this r the rest of the photos tt i get from meifang... hehe ...

i hate mon... juz realise got so many things to be handed up on mon... tutorials.. project report n many more.... still doing... havent finish... haiz...

todae was a fun dae... was late in meeting cheryl n i made her waited for half an hr... sorry gal... but it was fun as we talk a lot... thx gal... hehe... we had a lot of jokes n laughter... it was a nice chilling session wit her... she had left that company too... we were previously from the same company... :) nice to noe her... a nice n fun friend to be wit.... she listen to mi n i listen to her... talk a lot... she told mi to gave up on him n it is time to wake up le... it is true as she sae he is not worth waiting anymore... n somemore i am progressing well wit tt special some also... bought 2 2009 diary todae... one to put at hm n the other one is to bring out... coz the current one is too heavy for my bag le... i also bought 3 cards for 3 persons... onli cheryl noe who i am gg to give.. n i bought a new pendant which is 2 hearts linking together.... as for y i change pendant ask mi n i will tell u... reach hm ard 8pm...

strong

i need to be strong even though i am on the edge of breaking down... i cant break down... i simply cant... coz i had no one to be dependent on... it is so tired tt i keep on forcing myself to be strong... coz i am tired le... very tired... n things r keep on happening... i have no place to breath... i havent finish solving one n another came... i am simply too tired...

another thing is i miss him... i realli wan him back but it is not gg to be possible anymore... do u noe how much i need u... i guess u will nvr noe... hanging on hurts so much... it hurts a lot.... heart bleeds...

irene n meifang birthdae celebrate

todae after tuition i rush down to celebrate irene how n meifang birthdae at the ktv.... as usual it was very fun n we took lots of photos... a lot of laughter there... simply love them lots... i am so happi to see them once again... wonder when will get to see them again... coz it will took a long time to see them... :) the rest of the photos shall wait for meifang to send mi coz it is in her camera...

wit irene
wit henry wit irene the birthdae gal wit zhi qiang

wit simin wit my kor henry

wit sunny

confused

feeling confused now... not sure of wat to do.... seriously i dunnoe wat to do... agree wit tracy both ways r stuck.... i noe i shldnt think so much... like wat u all sae now i am progressing well wit tt special person so shld not think so much... haiz....

another things is my student... seriously i am very worried n i am trying ways to help.... coz of this i am confused... juz hope tt everything will go well... but it is gonna to be difficult n tough... not onli time... emotional is another major issue... wat to do... can anyone teach mi.... :(

this sem sucks...

seriously this sem sucks... coz there is too much stuff to be done.... tutorials project n many more... worse is the sem project.... we r require to do individual work n to hand up on the every mondae on 2359.... the lec lay outs all the rules le..... n he might grp us again... if he grp us mean have to restart all over again... sucks to the core....

first dae of sch

first dae of sch...lots of jokes n laughter.... i love it... although not the same class anymore but this present class still got laughter... not as much as mf0708... it rocks ok... coz i am so used to them la... 3 sems together le... nvr... this sem will pass fast one...

but dieing soon... first dae of sch... too much things to be cover n learn... sian...

new blogskin... simple n nice... :)

intend to slp but cant slp so end up blogging here.... todae is a slacking dae.. went out to meet alex loke to pass books to him n after tt we slack.... slacking until 6 plus n headed to meet the friend... after tt hm sweet hm...

when i started to noe myself better i began to become a better n happier person... i am starting to feel happi n not hiding myself wit a fake smile anymore... i am becoming more like mi... haha... i am back to the usual self wit more understanding of myself...

todae suppose to meet the person but end up didnt due to some reasons... i had tuition until 8 plus... i was so tired after tuition so head hm to rest... todae is kinda pack for mi coz i was late in meeting alex loke as we went sch to buy books together then headed for lunch n rush to give tuition... then give her bro first after tt headed to dental n back for 3 hrs straight wit jia xuan coz she got to finish her practice pprs.... tt y i am so tired todae.... hope to met him soon... i guess will find time to meet him one dae... or after my class... i feel sorry....

sian sch is starting soon....

sian sch is starting soon.... mean i will get more busier... n schedule is quite tight too... tues will be the onli weekdae i will be more free n not so tired.... as mon got nite class... thurs n fri got sch from morning until evening n tuition after tt... so i will be reaching hm quite late these 3 daes... even wed will also reach hm ard 8 plus 9... sat got tuition n sun is my onli off dae... i guess sun will be slacking dae for mi... n outing wit friends ba... haha... haiz...

wat a joke... put wrong class timetable... till now then realise... sad... i am so sad... gg to miss out a lot of crap n laughter le... haiz... realli...

things isnt gg well again... todae whole daes suck... i hate.... realli hate...

anyway got to understand myself better le.... :)

last nite last min went to meet wit someone.... promise to tell anyone who i meet so shall not sae who la... have a nice catch up wit him even though is not very long... i like the way we r now.... friends... it is more comfortable.... i am so happi to see tt u r doing fine... hope all the best for u ba...

i am fine already...

thx koh for ur concern...
thx ben for listening to mi.... n telling mi a lot of stuff...
thx alex loke also...
thx everyone for ur concern...
n i am fine already...
finally everything is settle...
i am learning now...
learning to face all the things by myself n to solve it...
actually alex loke n ben r rite... they noe i have things to settle n i am not willing to face it coz i am fear... but it is a process i muz learn.. n i had already solve the major pro le...the rest is to learn to let go....

have a talk wit alex loke... he is rite.. actually i noe all the answers but dun wan to face it onli.... i need to noe myself better...

我是真的累了

我是真的累了...

had a long talk wit fer last nite until morning.... talk a lot.... everytime i lend u my ears now is ur turn le... then talk a lot of my stuff n his stuff too... hehe... one gd news... he might be moving to my neighbourhood.... if tt is the case it is gd.... then got someone to go sch wit mi le... late nite supper n late nite chatting n many more... n drinking session at his hse provided he is at hm.... tt is if he move lol... hope so... hehe...

thx fer for always being there for mi.. like i sae we r friends no matter wat had happen... although recently a lot of things happen between both of us... now we r still best friends ma... wat had past had already past... dun think anymore.. i still dun realli noe wat u think actually even though u sae so much coz it is so confusing but i can lend u my ears....

ranting post... :(

i had juz broken up n i dun feel like saeing anything... so please dun ask mi... thx koh for calling mi n had a chat wit mi juz now.... thx candy n yan for accompanying mi juz now.... i noe both of u wan to noe wat realli happen but i realli dun feel like saeing... i noe both of u r worried abt mi... but dun worry my friends i will be ok in a while... time is the key to everything.....

i am totally exhausted abt relationship.... be it love or friends.... especially love ba... i guess... recently too much things have happen... realli too much... i am on the edge on breaking down but i force myself to be strong... coz i have to be strong.... i noe no matter wat happen i have a lot of nice n true friends ard mi... i noe u all care for mi... but dun worry i will be fine in a while... i guess it is time to shut myself up from anymore relationship le.... i realli dun wan to be hurt anymore.... it pains mi a lot... weigh too much.... i need to be recover first.... for all the wounds i have..... it is getting deeper each time... realli deeper....

maybe happiness does not belong to mi at all.... maybe i dun deserve happiness at all afterall... all i guess is my fate ever since i was born.... i already knew wat my life is gg to be..... wat i will face le.... it is time to get everything sort out le... it is gg to be tough le.... haiz...

yest was a fun dae... i brought my student out to the fish farm n we were there enjoying our fish spa... after tt headed to lot 1 to meet bf.... n he treated us sakae sushi... n after tt snow city... n back to amk hub... n bf left for his work while mi n my student continue to shop.... i did enjoy myself to the fullest.... thx a lot to bf.. so nice of him to come n meet mi....

last nite some things happen but it is ok le... guess i too sensitive... haha... have a talk wit tracy juz now... hehe...

todae went sentosa wit my classmates... havent seen them n i overslept... die lol... made them wait for mi for so long... feel so bad... but it is a nice n enjoying dae wit them.... thx a lot guys...

slp at 5 plus n woke up at 7 plus... n back to slp at 8 plus... slp all the way until a while ago... suppose to met someone but both of us overslept... :) so change into another dae lol... sentosa on thurs wit my clique... finally throughout the whole holi i didnt manage to see them... coz i was bz tuition... sian... now muz enjoy before sch starts if not dies.... haha... off i go to do my stuff... shall update later...

too many things had happen n i juz have a talk wit tracy.... i guess i am too sensitive in certain ways... shall not be so sensitive anymore... hehe... coz i will be a happi gal...

sad n heartbroken

recently things havent been gg realli well for mi.... especially certain stuff... onli certain ppl noe wat i am gg through... thx you buddies for ur encouragement.... realli thx a lot for ur support too...

i have been thinking am i too persistant over certain things but i dun wish to give up so easily..... i realli dun... tt y i am hanging on... coz i am not a person who gives up easily.... realli... when i wan to do the things i will persist till the end... especially relationship...

i dun seems strong when it comes to relationship...this special person told mi if he left mi i wont even feel sad or wat at all.... i can tell u tt if u left mi i will break down n cry coz of u ... coz u meant so much to mi... n i realli dun wan to lose u... it hearts my heart so much.... u didnt noe it at all... he sae he sense tt i juz feel lonely n need a companion... but the fact is i realli LOVE him a lot n a lot.... i didnt show it doesnt mean i dun love.... i love him deep down from my heart.... those ppl who noes mi well noe how much i love him.... how much i care for him... u r the first guy tt i will wake up in the middle of the nite... coz i dreamt tt i had lose u.... do u noe how scared am i when i dreamt tt i will lose u... do u noe the fear in my heart.... do u noe i realli dun wan to give u up easily.... i also wan u not to give up so easily.... i realli hope... watever i do... i juz wan u to be happi onli... i juz wan to see u happi again.. tt all... i am not asking much from u... as long as u r happi... i will be happi... so i choose to gave u up... to let u gain back everything n be happi... let u do wat u wan.....

haiz..... have a talk wit candy juz now.... feel more better le... candy stay strong ok... i will give u my support till the end... anything can find mi.... i noe u r gg through a hard time now... no matter wat happen i will lend u my listening ears whenever u need... feel free to tell mi...

i am so tired...

so tired now... yest after tuition went to meet candy... meet her at amk hub ard 8pm... she reach there n waited for mi... sorry to make her wait... then went mos burger to eat n after tt went to buy a present for my cousin... end up i bought some things too.. then after tt went to party world at yishun to sing... we sang until 1 plus n left.... she headed hm while i headed to meet fer.... reach hm ard 5am in the morning... then nvr slp... i onli slept for 3 hrs onli... tt y now i am so tired.. now gg to slp le... tired... yawn...

sundae was a venting dae... went out to eat n then party world wit candy.... we sang from 11 plus to 2 plus near 3am.... reach hm at 3am... heng before it started to rain i had reach hm.... sang until throat pain... now throat hurts... it realli hurts...

recently a lot of things have been through my mind.... i realli thx my friends for tolerating wit my temper... i admit i am not a very gd temper person when it comes to certain stuff.... n i am realli happi tt u guys n gals tolerate n understand..... thx a lot.... especially to koh tracy alex candy fer n yan... i noe these few daes i realli lose control ... thx for ur understanding... thx for not flaring up n letting mi vent out everything... thx a lot.....

these few daes i realli learn a lot from my friends... n saw through a lot of things.... thx for telling n letting mi seen through so many stuff....

i wan to meet up wit my clique marie janice pearlene eddy n darren..... havent been able to meet up wit them... haiz... coz i am bz cant meet them... miss out a few i guess...
i wan to meet wit alex loke... my buddy... dunnoe how many weeks le... ever since u accompany tt dae...
i wan to meet wit jocelin for shopping... have been telling n not yet done...
i wan to meet liyan.... havent been seeing her for weeks too... dun even remember when is the last time...
i wan to meet tiffany.... last met was 2 weeks ago.... before mooncake festival.... wan to meet her.... got so much stuff to talk.... n go out to have fun....
i wan to meet up wit kat n ade soon.... last meet up was during ade birthdae... so much stuff to listen n hear from ade n kat...
i wan to meet up wit crystal too... havent seen her since dun noe how many mths... haiz...
i wan to meet up wit our peeps... so long nvr see u guys le... shall find one dae to meet....
last one i wan to meet is fiona... finally is her holi le... can meet her next week le.... yea... so happi n looking forwards.... got a lot to talk... hehe... as usual my kaki... my many yrs of best friends... havent been seeing her....
is there anymore i have miss out... not sure.... tt is all i can remember...

i have been meeting fer n tracy... sat meeting tracy.... next tues wit koh for a drink or club... still not sure.... tml wit candy.... next wed is my student.... n one of the fri wit tracy n koh.... our drinking session... :) n many more....

i find these holi meaningful coz i have see through a lot of things n learn a lot of things... noe who r the ones who care.. noe how to maintain a friendship... noe who r realli gd to mi... who will nvr leave mi.... who can tolerate mi... who is realli my friends....

have a talk wit koh juz now.... realli a gd talk.... she told mi a lot of stuff too... i noe i shldnt be so bad temper.... if i didnt even care or wat... i wont even waste my time to sae so much.... had a talk wit my mum abt this issue too... she gave mi her opinion n advise too.... still confused wat to do.... is partly due to my character too... my bad temper n implusive temper.... shall stop here... go n slp le...

i felt so bad to fer.... went out wit fer juz now to catch the show mirrors coz i wan to watch... then suppose to watch another show now... but i have to go hm coz some things crop out.... so sorry to throw him to watch alone..... i am so sorry.... feel so bad as i wan to accompany him realli...

haiz... y always like this one.... i dun understand.... nowadaes it is driving mi nuts.... i hate myself.... keep losing control of myself.... dun noe y..... too many things have happen n it is straining mi out.... i feel so tired..... especially tuition n friendship... certain friendship make mi feel so exhausted... i realli value friendship a lot...

i am so angry

todae so much things happen... n i am so piss off... shall not sae it out.... meet alexa todae..... n had a chat wit koh n tracy n alexa..... n finally candy.... thx candy for letting mi to vent out everything.... sry is too much le.... haha...

i pass all my modules....

i am so happi... i pass all my modules.... although the grades r not gd but at least pass.... hehe.... thx god.... i was so scared coz when i am having the pprs.... my mind suddenly black out.... for all my pprs.... anyway i wan to thx my classmates for their help n encouragement..... realli thx a lot to u all... without u all i wouldnt have so much confidence.... thx a lot especially my clique marie janice pearlene eddy n darren.... n not forgetting alex loke who studies wit mi.... haha... n my repeat module classmate who taught mi the last min... thx a lot to u all...

todae went to meet tiff... haha... as usual lots of jokes n crap.... talk a lot... feel better after talking to her... let everything out again... as usual sick n not feeling well too.... n my dear sis tiff slim down a lot... she realli chio n got figure now... she is also sick too... then both of us crap la.... ya i saw her bf le... haha... not bad we play candles in the end n i scald my hand coz i am careless.... then she keep telling mi to be careful....

where is my nana.... i miss her... have to wait until end of sept then can see her... sad.... haiz.... nana i miss u lots.... my sis for so many yrs....

n jocelin when r we meeting for our shopping trip.... haha...

next week shopping wit tracy.... haha...

n liyan...haiz so many ppl to meet.... when can meet finish...

i am so sick now

i am feeling so sick now.... wit a fever... yest was running nose n all this.... muz drink more water woa...

yest suppose to meet candy for gym end up i overslept... too tired le.... then tuition.... was down wit flu while i was teaching..... then wan to meet fer after my tuition but end up he cancel so call candy n see if she wan to meet up but she nvr pick up.... so went hm take medicine n rest... was feeling very weak wit the running nosen headache.... then after taking medicine plan to head n fer call... so i went out to meet him n we went to catch the movie babylon.... i dun like the ending.... headed hm n rest after tt.... candy call while i was on the way to meet fer.... so didnt met her in the end... i noe she will see this post.... u r always late..... the juz now went to meet victor before he went ns next mon... had a dinner n headed hm... haha.... nth much...

many things have happen... wan to noe ask mi ba... sms wit liyan yest nite.... i told her some stuff.... haha... i am bad in some ways... hehe...

sat slack at hm... sun went out for steamboat wit lots of ppl... they celebrated liyan birthdae.... not bad quite fun... talk a lot wit liyan too.... mon as usual teach tuition.... then yest went to buy mooncakes for my students wit alex... we took neoprint too... quite fun n to teach tuition again... meet fer after tt...
todae nth much... tuition again.... more time towards tuition.... mean lesser time for friends le... more money... hehe.... haiz... feel so pain for my students.... even their grades r gd but the emotional they went through is not easy to get over... they need time.... i hope tt they will recover soon....

suppose to meet marie they all for movie but end up things cope up.... haiz... sad.... shall find one dae to meet them....

recently too much things have happen.... things arent gg well for mi also... haiz... i will be fine one... coz i am a strong gal... :)

time is not enough

i need more time... time is not enough... not enough time to do things... not enough to finish my stuff..... 24hrs not enough for mi.... haiz...

i like this song... found it in yongxin blog... the song is so nice n meaningful.... this song is like my character... realli like a lot... it shows the gal stubborness towards relationship.....

yest went out wit fer at nite.... coz both of us wake up late as the previous nite we chat until morning... then todae went to celebrate ade birthdae wit kat... it was always fun as there r so much laughter n jokes.... i simply love them to max....


yest cant slp as some things happen again.... many thoughts have been passing through my mind.... now is the same.... cant slp... too much thoughts... i dun noe how... seriously.... shld i hang on or give up.... can anyone tell mi.... i have hurt ppl again... haiz... am i rite to persist till the end... i begin to doubt.... realli....

HHAPPY BIRTHDAE TO LIYAN

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO LIYAN.....
WISH U ALL UR DREAMS N WISHES COME TRUE...

start from fri ba... went back sch for teacher dae wit yan n headed to meet fer after tt... accompany him to interview but end up he nvr bring his stuff so he has to go the next dae.... we went to starbucks for coffee n headed to catch a movie... the show is so funny tt we could not stop laughing... it is a nice show call wall e.... then headed hm to change to club wit koh n yi wen n lai n their friend.... koh friend is so funny.... his name is benjamin... haha... reach hm in the morning n sleep for awhile n headed for tuition.... after tt went hm n slp until the next dae... meet candy on sun n headed hm after a while as we were tired... then chat wit fer from nite to morning.... then mon nth much.... tues went to bring my student jia xuan out for a while n then meet wee for a coffee n headed hm after tt... after tt it sucks all the way till todae.... todae went for tuition... suppose to meet alex but cancel in the end due to the rain... tml shld be meeting fer again.. i guess.... fri still dun noe... hehe... most probably will be out everydae..

i am glad tt i have wonderful friends ard...

i am glad tt i have wonderful friends ard... thx tracy n alex for tolerating wit my bad temper once again... sry... i didnt mean to flare up... but lost control... sry guys n gals... the best part in life is to noe u all....

tracy who is there to help mi give mi advise always... although i am a lousy friend to her... after so much things happen she still forgive mi n treat mi so gd.... i am glad to have her in my life...

alex who is always there to listen to mi n let mi vent out.... he also change mi into a new person.... he bring out the brand new mi... he always help mi n give mi ideas... who cheer mi up n brighten my dae....

fernandes who is always there for mi... always ask mi calm down... gives mi advise.... who nvr fails to cheer mi up when i am down... who nvr leave mi alone after so long of friendship...

I HATE U FOR INTEFERRING WIT MY LIFE

I HATE U FOR INTEFERRING WIT MY LIFE.... I REALLI HATE U.... I MEAN IT... U THE CAUSE OF EVERYTHING.... U ALWAYS TURN MY LIFE UPSIDE DOWN... I MEAN IF U R SO FREE RITE.... GO DO THIS TO OTHERS SEE WAT WILL U GET.... DUN BLAME MI FOR CURSE N SWEAR.... WHO ASK U TO DO IT..... U R JUZ A BITCH.... PLEASE STOP INTEFERRING WIT MY LIFE N STOP DOING THINGS TT WILL MAKE MI PISS OFF.... I AM WHO I AM... I WONT CHANGE.... I NOT THE TYPE WHO WILL FOLLOW AS U WISH..... JUZ GET OFF....

behind everything lies the truth....

TRUTH REALLI HURTS.... everything behind lies the truth.... haiz....

i am getting tired of everything... how... can anyone teach mi... so much things happen recently n i cant take it anymore...

surprised by my students...

this yr teacher dae was full of surprised... the presents is one... the other one is the students hug n kisses.... thx to jia xuan n jia soon.... thx for giving mi a wonderful teacher dae this yrs....

their presents

a wallet by jia soon the younger bro n the elder sis a bag...

sian

sun went to alex hse again.. was late again... learn new things... mon went to meet tiff n alex n tracy n them again...

nth much ba... was at hm... was emo yest n was talking to wee n fer.... feel better after tt... finally meeting up wit fer on fri.... still dun noe go where... planning... tml is another boring dae... tuition all the way...

my buddy alex is gg to batam tml n will be back next week... enjoy ur trip...

a lot of ppl to meet up but not enough time... also wan to find job... haha... who can recommend mi job...

pic... todae make up...

new hairstyle...

finally exams over.... i am so happi.... jia you to my classmates... they left one ppr on mondae....

last sat went for bbq tt ey organise... it was not a gd start i guess... coz meeting up was a bad one... i flar up coz 2 gals give mi attuide n their arrogant face for no reason.... darm piss off... dun give mi attiude n ur arrogant face when i am being friendly to u.... then burst it out at liyan... sry gal... then at there juz eat n eat until very fun... after tt went to talk to yong quan they all n jokes make mi laugh like crazy... n jokes n jokes after tt... haha... it turn my dae to be gd.... then went hm wit them....

sun to wed nth much happen.... as mon wed n fri got ppr... so is hm n sch n tuition.... nth much...

thurs went to perm my hair.... not bad i like it... new hairstyle totally different feeling...

yest was a great dae.....went to amk hub for lunch wit alex n headed back to sch to study n exam... after exam we went far east to have our dinner n do a bit of shopping... bought a lot of stuff yest n i am broke now...

todae went for tuition n headed hm... nth much...coz i was feeling very tired.... after all the pprs i am drain out... n further more i went hm late yest... tml gg out again....

i need a job... gg to find a job too....i need to replenish my vitamin m.... i need a lot....

some ppl dun noe wat is human rites.... they juz wan to take other ppl stuff n make it theirs... they dun deserve my respect n r bitches to mi....

my mind is in a mess

i am realli full of doubts.... i dun understand how u thinks abt us.... i may noe u well for others but as for our relationship i dun noe... i realli dun noe.... y is it so complicated for u n mi.... i had been trying to solve but it seems so hard..... it is so complicated.... i am tired n i had enough le.... i dun wan to care le.... u disappointed mi again n again.... i realli have no confidence in us.... be it relationship or friendship... i am realli to my max le... we have been trapped in this stupid complicated relationship for 2 yrs plus.... n fate had been playing on us.... always let us walked past each other..... i dun wan to care le coz i am tired of waiting.... waiting for so long make mi feel so exhausted.... 2 yrs plus cannot sae too long or short.... but i have been waiting.... now i dun wan to put u in my mind le.... i dun wan my emotions to be affected by u.... i am gg to put u deep in my heart n nvr be brought up again... it is gg to be buried deep inside n will not be open again....

outing wit alex...

mi in alex hse....

pic for food n us...

student mum cook for us one...

famous egg tarts...

a lot of food...

mi eating....

mi n alex.... buddy....

went out to meet tiff todae... so happi to see her... n alex too... had a lot of fun time wit them... laugh like mad... nth much this few daes.... i love them....

mon went to eat wit alex at tanjiong pager... we went there to explore the food... hehe... ate a lot... shall ask more ppl along next time...
then yest went to meet tracy for a while...
nth much i guess... i have been eating dessert these 2 daes... it was cook by my student mum... she even offer mi dinner todae.... they treat mi realli gd....
todae saw jin long n chatted wit him.... nice to see him after so long...

yea... finally met up wit the ppl i wan to met after so long

finally met up wit the ppl i wan to met after so long... first is wan ee... we met up yest n shop at bugis.... hehe... she bought wat she wan... we had a great chat.. and we went to eat apple strudel... then i headed hm while she went to fetch her bf....

second is my darling sister fiona... finally we meet up after so long... coz of our bz schedule.... we had a great chat n we took lots of pic.... i loves her lots... she is the best sis i have met so far.... i realli treasure our friendship.... she is the one who nvr fail to be there for mi.... she is my best sis since sec 5 n till now is the same... cheer to our friendship.... SISTERS FOREVER....

todae is a tiring dae.... todae went sch early in the morning to study wit alex.... n todae there was 2 ppr qc n robotics... after the robotics ppr in the morning went hm n slp for a while... then back to sch for qc test n stay until nite time coz after qc went to touch up the presentation tonite... tonite was a fast one i would sae... n it was quite fun too... joke everywhere.... i am a joker todae... hehe.. i noe i didnt do well for the test todae but i onli hope for a pass tt all... i am not asking for much....

yest no sch so slp the whole dae... nth much these few daes due to the bz schedule..... finally no class le.... gg to mug hard for the other 3 ppr...

there r still times i misses him but it is over le... so shall move forward n not brood abt it anymore...

there r a lot of things happen these few daes n it totally drain mi out... i am far too exhausted.... n i nearly break down but i talk to alex abt it... thx for listening to mi.... things r making mi gg crazy.... i realli need someone to talk to.... i need someone shoulder.... things r making mi tired..... be it mentally or physically.... i am on the edge of breaking down is juz sooner or later onli....

i am single again

we broke off le.... although i am sad but i will let go whatever is not mine.... n i had waited for his ans for sometime le... i am tired of waiting.... i dun wan to wait le..... so i ask him wat he wan to... n he dun noe all the way... i dun wan to guess also.... so in the end we choose to end it.... it will be better for us.... coz it is exam period for mi now n i can concentrate on my studies le... nth else to talk ba since everything is settle.... although i am sad but i will get over it soon.... starting a new life... :)

i have change for the better.... a few more mth ltr a brand new mi is out be it anything.... i am changing as i dun denied... but i will be better... i began to love myself more le.... i wont care wat others sae le... i will be juz mi... tt all.... gg to slp....

yest went to shirley 18th birthdae.... not bad... quite fun... a lot of laughter n crap.... after tt headed down to meet tracy n her friends for a drink at boat quay.... n ya... first time i drank hard liqour wit empty stoamch n ended up need to see doc.... i realise tt nvr drink wit empty stomach it is gg to be tough on the stomach.... coz after tt i vomit the whole nite n down wit fever n rashes again.. went doc in the early morning n had an injection n need to eat medicine... this time cause a big pro to tracy le... die.... feel so bad n guilty.... anyway thx.... then last nite kelvin call.... didnt manage to talk coz i wasnt feeling welll.... sry.... talk to u again.... n alex also... sry....

these few daes i am emo.... feeling sad... realli sad... things r gg wrong for mi n bf... i realli lost... but after talking to alex weiliang kelvin i feel better.... thx guys for ur advise n listening ear.... thx chris benedict many more ppl including my classmates for ur concern.... i realli appreciate...

wed nvr go n give tuition... went to meet kelvin instead... had a great time wit him... he cheer mi up n make my dae better.... then went go meet tracy instead... have a gd chat wit her... thx for giving mi the advise... had a great catching up wit her.... havent been able to meet up wit her after her 21st birthdae... then usual bz wit sch...

one common test ppr down... cost accounting over liao.. relieve a bit... thurs lab test n i did correctly... todae math test... hope for a pass can le...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAE TO SHIRLEY

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAE TO MY DARLING SHIRLEY.... ltr gg to her birthdae celebration.... finally 18 le... hope tt ur dreams n wishes will come true.... stay happi always gal....