fri went to work then went for training... sat n sun stay at home n do my stuff... then mon went to work at woodlands but nvr work in the end... it was like hell meh... it been a long time since i last do sales.... but still ok la... then todae went to meet him at yishun mrt to get back my things.... erm... as yest he call mi to confirm the time n place for meeting him... then we agree to meet at 11.30am but at ard 10.30am he call whether i can meet early at 11am or not... he call n he noe i was sleeping at tt time... sry i am realli tired n finally i had some rest so dun wan to meet u early.... then before i reach candy already reach there... n y candy was there is coz she help mi out wit my new year stuff tt y meet at the same place... i dun noe wat happen between them... but from wat candy sae she shoot him until he black face... i am sorry for wat had happen.... i feel so sorry... i feel so heartpain for u... seeing u so exhausted n tired.... plz take gd care of urself when i am not there for u anymore ok... i noe there is no one to nag at u or no one there to be angry wit u when u overwork or over tired... but as ur friend i still care for u... we r still friends... if there is any problem or someone u need to talk can find mi... plz dun think tt i will laugh at u or wat... i am sincerely caring for u... i will be there for u as i promised like u promised u will be there for mi... u r still the most special n impt person in my heart even though we r no longer... we r juz not suitable... friends maybe better for us.... i noe there r a lot of things u kept in ur heart i can sense tt... if can i am willing to lend u my ear to listening... i wonder how u spend ur birthdae this year... does it go as wat u wish... i did bought a birthdae present for u but i throw it away coz of some reason... r u realli xin fu.... i hope u r... i choose to left coz i wan u to be xin fu... tt all ba... tml is gg to be new year eve.... gg back sec sch to visit teacher...

nth much pretty... test on wed n todae we had our presentation.... met tracy yest after my test n we went to shop... we bought a pair of heels each.... shld post pic instead of words as tracy sae they r no pic... this r the pic tt i wore todae for my presentation..... the rest r taken sometime ago....

nth much ba.... wed went for movie wit kim kai... we went to watch body 19 as he has 2 free tickets n i happen to be free... then watch together.... thurs had autocat test n i didnt do well for my section side as i cant do.... so i focus on other parst... then meet alexa at nite to study... ya i did manage to study.... then todae went for training then after tt eat wit shenwu kimkai yue hua n the other guy dun noe wat name.... then after tt long bang shen wu car home as he near at admiratly.... quite near to yishun.... training was tough but gd... i manage to learn a lot this week...




a lot of things happens... n i am not sure of wat is gg on at times.... i think i screw up my life again... it is in a mess.... there r so many problems everywhere to be solved... n i juz ignoring it... coz i dun noe how to solve.... or i am tired of everything liao..... i dun noe either.....

went to find ade on fri.... then saw him but i feel very calm n no feeling..... we act like strangers... since this is the case n decision u made.... i respect u.... so we will be strangers in future.... then sat n sun slack at home.... nth much.... todae went to meet weiboon ade friend... he teach mi la... thx a lot... he also treat mi dinner so i treat him drink back... then we chat until 8 n went home.... nice chatting wit him... he is a nice guy... he listen to my grumble... haha... but i bad la keep grumbling... he is patient.... thx a lot my friend...


my life had been pretty gd i guess.... without u i feel more relax.... i feel more happier.... i love my life now... studying working family n friends..... n i need to thx my classmates for the help n support they given during tt period of time.... especially marie janice pearlene eddy darren dee... thx for staying by my side.... thx... n not forgetting my family besties n buddies n friends n bosses.... i have get over le... n starting my new life now... i am leading a brand new life... i love my life.... thx for making my life complete.... i loved all of u....

i wont turn back

i wont turn back anymore.... i had enough of ur lies... u tell mi the lies n then a few daes ltr it is being exposed.... wat the hell r u playing... u wan to play plz leave mi out of it... plz.. it is not fun at all... i realli had enough of it... i wont tolerate anymore... coz i wont believe u anymore... now u realli piss mi off... i am not tired of all this n i had given up... totally given up n disappointed... tt is all wat i can sae now...

I AM SORRY

i am realli sorry for not doing my part well... i am realli sorry... i noe u all might be angry or disappoint wit mi... n i am realli sry... i realli dun noe wat to sae expect apologise... realli sry guys to make u all disappointed again....

some songs tt describe how i feel....

here r some songs tt describe how i feel...

Cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do




平常心

街道静的刺耳
夜被路灯染色
趁感伤醒来前
先上车不会不舍
承认我是弱者
不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得不想再拉扯

我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记

我不懂得取舍
才让心痛堆着
找得到前些年
的快乐只是偶尔
回忆是个诱饵
是来叫我回去的
要伤能愈合
我非走不可




我不想忘记你 by Claire

我在向前走 却像在退后
我在用想念 狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以 我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定
虽然艰辛 我不说 对不起
一个人不懂 什么是拥有
俩个人不懂 怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以 我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定
虽然艰辛 我不说 对不起



没有你的每一天

回家的路总是很远 花哨的恨可怜
一个人的晚餐 都是孤单的滋味

看见身边重复上演 属于我们的画面
选择逃避的眼 怎么还是会流泪

爱着你的每一天 你就是我的世界
那时候还以为 我 就爱这一遍
没有你的每一天 快乐离我好遥远
心已随你走了 还能用什么感觉

我舍不得睁开眼睛 害怕身边没有你
也许在梦境里 是我们最近的距离

想念你温热的手心 冷风里把我握紧
当冬天又来临 这温度该怎么延续

谢谢你曾经爱过我 给我最美的经过
但生命最爱被剥夺 未来的路该怎么走

爱着你的每一天 你就是我的世界
那时候还以为 我 就爱这一遍
没有你的每一天 快乐离我好遥远
心已随你走了 还能用什么感觉





never let you go

The rain just never seems to bring the joy I feel the same
Everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart can't seem to learn to part
The hold you left your mark
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath
A part of me was dyin
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
And you know I'd never let you go

The way you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything of that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
To share the sunset
Our one last romance

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
And you know I'd never let you go

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
And you know I'd never let you go




分開以後

想喊你　卻沒敢開口
最後只有　留著淚看你走
我想問我　是否只願意就這樣放手
既然無法挽留　只好接受

從今以後　你要寂寞多久
誰能給予你　我這般的溫柔
也許是多慮了　你離開我會過得更快樂
可對於軟弱的我　回憶就足夠

分開以後　每當想到你　就會低下頭
緊握的手　不知過了多久
我相信你　也會有一樣的辛酸難受
都曾經深愛過誰　有誰能捨得

在離開你之後　想快樂也只是一種強求
一個人　怎麼過都是愁
懂得擁有　卻未必能讓你為我停留
最後只剩遺憾　拉住我不放手

OH~~~~YA~~~~~

分開以後　每當想到你　就會低下頭
緊握的手　不知過了多久
我相信你　也會有一樣的辛酸難受
都曾經深愛過誰　有真的捨得

在離開你之後　想快樂也只是一種強求
一個人　怎麼過都是愁
懂得擁有　卻未必能讓你為我停留
最後只剩遺憾　拉住我不放手




最愛還是你

没开口的话 怎样才能懂
我好想把画面倒带回头
你留在我心里 熟悉的表情
每个温暖纯白的回忆 穿越了距离
拥挤的人潮 没有人知道
我偷偷想你 嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起 也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前 别忘记从前
最爱还是你 这是我的决定(没有人能代替)
像宇宙相对的星 互相吸引 慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你 时间会证明 我爱你的勇气(没有人能代替)
牵著你的手 才知道是永久
拥挤的人潮 没有人知道
我偷偷想你 嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起 也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前 别忘记从前

最爱还是你 这是我的决定(没有人能代替)
像宇宙相对的星 互相吸引 慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你 时间会证明 我爱你的勇气(没有人能代替)
牵著你的手 才知道是永久

这一次我放弃了所有 只为能再与你相遇
最爱还是你 这是我的决定(没有人能代替)
像宇宙相对的星 互相吸引 慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你 时间会证明 我爱你的勇气(没有人能代替)
牵著你的手 才知道是永久 一辈子不放手

at last i have done finish my report.... but my report sucks.... words getting lesser n lesser... dun even noe wat i am doing... hope tt i can pass this modcule... i fail 4 modcule for my common test... i onli pass materials tec n got a C... then autocat maufacturing tech engineering mechanics n math i got a fail.... haiz... sob sob... muz buck up le... then left wit the presentation n lab report for my sem project...


last wed went shopping wit shirley n i realli shop... i bought a lot of clothes home... spend ard 100 plus... i still havent found my desire heels yet so i shall go n slowly find.... i admit i am very fussy when i come to selection of heels.... then mon went to meet lai wit tracey.... chat wit her for some time... erm... shall not sae wat it is about... yest i skip the first lesson coz of my giddyness.... then yest spend the whole nite finish my report... n i finish in the morning 5.30am then went to spend for 2 hrs n late for sch todae... todae plan to work but i am extremely tired then fell asleep....




i dun noe whether u will be reading this blog or not coz i changed my blog link again.... actually i dun wan u to read but now to mi it does not matter anymore.... then sun nite u call mi n we chatted for a while.... U TOLD MI THAT U WAN MI TO BELIEVE THAT U N HER R NOT TOGETHER BUT THE WAY U DO THINGS IS SO DIFFERENT FROM THE WAY U SAE.... 你说的和你做不一样... then how u wan mi to believe u... i realli dun noe... not tt i dun wan to trust u but u DISAPPOINTED mi again n again... so how u wan mi to believe u.... if u wan mi to believe u then prove it to mi through ur action.... action speak louder then words....


i juz wan to tell u something... my health is not getting better in fact it is gettting worse so i hope tt u dun come n affect mi anymore... i realli dun wan to be affected by u anymore.... coz of u my giddyness got worse.... coz of u my chest pain got worse.... coz of u my health condition worsen instead of becoming better..... if u realli wan to be friend... then be friends onli no need to explain to mi so much n care whether i have bf or not... whether i am attached or not... u jolly well noe the reason y.... friends is friends plz dun go over tt line... my health suffer a lot n became worsen during tt period of time when we went into cooling period n the broke up period.... watever u sae r juz empty promises.... u have hurt mi deep enough so plz stop it.... plz dun hurt mi anymore... u can ask candy or fiona abt my health condition if u dun believe.... they r the ones who realli noe how worse my health condition is.... till now it is still the same so plz dun worsen my condition anymore.... if not i will end up in hospital sooner or later...


i noe my health is gg worse n worse each dae coz i nvr take gd care of myself.... i nvr rest properly eat properly.... i wan to rest but i cant coz of the workload.... yest morning i skip sch is coz of my giddyness.... i nearly faint when i woke up n started to walk.... my pain n giddyness is back everydae n almost everydae will happen once... at least once... i hope tt my health can be better instead of worse....




i wan to thanks kim kai for listening to my problems... i realli thanks him a lot even though we dun noe each other very long... he is willing to lend mi his ears to listen... sorry to make u listen to my grumble n all this... but i realli appreaciate tt u r willing to listen to mi.... i am realli grateful to u.... n thanks u for being my friend..... i hope tt our friendship will lasts....

at last the photo r here....





us again my best buddy wit mi

mi on town during christma

pa dinner at vivo....

yest i join a cca n tt is takwando.... it was the first lesson... n i make a lot new friends... all r so friendly... the training was realli scary but it was also fun.... they do a lot of stretching n running.... after the training i was so tired coz very long nvr like this le.... i muz go n train n build up my stamina.... it realli require a lot of stamina... i very long nvr run le....





n i join takwando is not coz of him... is coz it was my interest... before i knew him i already had the interest but i am lazy... n now i have the time also...





i had already move on... i am also leading my own life now... n now i am used of not having u by my side anymore... i had learn to be independent.... i had been enjoying my life..... i admit tt i still loved u but my love for u have started to fade as the time pass..... eventually i will forget my love for u n wat will be left is the wonderful memories tt we had....

reflection of the year 2007 n resolution for 2008

2007 is coming to the end... shall do my reflections.... erm.... it was not a realli great nor bad year for mi.... a lot of things happen.... i noe very gd colleagues n bosses from the current compay i working now n the previous one... from solectron i noe irene meifang henry sunny helen meifang hubby liying ivan fangpeng ronnie kong sharon n many more... we still got contact wit each other although we r very bz.... we still go out once in a while... then currently prudential i noe my bosses jia hao angela gerrard n lionel... they r very gd to mi listen to my problems n be there for mi through my down n not forgetting my colleagues christina jasly verlyn 2 vivan serena huili n many more... they r also great friends... then i went into the poli but not into the course i wan to but i still like it... it was fun... then i noe n met my wonderful classmates.... after so much then i realise they care a lot for mi... n they realli touched mi... they celebrate my birthdae for mi which i didnt expected... then i got into a relationship which lasted for 5 mth n 13 daes.... although not very long or short but i am still greatful for the wonderful memories tt he gave.... thanks a lot... it started on 13 june n end on 28 nov.... i will remember in my hearts always for the wonderful memories u give... i had move on wit my life now n leading my own life.... n he did give mi a memoriable birthdae... 2 daes before my birthdae he broke up wit mi but i still manage to celebrate wit my friends... it didnt ended well but it was still wonderful as they made the effort to celebrate for mi.... thx gals n everyone who wish n celebrate wit mi.... then i realise who r the one who is there for mi always... who will nvr left mi... n most important my guardian angel.... i noe who r the ones who cares for mi... i am realli blessed... i feel so blessed to have my parents my cousins my friends my buddies adeline crystal kat candy fiona to be by my side.... i love all of them... i cant name all out... too much already.... but u guys noe it can le.... n i did spend the time wit my friends... but i feel tt i nvr realli spend enough wit them.... overall i am happi....





my resolution for 2008 is to be wit the special him.... to do well in studies n career... to spend more time wit my friends... to continue the happi life i am leading... to lead my life to the fullest... to be happi always....

fri nite was great wit the gals christina jaslyn verlyn vivan sah vivan tan huili n serena... we went to mussels guys at vivo to eat.... we celebrate christina last dae as a full time pa... then also vivan sah birthdae... had a great time wit them.... nice chatting n crapping wit them.... then todae went to meet henry n meifang as they pass mi the small gift they bought from thailand trip... thx... sry to make henry to wait for mi for 1 n half hr for lunch... kor sorry.... then went to crap at mac n lot one wit the rest before i came home... ok... shall let the photo do the talking....


mi n vivan tan

mi n verlyn again

mi n vivan the birthdae gal

mi n huili

serena n mi

verlyn n mi not clear one...

christina n mi

since a week i didnt update... last week was pretty bz wit work... at last i manage to finish all the cards n sent out by fri... last week was so bz wit my work... thx candy for the help she give.... i realli appreciate if not i will die.... then fri went to office to settle some stuff then went off n meet candy for dinner at novena... shop ard as usual... sat went to do tele for a while... sun went to meet my client n candy came my hse to chill out... after tt we went for dinner as my mum treat us... thx mum i love u... then yest was christmas eve plan to stay at home after the dinner wit candy... yest went to the office to hand some stuff in the end end up slacking in the office while waiting for my boss gerrard to drive mi to woodlands as he had roadshow in woodlands.... then went to woodlands to do some last min shopping... i bought 4 gifts... one for my darling fiona... onc for candy n one for myself... the other one plan to give it to alexa todae but i didnt meet her todae coz got something on... slack at home for a while before gg out to meet candy for dinner then after tt meet fiona to pass her the gift n then wait for lai... then accompany lai to his ex hse to wait for him as she wan to sort everything out wit him... so wait at cck until 11 plus n headed to her hse.... then accompany her to chat at her hse until 5 in the morning then i went home.... slp until 1 then wake up to meet crystal n headed to town wit her.... it was so fun chit chatting wit her... we laugh n laugh.... then we also took a lot of pic... then we headed home after she finish taking the pic... reach home ard 9 plus.... pic shld upload when i got from her... sorry alexa tt i cant meet u todae for movie... i meet u another dae n candy also.... sry yest nite cant accompany u... meet up wit u gals soon... i got lots of ppl to meet but i havent meet finish... i havent start doing my report n project... haiz... i also wan my sleep...i havent slp enough for last week n this week... onli slp 3 to 5 hrs per dae onli... gg to my lala land le...

like candy sae there is a lose n a gain in everythings.... been through too much le.... last nite nvr slp coz saw the shocking news.... like this will collapse sooner or ltr... had a chat wit candy.... she is rite.... i noe tt i had move on... cannot hang on le... it is time to move on.... i realise a lot of things.... n wat the word love means to u.... different ppl have different perpection... does anyone realli noe the realli meaning of it... i doubt... still finding.... but anyway.... i had found out who is tt special person in my life le... we have miss a lot of chances.... i wont miss the chance again.... he is there for mi no matter wat happen... he is there supporting n care a lot for mi until now... so quietly wit out sae.... my real guardian angel.... sry so late then realise... thx a lot to u... i will not name u out... it is gg to be a secret.... thx chalton for being there for mi always n the gals n guys u noe i cant name it out all... i realise i gain a lot... i nvr realise tt my classmate care so much for mi until recently... thx to them a lot for cheering up my life... i realli love them lots... i realise i have wonderful classmate ard.... although they dun sae it out but they prove it out....

so tired....

these few daes were pretty bz... i guess throughout the holi i will be bz ba.... work is bz for mi this mth... then sch stuff i havent started doing yet... so i guess my holi will be bz wit these n out wit friends... recently have been meeting tracey n lai often... last nite juz meet tracey n chatted wit her for a while... thx babe.... we r simliar in some ways... n ya i meet up wit darling fiona on sun... so great to see her.... miss her lots.... shall meet up wit my friends during the holi to do some catch up... yest chiong my work until morning 2 plus then slp... then wake up at 10 plus... then chiong finish my data first.... then now left wit christmas cards... i am so tired.... todae back to office to work... at least manage to finish the office one.. left wit christmas cards n birthdae cards n my receipts... on my way home nearly faint todae.... suddenly very giddy... low blood pressure i guess ba... recently not feeling very well... dun noe wat happen to my health also.... seems to be deteriorating ba... seriously facing health problems again... my health is getting worse each dae.... but i nvr realli care..... n i hate to go for check up coz i am afraid to noe the results.... tt y till now nvr go.... i have seen through a lot of things.... juz let it be natural... juz now was sms wit chalton n we talk abt relationship stuff.... told him tt if relationship can be sae in words it wont be so complicated le... i noe he havent got over his ex... i also dun noe how to help him either... this one is onli he can help himself.... as for mi i am also the same... i havent let go totally..... but i have move on... although occassionally i will think of him... but i will tell myself tt is in the past le... i shall move on... the wonderful memories he give is enough already.... it will be kept deep inside my heart.... i will change the habit tt i used to have wit him.... slowly changing... slowly to be independent... ya... meeting christina for dinner wit her next fri nite... she jio mi one... haha... got a few pa n ca going but i dun noe who... the christina is from my current company one... she is a very nice n sweet n cheerful gal...

BRAND NEW MI

from now on.... i will start a brand new life.... after i have seen n been through so much.... i noe who is true n good to mi.... n i will not hang on anymore.... i will move on wit my life... from now onwards my life will be colourful.... i will enjoy my life n live it to the fullest... a happi n cheerful mi will be back... smile will be back....

i am realli hurt by his way of things..... it pains so much.... my heart bleeds.... realli bleeds.... heart scattered n broken into pierces.... i dun noe how the future is gg to be.... now i cant sleep at nites coz of the nightmare i am having n i am gg to collapse soon wit the amt of medicine increasing... haha.... one dae i will juz heck care n dun eat anymore.... i have lost my hope n dreams totally.... i dun noe wat will last.... i wonder do relationship realli last..... maybe for mi it doesnt exist... or i dont deserve happiness at last.... i realise happiness dont belong to mi.... onli darkness belong to mi....



i realli miss him a lot.... realli lot.... i still love him a lot but i will wait for him quietly..... be his guardian angel... stay by his side quietly.... the rest i will let fate decide.... but from now i will control myself n move on wit my life...



i dun understand y we always end up hurting each other.... maybe we r not mature enough ba... we will end up let each other bleeds n pains a lot... disappoint each other then we will give up.... we r like mirror... too much reflection.... hope tt he will be happi n lead a better life....

yest pic for my birthdae wit my ex colleagues they all..... thx u guys.... sry tt i couldnt be happi.... thx for ur understanding.....




mi trying to smile wit my cake
meifang irene mi n sharon

meifang hubby meifag irene mi sharon n sunny

tired.... realli tired.... went to see doctor juz now.... doc sae tt if still cannot recover muz go for blood test n check up.... haiz.... i hate medicine..... got a lot to eat.... my body is not functioning well ba.... health getting worse n weaker each dae... have the feeling my time is gg to be up soon le ba.... dun noe leave to god ba.... onli god noe how long will i leave.... if my condition is not getting better i will give up le ba... i will juz leave it to be like this..... let it be weaker n weaker each dae.... realli tired le....





i realli miss u a lot..... but i had to tell myself to give up... forcing myself... i hate the feeling... dun dare to sleep coz of nightmare.... haiz...

thx ppl for ur birthdae wishes.... yest my classmates celebrate wit mi in sch wit another of mine... happen to be on the same dae.... both of us were so touched.... feel like crying.... then after tt went to meet ade kat n crystal to celebrate.... we went to eat new york new york n it turns out to be funny..... then meet candy for a drink... we went to her ex workplace there to drink.... then we finish a bottle of red wine wit alcohol of 17%.... she end up drink 2/3 of the wine.... then her ex asistant manager treat mi a hard liqur wit acohol of 30 plus %... specially for mi as it is my birthdae... we nvr drink so much for such a long time le.... then end up getting drunk... after i drunk i started to go funny things... then back home n knock off.... i hate the effect after drinking.... my skin will start to itch a lot.... which i realli hate a lot n stomach started not to feel well.... then now gg to celebrate wit meifang they all.... thx you guys for ur birthdae wishes....
in sch got my mentor marie janice eddy dee pearlene darren justin joseph hui qi xue yu wenqi xiao qing zul hoi fai ken jj anthony zhi hua
then sms got kat jia hao zul meifang henry candy alexa yi fang xiu hui
friendster got anthony crystal dee marie shirley anu jolyn kai li pearlene christina lai n christina from my workplace one...