they show a video of their wedding shoot taken in paris ..... it realli envy the ppl there... reach hm ard 12 plus as it ended late...overall it was a nice n pleasant dinner......
then wed went to meet cheryl n we went for waxing together.... then after tt we went to eat tarts at the nearby area coz i noe tt the area there got sell nice n delicious tarts..... i also pass her her belated birthday gift...
todae was my cousin birthday n had a small party at hm..... it was fun n great... as usual is a gathering too...

there r a lot of things gg on recently..... n it make mi feel so tired mentally.... but the fact is always a fact... we cannot run away but to accept it....n i had already accept it n face it...

1 happi thing is tt i clear all my modules for this sem... thx god.... n i left wit 1 more n fyp to go.... i am happi... realli happi even my grades r not gd coz i am lazy n i didnt study.... i am happi tt i pass.... my grades r bad coz i didnt put in effort....

sick

thurs was a nice catch up wit weiliang.... thx for treating mi foods n drinks everytime when we meet up.... it is the thoughts tt count although everytime u sae nvr... it was a very gd catch up indeed... talk a lot wit him.. we chatted for abt 2 hrs plus before we headed hm... then fri was sick coz of food posioning... still dunnoe which food did i ate wrong.... was very sick n dad brought mi to doc during the afternoon.... then cancel all my outings wit friends n tuition for my students as i was too sick n weak.... sorry alex loke n victor... have been slp since fri due to the medication..... then todae went for tuition n back hm... thx victor for sms to ask whether i am feeling better or not.... thx candy for asking too....

i am still sick n not feeling well after taking the medicine.... my throat is feeling pain after taking the medicine too.... i drink lots of honey water but it is onli temporaily.... shall see another doc soon if i still dun recover.... ya i took the wrong medicine yest morning... n i onli realised at nite tt i took the wrong tablets.... i think no one will be as blur as mi to take the wrong medicine... off to slp le as i am tired....

bz n bz

last week was a slacking week... last wed went out wit pearlene for a while... went walking ard at bugis... we also have a gd catch up.... then after tt was tuition... things hasnt been well for my student.... haiz... headache.... then sat went for liyan 21st birthday n had a gd catch up wit her n candy.... talk until 11pm.. gals talk again... :)

this week was a bz week too... mon went out to have dinner wit ade n meifang to celebrate ade brithday... it was her 21st birthday... brought then had a gd catch up wit them... i love talking to them... thx ade gave for the treat... then yest went out to meet chris wit alex loke.... had a chat wit chris.... coz he is gg to army later.... haha... all the best my friend... as usual full of craps n jokes..... he sae meet up soon again... haha... we shall see coz 3 of us r very bz... then after tt went to meet nana.... we went jurong pt.... another gal talk session.... then todae also meet her up last min at amk hub.... n i went wrong place... she sae meet at yishun but i blur blur heard it at amk... so end up she went amk to look for mi... tml gonna meet weiliang for coffee again... then fri is alex loke.... sat i meeting victor.... sun will be resting at hm....

my dad told mi on sat tt he is leaving for kl for a holiday trip on sun n will be back on tues.... he bought some tibits for us n cute pencils for mi...

i cook dinner for my mum on mon... coz she dun wanna eat out so i went to market n buy.... she was surprised as she always thought tt i cant cook... but not tt i cant cook.... is i am lazy to cook....

off to slp le... gg to update again tml...

exam over... happi.... holi is here...

mao 21st at downtown... us... the sec sch peeps...
1st pic...

us took this first while waiting for Mao

wit the birthday boy but too dark..

it was a bz weekend... sat was my cousin birthday.. the cake was nice n yummy.. best of all not so creamy but exp... haha... then sun was a bz dae to pray also... for the seventh mth.. todae had the test n wat come out was so different... no tips at all.. all the qns is totally different... manage to do but..

tml last ppr n holi here i come....

n A HAPPY TEACHER DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS....

then after tt is Mao 21st birthday at downtown...

ppl r slowly getting over the fact tt my friend had pass away... she is in a better place now... rest in peace...

nth much happen for the past 3 weeks as i have been bz wit sch reports n projects n exams....
on 10 aug was my ah ma birthday... has a small celebration in her hse.... nth much expect eating n the usual manjiong session.... haha not bad i still won some money in the end...
the following dae was sem pro ppt...
then thurs went to meet zhiming at my hse downstair for a while n chatted quite a bit... as usual he keep on shooting mi...
then 15 aug sun went for mao shen 21st birthday celebrations... it was fun as usual a gathering wit lots of catch up n chatting...
the last mon went to meet weiliang for a good catch up... chat a lot too.... talk from work to relationship... jia you my friend...
yest went to meet candy n we went to eat bakerzin n chat a lot... it was a wonderful dinner...
nth much for these few daes as it was exam.... 3 pprs down.. left 2 more... jia you....

quite a lot of things had happen during these 3 weeks... but i have sort it out le... some things r not meant to be sae.... i am juz waiting to see the truth as time will tell as time pass...

teacher dae is coming...
liyan 21st next sat...
ade one soon too...

life is so unpredictable

life is so unpredictable... u will nvr noe wat is gg to be happen... todae got a shocking news from my friend chris.. he told mi one of our friend had commit suicide with her boyfriend and pass away.... it is so sudden... no one actually noes wat happen... everyone is shock... i told jolyn, bernard, fred, joanne, cheryl and liyan... all of us r feeling upset... it is all over the news...

i dunnoe y after the news i cant calm down... i cant... i wanted to go n see her for the last time... she is a nice gal... a cheerful gal... rest in peace my friend clara...

on mc todae again due to migrain.... since last thurs i have been suffering from it.... have been on medication.... but todae i ran out or medication so went to the doc.. n the doc is so kind tt he gave mi 60 tablets.... he told mi if the medication is too strong n i cant go sch tml go find him for another mc... he is cute isnt it...

戴爱玲 - 沸腾
作词：武雄 / 作曲：薛忠铭 / 编曲：薛忠铭
不要急着 向我索吻
不要这样 紧迫盯人
请你缓一缓 等一等
滚烫的爱情 会留下伤痕
不要露出 那种眼神
不要变得 如此冰冷
让我想一想 问一问
怎样的拥抱 才叫做永恒
爱与恨 找不到恒温
热与冷 全都让我沸腾
一场梦还在心里翻滚
你却装作不承认 故意不承认
像个不曾认识的人
忽远忽近忽热忽冷
爱与恨 我一样认真
热与冷 碰了心都会疼
两个人何苦争强斗狠
你看夜已那麽深 梦已那麽深
我也身不由己 爱你爱你爱你
我爱到沸腾 爱到沸腾
我爱到沸腾
我爱到沸腾 爱到沸腾 我痛到沸腾

currently is listen to this song.... n other songs of this singer....

nth much these few daes as i am bz.... student is having exams n i am also having exam soon... so it is gg to be very bz for mi... plus reports n lab test n all these r gg on... n i also have to go n coach my little cousin as it is exam time... juz met up wit nana for a dinner.... finally we met up after so long... as both of us r very bz... have a gd catch up wit her juz now... shall have one soon coz it is not enough as we have so much to chat abt....
dunnoe wat is wrong wit this blogger... cant post out my caption on top of the pic... shall figure it out when i am free...

the pink dress is the one tt i try for fun last sat while shopping wit cheryl... the black dress is the dress i bought at central for my com skill ppt 1... then white one i wore it for com skill ppt 2....

mi wit the pink dress...
mi n cheryl trying the dresses for fun coz we find it nice....

com skill ppt 2...

com skill ppt 1...

the black dress bought at central wit cheryl...

nth much ba for the previous week as it was bz as usual... then last week also nth much... was bz... sat went out wit cheryl as she went for facial n i went to walk ard.... then we shop... we bought some stuff... i bought a dress and a short... i also bought 3 bags at one go... haha... think i siao already... this week also nth much ba... gg to be bz again... coz next week got to hand up my slides n report for sem pro.... havent start yet... test is coming... muz study....

pearlene n janice i miss both of u lots...
pearlene is out of the sch for attachment so cant see her... then janice although in sch but our life are so bz n our time does not fit... haiz...
although now i always mix ard wit ppl... i can click well n talk wit them but i still miss pearlene n janice a lot a lot.... even though eddy n darren are in sch but i dun get to see them too coz they got their click too.... haiz... but life is not tt bad coz i mix ard n still get my laughter... :P

i wan to meet my dear sis nana... it been a long time since i met u.... ")

although there r a lot of ppl i wanna n need to meet.... (:

shall upload the overdue pic...
cheryl n mi at ndp....
mi sharon meifang irene n doreen...the grp photo...

it is gonna to be a long post since it been weeks since i last update..
start from the week 27 june ba... meet up wit my ex colleagues n have a gathering n henry n sunny birthday celebrations... as usual the clique... this time got quite a lot of ppl.. sharon n doreen came... it been ages since we last met... haha... then had fun wit them... after tt hm for a gathering... then didnt went for eugene birthdae... i am sorry... tt dae schedule was very tight... so have to cancel one... anyway happy 21st birthday to him... then sun went to meet zy abt the drawing... ask him for help... n he did help a lot... thx friend... then the following week is e learning week.... n nth much happen.... juz tuition n tuition ba... then sat went for ndp rehersal... it been ages since i last went... this yr ndp is great n nice to watch... then sun met candy for a while as she sae she havent met mi for a long time... she sae i was so bz.... sorry gal... then mon went out wit cheryl for her job interview n walk ard clark quay for a while.... then this whole week is common test.... it sucks meh... juz hope tt i can pass tt all... black out this time... then thurs finally met up wit ade le... it is so great to talk to her... love her lots...haiz... then nth much on weekend... slp the whole dae as i was tired... till now still feel tired...

to cheryl...
gal i noe u r sad n emo... but stay strong... i am always there for u.... cheer up... i noe u r feeling pain... dun worry time will let everything pass...

this 3 weeks i have been thinking a lot... n i have sort out my thinking too... have a clearer view... noe wat i am gg to do...

some things r running through my mind again... haiz... i think of u again... but i noe clearly tt i shld give up.... if else i will be hurt deeper... i dun wan to get hurt n into trouble coz of u... so i choose to protect myself before i realli got very deep hurt...

i have a funny n close buddy...
i have noe him for abt 4 yrs plus le... he is a gd friend... realli indeed one... although he is a player.... but he noes clearly wat he is doing n he doesnt hurt innocent ppl.... he is a player but he onli play wit gals who r player... if a gal is not player he will not play wit her coz he doesnt wan to hurt the gal... but he doesnt get close to them either coz he doesnt wanna to hurt them... so they r juz normal friends la... to mi he is a very important friend... coz we r best friend... he share wit mi his stuff n i share wit him my stuff.. but most of the time i am a listener... we enjoy each other company as we always juz find a place to sit down n start to chat... he always tell mi a lot of stuff... wat he do n how he think... in all the aspects which realli make mi understand him... we do heart to heart talk... tt y we r best friend.... we trust each other n have very gd n mutual understanding... we understand each other very well n noe how each other thinks... i do noe a lot of private stuff abt him... coz he realli open up to mi... he realli trust mi a lot n tt y he tell... we call n sms each other frequently to update abt each other progress... he tell mi 1 thing tt is he is always there for mi n he nvr left mi at all... so whenever i am down or wat juz tell him n he will be there to listen... juz like wat i always do... we have accompany each other through the dark period of each other life... tt y our friendship foundation is strong n we r maintaining it so it is gg stronger as the days go... there r times tt he is realli tired n he still talk or sms to mi until he cant take it..... i realli appreciate this friendship... it is not easy for us to maintain such a strong foundation friendship when he is a player... n he is very protective towards mi... he will try his best to protect mi from getting hurt but end up each time i am hurt all over n make him worried for mi... sorry my friend... i wont make u very worried for mi again... i will be learn to protect myself well coz i got u to be there for mi... thx for lending mi ur shoulders to lean on... thx for being such a wonderful friend... (:

i have been studying wit alex loke on tuesday n wednesday.. later gg to study again wit him... studying have been productive n i am seriously concentrating... tt is gd but math made mi mad coz i dun understand a lot of things... a lot of qns got jam halfway... i need help...

lots of thoughts are running through my mind yest... but now i am fine already.. got a harsh scolding from alex loke... he is rite... i shld wake up le... then cheryl also sae the same thing... nana sae tt long ago... yes... n i have woken up le...
i already lost this game long ago... n i shld end long ago too... u r juz playing mi.... u r a player... so wat i am ur gf... u dun love mi... u r juz using mi... wat i wan is ur love but it will nvr happen... coz u wont love mi... no matter wat u sae is not gonna change the fact... if u realli love mi... u will prove it to mi but u didnt... i did love u... n i realli love u... it is a fact... but u choose to play it instead of treasuring it... so juz leave mi alone... i will be happier without u...

nth much for mon n tues as i slack at hm... wed went to study wit alex loke n meet nana too... but end up talking session... it was fun.. after tt aj call mi n ask mi to meet him up to chat... when he call mi he is at my hse downstairs le... so went down to chat.. then thurs meet alex loke to help him do his report n to our surprise aj join us... then aj piss mi off... then fri alex loke accompany mi to cheryl son birthdae... thx for accompany... i enjoy myself... then sat went to meet cheryl for a while... sun nth much as is father day n my great grandpa death anni... so having a gathering n manjiong session wit my family... n a mini celebration of father day..

early in the morning at 9 plus my classmate call n ask mi... then end up i too lazy n tired so went back to slp until 12 plus when alex loke call mi... then chatted until 3 plus n went to my ah ma to eat n teach my cousin since i am waiting for alex to wake up...after tt i went back to rest...
suppose to meet alex but he overslept so cancel in the end... we had some conflicts... i dunnoe wat is wrong wit both of us... we seems to have conflicts often.. i have been thinking since juz now... wat is wrong n i cant figure out.... i am SORRY for giving u attitude... i dun mean to... it is time for mi to do reflections again....

later gg to study wit alex loke.... realli study n buck up... is another bz week again... fully pack of things again...

to zy... seriously no pt asking mi whether i got bf or not... coz i whether i got or not... u dun stand a chance at all... i meant wat i sae.... i told u striaght le we r impossible meant we r not... no pt waiting for mi.... coz u r not wat..

nth much this week ba.... mon went out wti alex n tiff after sch for a catch up.. then tues went out wit alex for a gd chat either... then wed went to meet cheryl to study... n thurs cheryl went to my sch to find mi... n after tt wenxing cheryl bf came to find out.... after tt went to do my hands... then fri i went hm to slp after my class... then sat went to meet cheryl to walk walk for a while.... as usual we chat a lot... then todae slp the whole dae coz i was so tired.... not enough slp for the past few daes... then at nite went for a dinner wit my dad as to celebrate father day... juz chatted wit alex not long ago...
supper this few daes wit my dad... thurs nite went for supper wit my dad... fri nite my dad brought supper back... n sat nite went for supper wit my dad again.. tonite my dad brought supper back again... oh no... getting fat in this way...
dad thx for showering mi wit lots of love n care.... whenever i am sick... thx for calling hm to see tt whether i got see doc... sometimes my dad would ask my aunt to bring mi go see doc coz he is worried... thx for buying all the food tt i want to eat everytime n buy my fav food for mi... thx for pampering mi so much... thx for sharing wit mi ur stuff... no matter wat happen i will be there for u... happy father day to u...

i wan to meet fiona.... seriously i need to have a gd catch up wit u... sorry for being so bz...
liyan i wanna meet u up also... for a gd chat...
candy i need to meet u up also.. sorry for being so bz...
tracy i need to meet u up also...

i hate to be taken be taken for granted n make use of... dun ever think tt when u r making use of mi i dun noe... not i dunnoe is i dun wan to sae... i will tolerate it instead... then when it hit my limit i will explod tt all...

ya... nth much ba.. except from thurs onwards.... thurs meet up wit alex loke n we skip math class coz we were counselling aj... he was feeling emo... n he got a lot of doubts n qns... so help him to analysis... we chatted n rot at grassroot club until 9pm... then fri meet during the break n talk for 3 hrs n the same thing.. then i got a bit piss off as i keep on scolding him stupid... then at nite he sae wanna meet mi at my hse downstairs... so meet him for a while n chat... nearly halfway through i wan to throw him alone n go hm coz he keep trying his luck... he wan to see whether he can bump into her as she live next blk to mi.... then sat met him again coz he ask mi out... haha... this time wit alex loke again... he thought he onli meeting mi... who noes i ask alex loke again.. then his face change immediately when he saw him... he also talk very little words... then we decided to headed to pub... this time alex loke told him off in a very harsh words n tone... n i gave him a big scolding coz i realli angry le.... he is too persistant... then he become more emo after both of us take turns to talk to him... then something funny happen... after tt i shoot him again.. so from sat nite until now he is avoiding mi... haiz.. we told u off is for ur own gd... do u think we realli like to told u off meh... coz u cant wake up... as a friend we feel heartpain to see u like this... we wan u to stand up... so we told u off... anyway now i push the job back to alex loke since he is avoiding mi...

then fri went out wit cheryl to bugis for a while to walk walk n chat..

todae ppt sucks meh...

tml is a better dae...

a happening dae

todae is a happening dae...
in lab todae suddenly the lec sae got lab test... haiz.. he nvr give us time to prepare... sae test mean test... haiz.. do half of it as i onli noe half...

then went to meet cheryl at bugis for a while... sorry gal... didnt meant it... next time we gg meet for a long time n long gals talk... then after tt rush to meet fer... accompany fer as i chat wit him... he sms mi suddenly juz now while i was on my way meeting cheryl... he sae he need someone to accompany as he is feeling emo n down.. so went to meet him... then went for a drink instead... he drank quite a lot... then we sang some songs together like 你最珍贵, 窗外, 侯鸟.. then he sang 开不了口 while i sang 爱我的资格.... we can sing songs together coz we got the chemistry.... i realised we got gd chemistry... then he talk a lot of things la...

i noe u realli need mi now during this period of time... i can promise u tt i will nvr leave u alone.. instead i will accompany u to walk through this period of hard times... i will be there for u always.... like u r always there for mi...

nth much ba.. n i meet cheryl again on fri to chill for a while... as usual chat a lot... so fun wit her...

then yest went to meet candy for a while and we went sembawang shopping centre... then walk back to yishun... haha... had gals talk again.. talk a lot too.. haha... then she told mi no matter wat choice i made the person muz be able to give mi happiness...

thx cheryl n candy... thx for telling mi tt u will support my decision... thx for ur advise... thx for telling mi to be happi n to fight for my happiness...

had a talk wit fer last nite... but it wasnt long.. coz he was very exhausted.. thx for making the effort to talk to mi despite tt u r so tired...i noe u realli care n loved mi a lot... if not u wont do so much for mi... i realli appreciate all the things u had done for mi... be there for mi no matter wat happen... be there for mi whenever i am down or stress or upset... thx for cheering mi up always.. thx for being so supportive towards mi..

had a talk wit alex juz now too... sort things up n clear up most of the misunderstanding le... thx you... i am happi tt most of things r clear n sort out... but there r still some things tt i havent tell u... nvr tt r not impt anymore... as long as u r happi can le... i juz hope tt u can be happi n not emo le....

finally most of the stuff r done for this week... wed ppt died badly... kenna shoot until very bad.. haiz.. then todae one was not bad.. lec quite like it... haha.. yest went up to meet up wit cheryl n we had a gd catching up session... but it seems like we have endless topics to talk n to share.. got to noe more personal things abt each other... yea we r gg to meet up soon when i have settle more or my stuff.. nafa still havent go.. sian... gg to train up this week before i go.. haha..

a lot of things to be done this weekend... hope tt i can have enough rest ba.. hope so...
1) the cover n resume letter for com skills coz deaddue is mon...
2) ppt for 3271 muz be done n hand in on mon
3) the info n confirmation of concept of Eg 3266 by this week...
4) a few quizes to be done...

as i mention in the previous post tt i am piss off by some ppl... reasons is i had enough of their excuses... bz is not a excuse... does it mean tt bz dun need to get things done... seriously it is all abt time management... to mi bz is bz but it is nvr been an excuse... i realise tt they r selfish ppl... haiz.. y i have such team mates.. seriously i am starting to get piss off... coz i have realli heard enough of bz.. does it mean bz so cant do... n somemore all the work is allocated liao... always sae muz do end up... haiz.. dun wan to sae anymore liao...

after the chatting session wit cheryl noe more things n hear from her pt of view... similar to mine... haha.. same thinking..
for alex i hope things will go back to normal soon... things r gg back to normal soon i guess... at least i am happi coz he is not angry or piss off.. :)

help pearlene to take pic todae n have lot of fun.. recently had lot of fun... leslie, eddy they all cheer mi up... they make my dae man.. love them lots... wit them ard i wont feel bored...

nth much from last week till this week... though a lot of things happen n made mi think... first is alex.... i dunnoe wat to sae... second is fer... for fer i am lost of words coz he make mi emo... by the way thx for assuring n telling mi tt u will nvr leave mi n always be my best friend... thx a lot...

went out wit victor to explore arab street haji lane n holland village... then we learn a lot of stuff n noe more n we went into the malay heritage centre n the museum too... had a talk wit my friend leslie on sat nite... n it was very comfortable to chat wit him... then sun went to my pri sch friend chun jin 21st birthdae... mon was a fun dae coz got leslie to cheer mi up... haha... he is joker... then todae went out wit pearlene to bugis n then back to sch.. then celebrated pearlene birthdae in sch... she like it can le...

then piss off wit some people again...

happy birthday to pearlene

happy birthday to pearlene... may all ur dreams n wishes come true... hope tt u r happi everydae... may u find ur beloved soon... stay happi n take care always... love ya... :)

thx for being such a gd friend all these while... thx for listening to mi... :P

I HATE UR LIES... I HAD ENOUGH....
爱上你是一个错.... was listening to this song send by pearlene... then understood the meaning n this is how i feel now... loving u seems to be mistake... but i dun regret... i dun regret for the things i do.. i will take it as a lesson learnt n part of parcel of life...

a funny conversations wit one of my classmate on the way hm... i forgot his name.. i forgot how it is start but i can onli part of it...
A: the gal is pretty arh...
Mi: she got name one ok.. she is esther...
then i dunnoe how he can change the topic to mi...
A: jane u r pretty...
Mi: haha... no la...
A: then u r cute.. coz not pretty is cute....
Mi: i am not cute or pretty la... haha...
then ivan wanted to laugh coz of the funny chat...
then another coversation also funny but cannot sae here.. wan to noe ask mi....

nth much this few daes la...

flowers

shall keep it a secret who gave to mi.. haha... hehe.. thx for the rose... :)

post edit..

funny conversations

a funny conversation wit my lec..
mi: cher... my mentor call mi n sae i didnt go for ur class...
mi: but i dun remember i got skip ur class coz i came for all ur lessons..
my lec: oh yai forgot to inform the module coordinater... alrite i will inform him later...
mi: ok thx cher...
i got a cute n funny lec rite.. i agree too..

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this week

nth much this week as i am on mc for 3 daes... for tues i overslept.. but wed i am realli sick n thurs i went back sch for some lessons due to checking of some stuff n back hm to rest for the last lesson since my mc is until thurs.... then rest at hm n fri nite went out to partyworld wit eddy n darren to celebrate janice marie n pearlene birthday... it was realli fun and we got very high... i guess all of us realli enjoy the nite... then the clusmy mi accidentally spill a cup of bubble tea... but overall it was fun.. we promised to go there again when we r free... haha.. i realli miss u guys a lot.. even though we r in sch but we dun get to see each other as often as we used to hang out together coz of the specialisation n some r doing fyp n attachemnt.. then sat went to meet zhiyong to pass him his present.... then after tt went out wit someone... but this person disppointed mi again n again... shall not sae wat happen here... after tt went to meet nana n we got crazy coz she cry n i laugh like nobody business.. ppl thought we r siao... then went to my friend place for a while n headed to meet candy... then reach hm ard 4 plus... n halfeway through i realised I FORGOT TO BRING MY KEYS OUT... end up call my mum to wake up n open the door... n slp almost the whole dae until juz now went to meet candy for dinner... as usual we chat a lot...

u might be wonder why i let u go last night... the answer is very simple... if ur heart is not there for mi... wat for.. if i make u stay it will make both of us miserable... so i choose to let go.... but i dun denied tt the things u do realli touched mi .... i am not the type of gal who dun let go... no pt to hold on to a person whose heart is not there... i can tell u straight i am very disappointed last nite tt y i choose to kept my mouth shut..
3 yrs ago i become emo n sad coz of u.. 3 yrs later it is happening again.. i hate myself for letting history to be repeating it again...
i am juz s simple gal who long to be loved n care by the person who i loved...

i havent do finish my assignments n projects... arh... i hate them man... it is like nvr ending.. it is dueing soon.. woa pang... fainting soon.. STRESS.. i wan a break soon..

another week has past.... it was a bz week for mi... but it was a happi week for mi too... life is sch n work every dae... but it was full of laughter by my clique... wed i celebrate birthdae wit alex loke... fri skip math lec n went hm to slp coz thurs i stay up late to do fer present until 3am as i am meeting him on fri... finally i met my best buddy fer on fri nite to advance celebrate his birthdae..... anyway it was very fun for both of us n i guess we did realli have a lot of fun n enjoy it... both of us were smiling all the way throughout.. he was very touch n he like the present very much... then sat is tuition n todae went for facial wit nana... the person sae i got outbreak of pimples... expected... then shop wit nana for a while n we chatted a lot again.. :) shall see her soon... this week is gg to be bz as my students n cousins r having exam... fri i am meeting my clique to celebrate pearlene janice n marie birthdae... hope this coming weekend i can have a gd rest...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST BUDDY FER, JANICE KHO, CHRISTINA CHIN N JUN LONG...

thx fer for being there for mi through the bad times... thx for being there for mi whenever i need someone... thx for cheering mi up always... i am realli happi to have u as my best buddy...

i am so tired.... so drain out by sch... project n project.. nvr ending one... i am so tired n i need a break... :(

nth much this week ba... as usual bz... mon skip sch n went to see doc coz was not feeling well... doc told mi to rest n not tired myself more.. thurs skip math lec.... fri went malaysia wit my parents for the one dae tour.. it was not bad... the food is quite gd la... n i get to see a lot of fruits but there r still disappointment coz there r quite a no of fruits i didnt get to seen... overall not bad but very tired... then sat went to meet esther to do project... yea we finally settle most of it... then went to meet pearlene after tt for walk walk... get to talk a bit more wit her n get to see things more differently... then todae nth much ba... tuition n after tt went to teach my cousin... tml suppose to meet eddy to buy present but i cant make it...coz i totally forgot tt my student is having oral tml n english n chinese composition on tues n wed.... haiz.. this week gonna be a bz week i guess... i am off to slp le... tired....

stress

stress... i am stress... i got projects n project... lot n lots of them... it seems like nvr ending.. it is tougher then it seems... i muz realli study hard... life is bored... beside sch is tuition.. n now wed n fri have to go to my little cousin hse to teach her after my tuition... life is fun in sch n tuition... i got friends to cheer mi up n my students too... my students exam r coming in ard 2 weeks time... i am stress... this is the final yr.. jia you n everything is over soon... i am lacking so slp... i wan to slp... so tired... everydae reach hm ard 9 plus 10... everydae didnt get enough slp...

sometime i long to have the someone to be there for mi but it seems very hard... n i am used to it le... waiting... fate will decide ba..

todae is the first dae of sch n i already feeling tired... is due to the workload ba.. it is increasing as time goes... haiz... i wan to faint for the sem pro... it is so tough n someone is individual... it is STRESS.... this sem muz do well... muz work hard... my communication skills lec is very funny n interesting... she is fun i guess... tt is my first dae... starting to get use of the bz life again...

i am gg to malaysia next fri wit my family for a one dae tour... yea it is to take a break n recharge mi from the stressful life...

i guess i will be lazy n bz to update my blog ba... due to the bz life i am leading... off to bed le...

nth much this week ba... went to sch on wed for timetable.. n a lot of things screw up so went on thurs n finally solve... thx to tt lec mr tham for helping mi so much n pearlene also... thx for her help n accompany these 2 daes... then fri went to collect stuff n back to sch to buy books.. todae tuition n went out wit dad to suntec to see the tour thing... my dad tell mi a lot of stuff n i got to learn n noe more... my dad got so many things to tell n i can learn... :D

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i had a fun dae wit my parents..... they r so funny...

like is like...
love is love..
like is not love...

nth much these few daes except tuition... brought my little cousin out to enjoy herself... it been sometime since i brought her out.... haha... it is gd to see her enjoying herself... weekend will be rotting at hm again...

sch is starting in a week time... sian... gg to lead a super bz lifestyle again... :D

thx to all my friends for accepting mi... thx for the forgivness n tolerances u gave... like wat kat n hazel n mao shen sae... wat r friends for... thx for ur encouragement.... thx my sec sch friends for being there for mi always since sec sch life... especially nana kat ade n many more... not forgeting some of my poli friends too.. n the special someone too... :)

nth much these week i guess... haha... was a slacking week i guess.... yest meet up up song leng n liyan for a nice catch up n a gd breakfast... crap n lots of jokes... talk quite a lot too... then meet nana for a gd catch up at nite.... we did a gd catch up... thx a lot for listening to mi n ur advise... n tml gg for swimming wit nana n after tt belated dinner for hazel 21st wit the rest.... :)

slacking at home now... sat was a wonderful dae.... went to shop for a while before going ard to explore places.. walk a lot n get to noe a lot too..... this is one of the place tt i mange to explore.... after tt went to boat quay to enjoy the nite view... more to come when i continuing to explore... coz i didnt bring camera so didnt manage lots of pic... isnt it nice... haha... shld let u guys guess...

life is getting bz as usual but i am enjoying it... was bz working... i like the new environment tt i am working.. wit my new bosses r pleasant too... they r satisfied wit my work... i am happi too... enjoying the new environment tt i am in... they r nice bosses... they realli treat mi very gd... :) nth much beside working n working..... meeting victor on sat... :)

havent been updating my blog... getting lazier n lazier.... nth much from last week until this week... as it is onli tuition n home... last week i met candy for dinner on thurs... then fri i went for yida birthdae n sat went out wit nana... n todae i went for my job interview... :D

finally i told damian alvin n yong sheng tt i dun wanna work wit them anymore... it is finally settle...

finally had time to changed into a new blog skin... i love my new blog skins.. thx to nana...

this week is a bz week i guess... had tuition all the way until wed... then thurs n fri last min cancel...

mon went out wit liyan to buy denny present n we had lot of fun.... then thurs went for denny birthdae... not bad la... he keep serving us food until we cant eat... then went for a walk at the beach.... had a talk wit liyan... then todae went for ivan one... he also serve mi food... haha... i noe i bad la... overall both r fun coz there r so much funny things happening there... i enjoy myself...

first B ignore mi for 2 weeks n he is back to sms mi for a few daes n back to ignoring mi again... seriously i dunnoe wat he is thinking... his hot n cold attitude to mi make mi feel loss at times... haiz..

friendship r so fragile... it is very very fragile.... from best friends become strangers is the worst pain tt i had ever felt... it is so painful... it bleeds... i dunnoe wat is wrong... n i dun have the chance to even ask... haiz.. i have been wondering is it my pro... is it i dunnoe how to treasure u or i dunnoe how to maintain it... seriously i dunnoe coz u nvr gave us a chance to talk nor speak... i admit i got a lot of friends n i try to be there for everyone... there r quite a handful tt i always hang out wit... n i realli treasure the time spent... i am trying to treasure n maintain... i am trying my best le... but y still like this... i dunnoe but it is time for mi to do some thinking again... i realli thx those friends who r always there for mi n accept mi for who i am... thx you guys n gals... u all noe who u r... :-)

放了爱 by guo mei mei

你指向远方 爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光 钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动 是 泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上 以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光在空中翱翔
还得乔装安份 靠在你肩膀

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢 我笑得开朗
你越温柔 我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你 我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁
加满自由 我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱 会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手

我的心 为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手
放了爱

finally i bought a new printer n finish installing it... i am happi... but i am so stress n tired now... later is gg to be a long dae.... haiz.... juz now i teach 6 hrs of tuition n later still got another 6 hrs... it makes mi feel so tired.... i also feel very stress coz i scared she cannot do well.. she has so much to catch up...

out of sudden a lot of things began to happen one by one... first start wit B ignoring mi... which i guess i noe the reason... this shld be a cooling period for both of us... i guess time is the key to let things fade... second is my students... third is i told damian i will give him n alvin n yong sheng an ans... coz i already had the ans in my heart le... haiz...

i am stress n emo.... trying to solve one by one.. though it is draining mi out... i believe i can do it... :D

i bought 5 books todae... i realli i love to read ba... but it realli depends on the type of books... the books i bought is more on life type...

ya todae went to meet song leng n have a chat... it was realli nice to chat... he is a close friend of mine... haha.. coz we can talk a lot n can keep secrets... it is nice to catch up wit him... :-)

sian... cant upload the photos... anyway went out wit tracy n we have a gd chat... thx for listening to mi n give mi advise too...

was reading though the posts in my blog n i realise i have changed again.... for the better side is i became happier n contented easily. i learnt how to treasure ppl... a better time management.... i became more n more positive towards things... tt y i am happier everydae... temper also become better as i can control well.... learn to let go.... became more independent as well.... for the bad side is when i am emo i am realli very very emo.... tt is the bad part.... n become a slacker....

i shall change my bad points too... i love myself more n more each dae.... n everydae is a happier dae for mi....

finally exams r over...

finally exams r over... here goes my holi n break... shall make full use of it as i not gg to have any more holi till graduate le...

todae went to marina square to eat seoul garden wit my classmates n it was very fun.. lots of fun n laughter... after tt we headed to arcade to play n i headed to teach tuition while they headed to play lan games... it was fun to hang out wit them todae... after todae everyone is gonna to go separate due to the different paths n specialisation tt we r taking... ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE IN MF0708... take care....

2 pprs down n left 1... yea.. finally... the last ppr make mi mad wit no tips at all... how am i gg to study also dunnoe... tt mean muz study whole bk which will kill mi... haiz..

yest went for bee hiong 21st n have a gd catch up wit my pri sch mates cheryl n hui min... we did have a gd catch up... talk a lot from pri sch life to current life... we waited half an hr for a cab n somemore is on call... tt place is darm wulu.. no cab...

i cant concentrate on my test.... pms on the first dae of my test... darm sian.... was bz mugging for test on thurs n fri... haha... manage to do my themo wit dudi n anthony help... thx to them for teaching mi... then out wit meifang sunny irene how n irene tay n irene friend to celebrate helen n neo birthdae... it was fun... so long nvr see helen le... haha.. finally... tml is gg for bee hiong 21st... then sun is mugging for exam on mon... :-)

I GIVE UP.... i am tired le....

sometime letting go is the best.. so i choose to let go...
so that i can 解脱 n not hurt anymore by u..

todae went to meet tracy n we went out for a while... plan to meet janice they all to study after gg out wit tracy but the time i wan to went is their gg hm time so in the end i nvr went... so i went to amk to do my nails instead... n headed hm after tt...

these few daes i have been thinking through a lot of stuff n also have a chat wit nana on sun nite... think a lot too... i guess i will leave it alone ba.. have no intention of settle it yet... now i wan to focus on my study as my exams is on thurs... :-)

went out wit nana juz now.. we went to sembawang shopping centre to walk walk.. we went to aston for dinner n i went for ice-cream as desserts... the mint n cookies flavour was nice but not the chocolate n it is very sweet... but overall nit bad.. then we went to shop n i bought things... then she came over to my hse to help mi wit my nails.. thx gal.. n she bake cookies for mi.. it is nice.. :D thx you nana..

nth much this week... yest have a chat wit kelvin... get to noe a lot of stuff more... he suggest mi to meet him todae n celebrate valentine dae together coz both of us r single... i end up playing manjiong last nite until morning n todae whole dae... dun feel like gg out so stay at hm ba... is juz another dae ba n juz the whole street n everywhere full of couple onli...

happy valentine day everyone... :-)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA...
had a early celebration wit her yest... hope she like the gift i bought for her.... :D nth much as the usual chats we have...

monday was a happening dae... full of excitment i guess... then nth much le ba... juz now had a tiff wit him... dun wish to sae much... like i told candy if he dun noe how to treasure friendship... then forget it.... i noe he do take friends for granted but nvr expect him to be like this... haiz.. tml gg out wit nana... finally.. :D

this week nth much i guess coz it is common test 2... finally common test 2 is over... i am so happi... but didnt realli study la.... yea... finally i meet up wit cheryl n tracy on thurs... after my test i went to meet cheryl n we had a great talk... but the time we spent is too little as both of us find it not enough... but we gg to meet soon again... after tt went to meet tracy n we went dunnoe where to do her stuff... haha it is also a gd catch up.... then yest i went for jinlong 21st birthdae party n i saw quite a lot of ppl too.. i saw zhi han denny n ivan n many more... haha i enjoy myself a lot coz it was realli very fun.... then next sat i am meeting nana to celebrate her birthdae.... finally i got the chance... valentine time dae is another dae ba.... since i am single it dun make a different.. haha... the following sat is bee hiong 21st... ya... todae meet up wit shirley le... finally.... had a fun dae wit her too... :D

reach hm at 9am todae.... slack n have fun at kingley birthdae party last nite... quite fun as i saw quite a lot of sec sch friends n have a chat wit them.... went to slp straight after i bath n my dad woke mi up at 2plus to eat steamboat wit my family... todae is a steamboat dae... then after tt my cousin came to my hse for a while n my 2 nieces r so cutes... after tt went back to slp... now wake up for a while n gg back to slp soon... feeling very tired... here r some of the photos taken during the new year.... as for kingley birthdae i will wait for him to load le then i can grab... coming up next is jin long...

my favourite darling on the first dae of new year...
wit candy slacking at coffee bean....

first dae of the chinese new year...

my niece therea...

her sis winnie...

thurs went to meet alvin for dinner.... n i did have a gd chat wit him... i did understand him better in certain ways... but it seems like he noe more abt mi... then after tt he send mi hm... thx for the dinner...

yest was a bad start as i overslept... i have lab test at 8.15am n i woke up at 7.30am.. was darm tired as i do report until 4am in the morning... then rush to sch for the test... lucky i was not late as i cab to sch.... then after tt something happen in the lab.... after tt went to meet the sem pro lec n he dig out all my mistake... he is a lec who ask for perfect one... he wan us to do until very nice n gave him... so need to redo almost half of the report again then show him next week.... sian... nvr the dae is over le... now is a brand new dae...

juz have a chat wit candy not long ago... as usual i talk abt my views on relationships n she share her too... after talking to her i noe wat i wan n have a better n clearer pic le... thx gal...

later at nite is gg to kingley 21st birthdae.. it is gg to be a catch up session coz i have seen my sec sch mates for quite a long time... n it is sure gg to be fun... life wit them is always very fun...

i am not gg to lose myself coz of the him ... i still wan to be myself.... i will still be the happi go lucky gal.... :D

emo now...
i am very angry wit myself now coz i am losing control... i hate myself tt i cant control my feeling now... in a mess.... u will nvr noe how i felt... after tt dae i have a lot of thoughts running through my mind till now... a lot of doubts which leave mi figuring...

this year chinese new year is short n nth much happen... first dae thought will go visiting to my mum side... but dad dun wan so stay at my ah ma hse to slack for a while... then after settling my dad side le... i went to meet bernand for a while coz he is free ma n i got nth to do... so go out slack lol.. then after tt i went hm to rest a while before meeting candy.. we intend to go to the new jap foodcourt to eat but it wasnt open so we went hong kong cafe instead... then went to chill at coffee bean.... n i went hm.... when i reach hm alvin call n ask mi free to go raymond hse... i sae ok n when i went out... he told mi cant go raymond hse le so i went back hm... then he sae he owe mi a meal.. haha... after i reach hm damian call n sae can go le but i sae i am too tired to go out n i stay at my ah ma to watch them play manjiong until 3am in the morning..

second dae went my aunt hse for a while n i had a great catch up wit my cousins especially ah hui.... then went to janice hse... so qiao meet my friend there who happen to be janice friend too... then after tt janice, marie, anthony, eddy, darren n nya oo came my hse... then candy n liyan also came... damian, yongsheng n alvin came too... thx for coming... nth much todae as i went back sch...

nth much todae as i went back sch to learn ug... then went popular n look for books after tt.. bought a book abt relationship to read n learn more... :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG LENG...

this few daes was fun... start from thurs ma... went to meet damian as he was ard evening area... haha... then he brought mi to a nice place to enjoy the breeze there... was fun chatting wit him... then yest went to meet tiff for a while n headed to meet alvin they all.. had a lot of fun but i was very tired so didnt realli enjoy tt much... ya... yest i also met zhiming also... he is a nice friend.... had a chat wit him also... noe more le... :D

todae sucks... from the morning... it is a bad dae for mi...

sian.. later gg to do my presentation... hopefully this time nothing crop up... i drag chinese new year this year due to the no of work to be done... a lot to be done before the new year n 2 reports n common test on the week of new year n the following week...

haiz.. somehow u r draining mi out.... seriously i dunnoe wat u wan.... i dunnoe how u think... coz i dun even wan to noe... i juz wan to kept the boundary... tt is all i wan... i dun wan to get involved...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FRED...

so sian... later have to go back sch for extra lesson.... bored...:(

ignorance

it is best to act ignorance at times...
different ppl have different view on love... for mi i only wan to see the person i love to be happy can le... loving a person mean does not need to be wit the person. as long as the person is happy can le...
love cannot be force... a love tt is force out wont have any happiness... for mi tt is how i feel la...

HAPPY 21ST TO CHERYL....
ps.. edited..

wit my christmas present
my new hair look...

on dee 21st birthday...

i cut my hair todae... n it is real short...

i got into manufacturing software... which is a lot of programming... haiz... dunnoe i shld be happi or not.... happi is i dun need to use ug.. sad is my programming is weak... haiz... nvr ba... juz study can le...

dee 21st birthday us...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEN...

dunnoe wat is wrong.. cant post the photos of dee 21st birthdae... haiz... todae my classmate last min wan to go celebrate dee birthdae... suppose to be able to go but end up some things happen n i went for tuition... dunnoe y i have the feeling tt the student dad is finding mi n realli he call mi up todae to talk abt them... haha... then went to meet nana for a while... finally get to see her.... yuppie... shall see her soon...

yest was in a bad mood as i didnt slp enough the previous dae... i slept for 4 hrs n headed to sch.. tt y mood so bad yest... anthony thought wat happen to mi... i have this habit when i didnt slp enough i somehow have some temper... plus recently nvr slept well coz was rushing through project n presentation... :D

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DEE....

todae is a slacking dae for mi... slp until juz now tt i went for my dental appt... tml gg back again coz of the wire in my mouth...:( now i am munching my chocolate n doing my report now... :P didnt realise tt my cousin bought mi a pack of chocolate from usa after her honeymoon... until my mum open it n gave 2 pierce to my little cousin... the rest is mine le... my parents dun eat chocolate as i am the one who eat it... it is nice as 60% of it is dark chocolate.... haha...

stress.... i am very stress now... not onli mi... a lot of us r stress... :(

OMG... wake up in the morning by my dad screaming... coz he discovered tt one of the bicycles outside our hse kenna stolen..... n the whole family was awaken after tt.... haiz... it causes us a lot trouble without bicycle... my mum was very furious too....

nth much.... yest went to meet alvin n his friend.... then end up talk a lot... after dinner his friend plan to send mi to bugis mrt but he send mi to the bus stop at bugis instead coz i wanted to took bus hm... thx a lot to his friend n after tt went to meet candy n his friends for a drink for a while.. :D

yest was a bz n tiring dae.... morning got sch... then after tt rush hm to put the things n went tuition... after tuition went to dee 21st birthdae at costa sands... suppose to reach there ard 8 one but the bus driver drive too slow.... so reach there ard 8.30... i cab there from tampines coz i dunnoe the way... it was quite fun..... then ard 10 plus we left.... i went to meet bernand at changi after tt as he went there to buy things... so got the lift hm from him... tt is y i went to meet him coz he sae he can give mi a lift hm if i go changi to find him... :P n i reach hm ard 11... after i reach hm i bath n slp coz i was too tired....

yest nvr present coz something happen.... first terrance bought his laptop to sch but it doesnt have the micsoft software then he went to borrow n he borrow a laptop tt battery is flat.... so the lec sae send the slides to him n he will tell us to amend.... then after tt the themo report make mi faint coz cant hand up so terrance told the lec got pro so we hand up on mon... i got to edit....

mon got to hand up themo report...
tues got to finish sem pro report...
wed got to finish the marketing report...

anyway.... todae got a lot of friend birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TERRANCE...

hope tt tml presentation will goes well... :P it is gg to be a bz dae for mi...

results r mostly out.... i pass 3 n fail 2.. still left 1 dunnoe... tml will noe liao.. haha... i pass marketing, mis n themo.... but i fail mechanics 2 n auto...

funny part is those lec tt i attend i pass n those i skip i fail... n i will nvr touch my books for this common test... i also dunnoe y... muz study liao... muz do well... haha... tt is my aim...

seriously i dun understand wat is wrong wit guys.... the reason is simply tt when they have a gf they still wan to fool ard.... they nvr spare the thought for their gf.... i came across not onli one but quite a few.... they have a lot of reasons but i find it all excuses... so wat it is onli playing.... if u wan to play then dun get attached.... if u wan to get attached then dun play... they think tt their gf dunnoe... but the fact is not they dunnoe is they close one eye... some tolerate till their max n erupt while some erupt straight away... it depend on how the individual thinks.... n once u play ard the trust is not there anymore or u cant be fully trust anymore.... ur gf will find it hard to believe u.... n the scar is always there forever....

for those who have learnt their lesson is gd but those who havent then gd luck to them.... coz wat comes ard goes ard....

seriously i hate guys who play ard when they got gf... coz i am a gal n i noe how a gal thinks... not onli tt i have experience it before n i also have seen my gfs break down coz of this issue before.... u will nvr noe how hurts it is unless u experience urself....

back to mi.... bz n stressful life is back again... so many things r due in 2 weeks times.... coz everything have to be finish before chinese new year n sch is rushing like mad n hell.... lot of assignments n tutorials to be handed up.... haiz... muz chiong... jia you everyone...

haiz... why r things so complicated...i dun understand... erm.... i realise my views realli very different from my mum... n it is far too much... n tt lead to miscommunication at times but all r reslove at times coz we talk n share it out...

sick

i am sick for the whole dae... was having a running nose from juz now until now... haiz..

BUSY...
i got reports to finish.... by next fri is themo.... then following week is marketing... then after tt still got to chiong finish another themo n sem pro... haiz.. then after tt is common test.... haiz...

i went shopping todae... n i realli bought a lot of stuff.... i brought 4 dresses, 2 tops, 1 jacket, 1 cardigan, a pair of heels, a bag n some accessories... i spend ard 200 plus ... n 2 t-shirts... one for terrance birthdae n one for the special someone... n i am so tired after shopping now...

happy birthday to kim kai... wish u all ur dreams n wishes come true...

i change into a new blog skin... coz it is a brand new year so change into something new... but i forgot how to change my friendster background... sad... nvr... haha... tml is gg to shop n shop...

this r the fishes tt bernand n his bro caught.. excluding the one tt jump back into the water n a few tt they put back into the water... :P

haha...todae meet up wit yong sheng... n guess wat he bring mi to his company... ok la... not bad ba.... yup.... i decided to give him up le... coz of wat he did n till now he still dun wan to change... nvr... it is ok wit mi...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 TO EVERYONE... :p

this yr i nvr went for countdown... instead i went fishing wit bernand n his bro... n it ended ard 11 n reach hm ard 11 plus gg 12... it was very fun as i enjoy it a lot.... i am not the one who r fishing... i am there juz to slack n be their helper.... there was a lot of crap n jokes... thx bernand coz he keep entertain mi in order not to let mi feel bored... they offer to teach mi how to fish... but i dun wan... it was realli fun to hang out wit them especailly bernand... have a talk wit him too n get to noe more stuff... thx for letting mi noe the truth...
todae went sch but the lec cancel last min... then i was like.... so i went to amk hub wit terrance to eat n headed hm after tt....

sorry to meifang tt i ps u all... sorry...