disappear

i am confused... i dun noe wat to do... realli at a lost.... so now i am playing disappear.... coz i dun wan to see anyone for the time being.... i also dun feel like talking to anyone too... i dun noe how to sae either.... certain things cant sae out one.... last nite think n think n i could not slp till morning.... morning also didnt slp well either.... my mind gg to bao zha le.... i will go crazy de.... coz it keep appearing..... i dun wan to face it... or shld i sae i had been running away from it.... but recently it keep appearing.... i am realli suffering..... i am very tong ku..... so now i juz need to be alone.... realli alone wit no one disturbing mi.... need to think n sort out n overcome everything by myself..... so dun be surprise if u cant find mi.....