tired.... realli tired.... went to see doctor juz now.... doc sae tt if still cannot recover muz go for blood test n check up.... haiz.... i hate medicine..... got a lot to eat.... my body is not functioning well ba.... health getting worse n weaker each dae... have the feeling my time is gg to be up soon le ba.... dun noe leave to god ba.... onli god noe how long will i leave.... if my condition is not getting better i will give up le ba... i will juz leave it to be like this..... let it be weaker n weaker each dae.... realli tired le....





i realli miss u a lot..... but i had to tell myself to give up... forcing myself... i hate the feeling... dun dare to sleep coz of nightmare.... haiz...