i dun noe wat to sae.... things keep cropping out again.... it is all my fault this time.... coz i am emo i dun wan to sae it out n juz keep it to myself.... now let my dear think tt i dun wan him.... is not tt i dun wan him.... now make him so emo le.... i realli dun noe how le.... things keep cropping out one by one.... i cant digest in time.... he sae he wan to be alone to think... so i let him.... my greatest fear is out.... he is not the one who will get hurt.... i am also.... i really love him.... he is a very great bf but i am not a good gf.... totally a failure n bad one.. i am realli afraid.... totally afraid....